A six-year-old child I’d never spoken to grabbed my duty belt at school pickup and said, “Can you come home with me, Officer Hawkins? You have to see it. I’m not allowed to say it.” I’d worked that school for twelve years, so I figured a bully. Then he told me his twin sister hadn’t left the house in nine days.
When a kid that small says he isn’t allowed to tell, somebody already told him not to.
I’d heard every other kind of trouble at that curb.
Stolen fruit snacks. A shove by the swings. A big brother who cracked somebody’s video game and swore up and down it was the dog.
Those kids came to me loud, crying, waving their arms.
This one came with a face I didn’t like on a six-year-old.
It was a Thursday, the last pickup before Thanksgiving break at Fairmont Elementary in Toledo.
Cars were backed up past the corner with their engines running, and Callie was out on the front steps with her clipboard, calling kids down two at a time.
I was crouched next to a second-grader who needed me to watch her front tooth wiggle.
Then a small fist closed on my belt.
I turned around.
Six, if that.
A red hoodie gone pink at the elbows. Sneakers with the heels stepped flat because his feet had outgrown them. Hair hanging in his eyes, like nobody had thought about it since summer.
He didn’t grin at me.
He didn’t ask to push the button on my radio like they all do.
He just looked at me like he was the grown-up and I was the one who’d shown up late.
“You’re Officer Hawkins,” he said. He said it like he’d been practicing it all day.
“That’s me. What’s your name, bud?”
“Ryker.”
“Ryker what?”
“Mullins. You gotta come to my house. Not here, with everybody listening. They’ll call me a liar.”
Mullins.
I knew that name.
Callie dropped her attendance sheets in my box every Friday, and there were twins on hers. A boy and a girl.
Only one of them had been checked present lately.
I got down on one knee so he wouldn’t have to tip his head back to see me.
“Is somebody picking on you? A kid on the bus? Somebody on your street?”
He answered with a little sideways jerk of his chin. His gaze slid past my shoulder, up the hill to the little rentals behind the school.
“Everybody thinks it’s fine,” he said. “Dad says it’s fine. Miss Callie says Penny’s got the flu.”
“Penny’s your sister?”
“My twin.”
“How long has Penny had the flu, Ryker?”
He held up TWO hands with all the fingers out.
Then he folded one thumb down.
Nine.
I looked up at the steps. Callie caught me looking and mouthed something across the noise of the car line.
I’m pretty sure it was “Dad called.”
She’d told me Monday. Strep first, then the flu, Dad called it in both times. I said okay and went back to my coffee.
Shit.
“I always get blamed for opening my mouth,” Ryker said. “But if YOU look, nobody can say that. Right?”
“Right,” I said.
I keyed my radio and told the office I was walking a student home.
We went up the hill on foot.
It’s six blocks the city mows twice a summer if somebody complains.
Yards gone to seed. A pickup parked with one tire over the curb. A flag on a porch so faded you couldn’t have told me what country it belonged to.
Ryker kept his shoulder pressed against my leg the whole way.
He didn’t talk.
Kids always talk to me. They want to know if the cuffs hurt, if I’ve chased anybody, if the cruiser’s siren is as loud from inside.
Ryker watched front doors.
Certain doors held his attention. I could see him counting them off.
“What did you tell your dad about bringing me along?” I said.
“Dad works till late.”
“That’s not what I asked, bud.”
“He says this is how it is now.”
“How what is?”
He kept walking.
“He says EVERY house is like ours,” he said after a while. “But it’s NOT. I been to birthday parties. Nobody’s house is like ours.”
The worst call of my year didn’t come over the radio.
It came holding on to my belt.
We stopped at a one-story place near the top of the hill.
I’d rolled past it in the cruiser two hundred times. Never once really looked at it.
Every blind was shut at three in the afternoon.
No chalk on the walk. No bike in the grass. The whole yard was empty.
A plastic chair sat on the porch with a coffee can of cigarette butts next to it, and the screen on the storm door hung loose at one corner like somebody had put a hand through it.
Ryker went up the two steps ahead of me and stopped.
He reached under his hoodie and pulled out a gray shoelace.
A single brass key hung off the end of it.
His shaking hands made the key tick against his zipper.
“Ryker, is Penny in there?”
He nodded.
“Is she in there by herself?”
He didn’t nod.
He didn’t shake his head either.
That was worse.
“Bud, I need you to tell me if there’s a grown-up in that house right now.”
“I can’t,” he said. “You gotta see it.”
I turned my shoulder and asked dispatch for a second unit up the hill, no lights, no siren.
Ryker listened to every word.
“Are they gonna take her?” he said.
“Who?”
“Anybody. Are they gonna take Penny someplace and not me?”
“I’m not taking anybody anywhere,” I said. “I just want to see your sister.”
He held the key out to me.
Then he snatched it back against his chest before my fingers got there.
“First there’s something you gotta PROMISE.”
Twelve years at that school. Kids had asked me for stickers, for my autograph, to arrest their big brothers.
Not one had ever asked me for a promise on a porch.
“Okay,” I said. “Tell me.”
He looked at the door.
Then he looked at me.
“If I let you in, you can’t let them make me go back to school and say she’s got the flu,” he said. “DON’T LET THEM MAKE ME PRETEND. You gotta PROMISE.”
I found my fingers curled around the knob.
I hadn’t felt myself reach for it.
The radio didn’t make a sound.
Down the hill the buses were pulling out one after another, and two houses over somebody had a game show turned up, a whole studio audience clapping for nothing.
Ryker’s key was still in his fist.
Then, from inside, low on the door, about where a six-year-old’s hand would reach, somebody knocked twice.
Two knocks
Ryker didn’t jump.
He put his mouth almost against the door frame and said, “That’s Penny. Two’s us.”
“Two what, bud?”
“Two knocks. One is Grandma. Two is us.”
He pushed the key into my palm. It was warm from riding under his hoodie all day, and the shoelace had three knots in it where it had broken and somebody small had tied it back together.
I put it in the lock and turned.
The door opened four inches and stopped on a chain.
A face filled the gap, low down. Same hair in the eyes. Same chin. A gray sweatshirt so big it had to be her father’s, the sleeves rolled into doughnuts at her wrists.
She didn’t look sick. She looked like a kid who’d been standing behind a door for nine days waiting for her turn.
“Is that her?” she said.
“That’s her,” Ryker said.
“Did she promise yet?”
They both looked at me.
I’ve been asked to promise things by sergeants, by my ex-husband, and once by a drunk man holding a canoe paddle in a Kroger parking lot. I meant this one more than all of those put together.
“I promise,” I said. “Nobody makes him pretend. Nobody makes you pretend either.”
Penny thought it over the way kids think over a vegetable. Then the door closed, the chain scraped, and it opened all the way.
The house was dark the way houses go when the blinds have been down so long the lamps look tired. A TV was on somewhere with the sound off. By the door sat a pink duffel bag, zipped to the top, with one ear of a stuffed rabbit sticking out.
Then a voice came from the back of the house.
“Penelope Rose. What did I tell you about that door?”
A woman came down the hall drying her hands on a dish towel. Cardigan. Reading glasses on a beaded chain. Hair set like she had somewhere to be in 1994.
I knew her.
Everybody at Fairmont knew her.
She saw me, and her whole face went soft, like I was the nicest surprise of her week.
“Officer Hawkins,” she said. “Marisa, honey. Come in out of the cold. Mind the germs.”
Lemon bars
Lydia Majewski read to the first grade every Wednesday at ten.
She ran the book fair. She ran the bake sale. Every Friday for six years she’d left a Tupperware of lemon bars in the staff room with a sticky note on the lid that said For our heroes! in purple pen.
I’m one of the heroes. I have eaten more of those lemon bars than I’d admit under oath.
She walked me into the kitchen and popped the lid off a Tupperware on the counter like she’d been expecting company.
“Sit. You look frozen through. Ryker, get Officer Hawkins a napkin.”
Ryker didn’t move. He stood in the kitchen doorway with his sister, shoulders pressed together, the way two people stand in an elevator that’s stopped between floors.
I’d seen them stand like that once before.
Two winters ago, half the Fairmont staff went to the funeral for Lydia’s daughter. Krystal. Twenty-nine, in her sleep, nobody’s fault, the kind of thing the priest has no good words for. Lydia stood at the front holding one four-year-old by each hand and didn’t let go of either through the whole Mass. I never knew their last name. To me they were Lydia’s twins. At the lunch after, I stood by the coffee urn with a lemon bar in my hand and thought, those babies are lucky to have her.
I’d like that thought back.
“I do the mornings now,” Lydia said, pouring me coffee I hadn’t asked for. “Javier went to nights at the warehouse in August, and somebody has to get these two fed and dressed. I’m sixty-six. I’m up at five-thirty. Nobody gives me a medal.”
“And Penny?”
“Strep, and then the flu right on top of it. Poor lamb. Light hurts her head, that’s why it’s a cave in here. We’re driving out to my sister’s in Mesa Saturday for Thanksgiving. Javier’s letting me take her for the week. The sun’ll do her good. My sister’s got a pool.”
“Just Penny?”
“Boys are too much in a car for thirty hours. Ask anybody.” She laughed. “And Callie’s putting a packet together so she doesn’t fall behind. That girl’s an angel.”
Every September I give a talk to the first grade. Ten minutes, cross-legged on the rug. If a grown-up ever tells you to keep a secret from your mom or dad, you come find me. I keep promises. That’s my whole job.
I’ve given that talk so many times I could do it asleep.
Somebody in the second row had been wide awake.
I looked past Lydia at the back door. A hook by it held a gray shoelace with a brass key on the end.
Penny’s neck was bare.
The flu
“I’m not sick,” Penny said.
She said it to me, from the doorway, in a voice with nothing wrong with it.
Lydia crossed the kitchen and put her hand on Penny’s shoulder. Not hard. Just there.
“Fevers make them say things,” she said.
I looked around that kitchen the way I’d look at any room I’d been called into. No thermometer on the counter. No orange pill bottle. No tissue box, no flat ginger ale, no bucket by the couch. A sleeve of saltines, a stack of mail, and the lemon bars.
I’ve had the flu. My kitchen looked like a pharmacy got hit by a truck.
“What’s her temperature been running?” I said.
Penny looked up at her grandmother.
“A hundred and one, Tuesday,” Lydia said.
“Can I talk to Penny on the porch for one minute?”
“In this cold? With her chest?” Lydia laughed like I’d said something charming. “Marisa. You know I’d do anything for you people. But use your head.”
Ryker took one step into the kitchen.
“Tell her what you say at night, Grandma,” he said. “About the pool and the new—”
“Ryker.” Lydia didn’t raise her voice. “What do we say about stories?”
His mouth closed. Then it opened, and what came out was flat, like something read off a card.
“Stories are for books.”
She says that to the first grade. I’ve heard it on Wednesdays, a whole rug of six-year-olds chanting it back to her. In a classroom it’s cute.
In that kitchen it put a cold hand on the back of my neck.
I crouched to Penny’s eye level, the way I’d crouched for the loose tooth an hour before.
“Penny. Do you want to go to Arizona?”
Her mouth opened.
Lydia’s hand moved on her shoulder. A squeeze you’d miss from more than three feet away.
“I’m not supposed to say,” Penny said.
My radio clicked. Dunham, from the street. “I’m out front, Hawkins. You want me in?”
I lifted one slat of the blind. His cruiser sat at the curb, no lights, the way I’d asked. He raised two fingers off the wheel.
“Two police cars,” Lydia said behind me. “For the flu. The neighbors will think we’re cooking drugs.” She took her phone out of her cardigan and held up the screen like a hall pass. “I texted Javier the second I heard that radio on my porch. He’s on his break. Ten minutes.”
“Good,” I said. “I’d like to talk to him.”
“Oh, honey,” she said. “He’d like to talk to you too.”
Out front, a truck door slammed. The loose screen on the storm door rattled in its frame.
Javier
Javier Mullins came in still wearing his warehouse vest, the orange kind with silver strips, a scanner clipped to his belt. Thirty-one, according to the emergency card in Callie’s file. He looked forty-five and like he hadn’t eaten sitting down since summer.
He didn’t look at me first. He looked at Ryker.
“What did he do,” he said.
Not what happened. What did he do.
That told me more about Ryker’s year than anything on that porch.
“He didn’t do anything wrong, Mr. Mullins. He came to me at pickup worried about his sister. I walked him home. I’d like to see that Penny’s okay.”
“She’s sick.” He rubbed his eyes with the heels of his hands. “I called it in myself. Twice.”
“Have you seen her sick?”
“I see her every day. She’s asleep when I leave. She’s asleep when I get home.”
“Poor lamb sleeps eighteen hours,” Lydia said.
Ryker came off the doorframe like something let him go.
“Grandma says Penny’s gonna live in the sun with her! She says a new school and a pink room and she’s not coming BACK, and I can’t come because boys are too much in a car, and if we tell—”
“Ryker. Enough.” Javier said it loud enough that Penny flinched. “It’s a WEEK. Grandma’s taking her for one week. I signed the note.”
Lydia’s eyes filled right on cue. I’ve sat across from people in interview rooms who would kill for that kind of timing.
“After everything,” she said. “I get up at five-thirty for this family. I pack his lunches. I buy the shoes nobody else notices they need.”
I looked down at Ryker’s sneakers, heels stepped flat.
Nobody had bought those in a while.
“Mr. Mullins, I don’t think he’s—”
“With respect, Officer, you think a lot for somebody who’s been in my house fifteen minutes.” He turned to his son. “Say sorry to your grandma.”
Ryker looked at me.
Here’s what I had: a girl who said she wasn’t sick, a grandmother who said she was, and a father who’d signed off on both. Here’s what I didn’t have: one sentence I could put in a report without a lawyer reading it out loud at a party. A grandmother taking a kid to Arizona for Thanksgiving with Dad’s note is called a grandmother.
“Ryker,” Javier said.
“Sorry for making up stories, Grandma,” Ryker said.
Lydia pulled him into a hug. He let her. He didn’t hug back. Over her shoulder, the whole time, he kept his eyes on me.
“We all know Ryker,” she said into his hair. “Bless him.”
Javier walked me to the door. Rude would have been easier. He was tired and embarrassed and polite, the way men get when they want a thing over.
“I appreciate you caring about my kids,” he said. “Go home, Officer.”
Dunham leaned out his window as I came down the walk. “Anything?”
“The flu,” I said.
Behind me the storm door screeched. Ryker stood behind the screen with both hands flat on it.
“You promised,” he said.
Callie’s packet
That night at nine-fifteen I sat at my own kitchen table with my boots still on and Callie’s attendance sheet in front of me.
Mullins, Penelope. Nine little letters in a row in careful teacher handwriting.
I called her.
“Lydia already called me,” Callie said before I got hello out. “She said you were very sweet about it.”
“Penny isn’t sick, Callie.”
“Marisa.” A TV was going behind her, and a dishwasher. “Lydia has run our book fair for six years. She has a key to the library.”
“So does the guy who mops the gym.”
“You took a six-year-old’s word over Lydia’s?”
“I took two six-year-olds’ word.”
She sighed the way twenty-eight-year-olds sigh at women with a pension plan. “Ryker tells stories. Last month he told the whole class his dad drives a forklift that can pick up a school bus.”
“Can it?”
“I don’t KNOW, Marisa.”
The dishwasher changed cycles.
“I’m going in tomorrow to do her packet,” Callie said, softer. “Lydia asked for everything in her folder. Her reading log, her spelling, even the turkey she traced with her hand. She wants it all on her sister’s fridge so Penny feels at home out there. I think that’s sweet.”
“For a week.”
“For a week. That’s what a trip is.”
“What time do they leave Saturday?”
“Six a.m. She showed me the pool on her phone. It has a slide.” Callie stopped. “Please don’t go back up there. If Lydia quits on us over this, I’m running the book fair myself, and I can barely run a stapler.”
“Do me one favor.”
“What.”
“When you make that packet, read every page before you hand it over.”
“It’s worksheets.”
“Every page, Callie.”
She hung up without saying yes.
I sat there till almost midnight with my boots on. On the back of the attendance sheet I’d written three words, and I kept going back to them.
Everything in her folder.
Six o’clock
Friday, it was dark by five-thirty.
I drove up the hill after my shift in my own car, a Corolla with a dent in the passenger door I keep meaning to get looked at. Jeans. My old academy fleece. No radio on my shoulder.
I didn’t have a plan. I had a Corolla and a promise I’d already broken once.
Lydia’s Buick sat backed into the driveway with the trunk up. The pink duffel was in there. So were three cardboard boxes, taped shut, PENNY written on the side of each one in black marker. A booster seat was already buckled into the back, sitting up straight like it had somewhere to be.
Lydia was on the porch in her good wool coat, in the plastic chair, smoking.
Twelve years. I never once smelled a cigarette on a lemon bar.
She didn’t get up.
“You’re out of uniform, Marisa,” she said. “That makes you a woman standing in my son-in-law’s yard.”
“I want to see the kids.”
“They’re eating their supper.”
“Then I’ll wait.”
She tipped her ash into the coffee can. No honey tonight. No dish towel. Her voice had gone flat and pleasant, like the recording that tells you your call is important.
“Javier’s at work till midnight,” she said. “He asked me to tell you, if you came, that he’ll be calling your sergeant Monday. He’d like a complaint on file. I told him I’d help with the spelling.”
“He didn’t say that.”
“He will.” She smiled at me. “I pay half the rent on this house. I’ve had a key to it since the week my daughter died, because he couldn’t find the can opener without her. You think that man tells me no?”
She reached into her coat pocket. Out came a gray shoelace with three knots in it, and a brass key on the end.
Ryker’s.
“Boys who bring the police home,” Lydia said, “don’t get to carry a key to the house.”
“Give him his key, Lydia.”
“He can have it back when he’s learned.”
I wanted to take that shoelace out of her hand. I’ve taken knives out of hands with less thinking than I was doing right then. I stood on the second step with my fists in my fleece pockets and did nothing at all, because an off-duty cop who grabs a grandmother on her porch ends up on the six o’clock news, and the twins end up in Arizona anyway.
Lydia stood and put the key back in her pocket.
“We leave at six,” she said. “You can wave.”
She went in. The lock turned. The porch light went off on me.
I was halfway to my car when the front blind lifted one slat at the bottom.
Behind the glass, low down, somebody knocked twice.
The manila envelope
At nine-forty that night my doorbell rang.
Callie stood on my step in a Fairmont Falcons fleece and plaid pajama pants, holding a manila envelope flat against her chest like a casserole she was afraid to drop. Her mascara was halfway to her chin.
“I made the packet,” she said.
I let her in. She didn’t sit.
“The office drops records requests in the teacher’s box, and the teacher pulls the folder. I never read them. I just pull stuff and send it down.” She swallowed. “But you said every page.”
She took out the top sheet and held it out.
A records request from an Arizona elementary in Mesa.
Mullins, Penelope. Grade one. Enrolling.
Start date, November 30.
That’s the Monday after Thanksgiving. The same Monday Penny was supposed to be back on Callie’s rug.
At the bottom, where it asked who was requesting, it said Lydia Majewski, guardian. In purple pen.
Javier’s name wasn’t anywhere on it.
“She stood in my classroom Wednesday,” Callie said. “Right by the pencil sharpener. She said, ‘Javier will come around once she’s settled.’ I thought she meant settled after the flu. I said, ‘Oh, I’m sure he will.'” Her voice went up and cracked. “I told my whole class Penny had the flu, Marisa. We made her get-well cards. Twenty-two of them. One kid drew her in a hospital bed with a rainbow coming out of it.”
She was crying for real now, in my kitchen, in her pajama pants.
“I believed every word that woman said for six years,” she said.
“So did I. I ate the lemon bars.”
That got half a laugh out of her, which is about what a lemon bar was worth by then.
I slid the page back into the envelope and pressed the clasp down flat.
“Can you be on that porch at a quarter to six?”
“She’ll never speak to me again.”
“That’s sort of the idea.”
She wiped her face on the Falcons sleeve. “What do I even wear?”
“Shoes you can stand in,” I said.
The Buick
Saturday at ten to six there was frost on everything.
Lydia stood in the driveway scraping her windshield with a CD case. The porch light was on. Javier sat on the top step in work jeans and a hoodie, both hands around a coffee, his eyes red from a shift that ended at midnight. Penny waited by the Buick in a purple puffy coat with the rabbit under one arm. Ryker sat behind his father in pajamas and a pair of grown-man slippers.
Nothing on his neck.
Two houses down, the game-show neighbor was out in a bathrobe with a little dog, pretending the dog needed a long time on one patch of grass.
I’d worn the uniform. If I was going to be a woman in Javier’s yard, I’d be one with a badge on.
Callie was a step behind me with the envelope.
Lydia saw us and dropped the CD case.
“Javier. I TOLD you. I told you she’d pull something.”
Javier got up. Coffee slopped over his hand. “Officer, I swear to God. I’m calling your sergeant. You’ve got no business—”
I didn’t answer him. I went past him up the steps and crouched in front of Ryker on the cold boards.
“Hey, bud. I made you a promise on this porch.”
He looked at me like he wasn’t sure I was allowed to use that word anymore.
“Nobody makes you pretend,” I said. “Tell your dad what Grandma tells Penny at night. All of it. Out loud.”
“Don’t you dare put words in that child’s mouth,” Lydia said, coming up the walk.
Ryker looked at his father. Then it came out in one breath, the way it does when a kid has held something so long it leaves with the air.
“She says Penny’s gonna live with her in the sun and go to a new school and have a pink room and you’ll come around. And she says if we tell, the police come and take us both and put us with strangers and we never see you. That’s why I’m not allowed, and why I got Officer Hawkins. Because she’s police and she PROMISED.”
Javier turned and looked at Lydia.
“He’s six,” Lydia said. “Javier. He’s six, and he lies, like he always—”
“He’s not lying,” Penny said from the driveway.
“Penelope, get in the car.”
Penny didn’t get in the car.
“Callie,” I said.
Callie went up the steps and held the envelope out to Javier with both hands. “I’m sorry, Mr. Mullins. I told everybody it was the flu. I told the whole class.”
He opened it under the porch light. His lips moved on enrolling.
“Lydia,” he said.
Then Lydia talked, and she didn’t stop for a long time.
“It’s a formality. Schools out there want paperwork for everything, for the swim program, for a library card. And so what if it isn’t? Somebody in this family has to think ahead. Do you know what you’ve got here, Javier? A dark house and a man who’s never in it. A girl needs a woman. She needs somebody to braid her hair and get up with her when she has a bad dream. Ryker’s fine. Ryker’s got you. Boys are simple.” She pointed at the house. “And she’d have blabbed it to the whole first grade before you were ready to hear it. So yes. I kept her home. For her own good. For YOURS.”
“She told me you were sleeping,” Javier said to Penny. It didn’t sound like his voice. “Every day I looked in, and you were sleeping.”
“She said keep my eyes shut when you looked in,” Penny said.
Javier made a sound I’d heard twice before in my life, both times in hospital hallways.
“You couldn’t keep my daughter alive,” Lydia said. “You were at that warehouse the night Krystal died, and you’ll be at that warehouse the night this one needs somebody. I won’t let it happen twice.”
The dog two houses down stopped sniffing.
Javier set his coffee on the step. He walked down past Lydia without touching her, went to the Buick, and lifted the pink duffel out of the trunk. He set it on the frosty grass. Then the first box. The second. The third. PENNY, PENNY, PENNY, in a row on the lawn.
“Javier, stop this.”
“I put fourteen hundred and fifty dollars down on her room,” Lydia said, and her voice finally went up. “Nonrefundable. It has a pink—”
“Then you’ve got a pink room,” Javier said.
Penny ran. She came up the walk and up the steps and knocked twice on her brother’s chest with her fist, and then she just held on, the two of them in a heap on the top step in that purple coat and those enormous slippers.
Javier came back to the bottom of the steps and held out his hand.
“Key.”
“I have been in that house more than you have, Javier Mullins.”
“Key, Lydia.”
She worked it off her ring with cold fingers. It took a while. He waited.
“And his,” I said.
She looked at me for a long second. Then she reached into her good wool coat, came out with the gray shoelace, and dropped it in my hand like something she’d found in a drain.
I put it over Ryker’s head. He grabbed the key and pressed it to his chest.
“Now tell my son he’s not a liar,” Javier said. “Or the next time you see either one of them, it’s a picture in an envelope.”
Lydia looked at her grandson.
“I’m sorry you got so upset, sweetheart.”
“Say I’m not a liar,” Ryker said.
Her mouth worked.
“You’re not a liar,” Lydia said.
She walked back to her car with her back very straight. At the driver’s door she turned, and of everybody there she found me.
“I’ll be back for Christmas,” she said.
“Call first,” I said.
She got in. The door shut.
Mullins and Mullins
She backed out with the booster seat still buckled in the back, sitting up straight, empty.
Javier sat down on the step between his kids. He didn’t say anything for a while. Then he put his hand on the back of Ryker’s neck.
“You told me. Last week. In the kitchen.”
“You said I always open my mouth,” Ryker said.
“Yeah.” Javier’s face folded up and he let it. “Keep opening it.”
Before seven, he went through the house and pulled up every blind.
Lydia drove to Mesa anyway, thirty hours alone. The fourteen hundred and fifty dollars stayed out there with her.
Her key went on the hook by the back door. Penny’s came off the hook and went back around Penny’s neck on a new shoelace.
Lydia’s half of the rent stopped on the first of December. Javier called the warehouse that Monday and took days, a dollar and ten cents an hour less, and picked up Saturdays to cover it. He told Callie it was cheap for what he was getting.
Wednesday at ten, the first grade got read to by Callie. The book fair sign-up in the lobby said VOLUNTEERS NEEDED in big red letters, and that Friday somebody left a box of donut holes in the staff room with no note on it at all.
At morning meeting Callie told her class Penny hadn’t been sick, she’d only been away from them, and now she was back. Penny took all twenty-two get-well cards home anyway. She said a rainbow is a rainbow.
The Monday after break, pickup was cold and loud and backed up past the corner like always.
Callie stood on the front steps with her clipboard and called, “Mullins and Mullins.”
They came down together. Somebody had cut both their bangs out of their eyes, crooked, with kitchen scissors, and I’d have bet my pension on who. Ryker had new sneakers with the heels still standing up.
The second-grader had lost the tooth over break. She needed me to see the hole, and I saw it.
Then a small fist closed on my belt.
“Officer Hawkins,” Ryker said. “You gotta come see something.”
My stomach did what it did on that hill.
He dragged me to the curb. Javier’s truck was there in the car line at three-fifteen on a Monday, and Javier was in a regular jacket with no vest, waving out the window like a man who’d figured out where pickup was.
Penny pulled a gray shoelace out from under her collar and held up the brass key.
“Dad let me have mine back,” she said.
Then she reached up and knocked twice on my badge.
“Two’s us,” she said.
If this one got to you, send it to somebody who always crouches down to look at the loose tooth.
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