I didn’t choose her—she chose me.
I was nine, standing awkwardly in the corner of the shelter lobby while my mom filled out paperwork to “just look.” I wasn’t even supposed to get a cat that day.
But she had other plans.
This tiny orange kitten with giant ears and the grumpiest little face stuck her paw out from the cage and smacked my leg. Not softly, either. Like, deliberate contact.
I turned to her and said, “Hi.” She meowed once. Then again.
I sat on the floor and she reached both paws through the bars and touched my face.
Thirty minutes later, we were in the car, and she was crying in her carrier like she’d already changed her mind. I held my fingers near the slats and she calmed down a little. I whispered, “It’s okay. I think I needed you too.”
I named her Miso, because it sounded warm and small and somehow familiar. She looked like she disapproved of everything but loved me anyway.
The first night, she slept curled up behind my knees. I barely moved the whole night because I didn’t want to disturb her. When I woke up, she was staring at me like I’d failed some kind of invisible cat test.
We became inseparable. She was with me when I broke my wrist falling off the jungle gym in fifth grade. She sat next to me on the couch during my flu, didn’t flinch once when I sneezed all over the place.
In middle school, when I came home crying because I didn’t make the soccer team, Miso climbed into my lap and purred louder than ever. I told her I wasn’t good enough, and she bumped her head against my chin like she disagreed. It helped more than she’ll ever know.
My parents went through a rough patch when I was thirteen. They never fought in front of me, but the silence was loud enough. Miso started sleeping between their bedroom door and mine, like a little furry peacekeeper.
She once dragged a sock into my room at midnight. Not just any sock—my dad’s sock. I laughed so hard I woke everyone up. That one small, silly thing cut through the tension more than any family meeting ever could.
By high school, she had her own chair at the dinner table—not that we fed her from it, but she sat like she was part of the conversation. And honestly, she was. “Miso did the funniest thing today,” became a regular sentence.
Senior year, things started to shift. I got accepted into a university out of state. It was everything I had worked for—but it meant leaving Miso behind.
I tried to explain it to her one night as she sat on my chest while I packed. “It’s not forever,” I whispered. “I’ll come back every chance I get. You’ll be here, right?”
She blinked slowly, the way cats do when they trust you completely. I cried into her fur, and she just sat there, calm and patient.
College was…different. I loved it, but nothing ever truly felt like home without her. Every phone call with my parents ended with, “How’s Miso?” And they’d send pictures—her lying in a sunbeam, her glaring at my dad’s newspaper, her stealing broccoli off plates.
She got older, of course. The ears stayed big, but her face softened. She developed a slow, elegant way of walking that made her look like royalty.
On one visit home during my second year, I noticed she didn’t jump onto my bed like she used to. She waited for me to lift her. She still purred, but it was softer now.
The vet said arthritis. Nothing alarming—just age catching up. They gave us a little heated mat for her favorite chair. She loved it like it was a spa.
In my final year of college, I got a call I’ll never forget. My mom’s voice was careful, like she was trying not to break the phone with bad news.
“Miso’s okay, but she’s been sleeping more. Eating less. The vet thinks…maybe it’s time to prepare.”
I booked the first flight home.
When I walked in the door, she lifted her head. Barely. But her eyes lit up in a way I hadn’t seen in months. I sat next to her and held her paw, and for an hour we just existed.
I stayed for a week. Every night, I slept next to her on the floor in the living room where she rested. We had old blankets, soft music playing. My parents gave us space. They understood.
Then something odd happened. By the end of the week, she got up on her own. Ate a full bowl of food. Even chased a piece of string half-heartedly. The vet called it a “rally.” A final burst. But I took it as a miracle.
I returned to college, heart aching but grateful. I promised I’d come back after graduation. I told her to wait for me.
And she did.
That summer, I moved back in. Miso was slower but stubborn. She still followed me into the kitchen every time I opened the fridge, even if it took her a minute longer.
One morning, I found her curled up in the laundry basket. At first I thought she was asleep. But when I called her name, she didn’t move.
She looked peaceful. Like she’d chosen that spot on purpose. Like she knew I was finally home for good.
I held her for a long time. I cried harder than I ever had, but not out of regret. She had lived a full life. She had waited for me.
We buried her in the backyard under the tree she loved. My dad made a small wooden sign that read, “She Chose Us.”
Life moved on, slowly. Grief doesn’t go away—it just changes shape.
A year later, I moved into my own place. I didn’t plan on getting another cat. Not because I didn’t want one, but because it felt too soon. Too much.
Then one afternoon, I stopped by a pet store for some dog food—for my roommate’s dog, not mine—and saw a small adoption event out front. Just a few cages, a few volunteers.
I told myself I’d just look.
That’s when I saw her. A black kitten with one white paw and the most curious eyes. She was sitting calmly while the others meowed and fussed.
As I turned to walk away, she stood up and reached her paw through the bars. Tapped my elbow. Once. Then again.
I knelt down, heartbeat echoing. “Hi,” I said softly.
She stared at me, then meowed. Not loudly. Just enough.
It felt too familiar.
I adopted her that day.
I named her Sesame.
She’s nothing like Miso—she’s loud, chaotic, and climbs on the fridge like she’s part goat. But sometimes, when she curls up beside me and lets out this tiny sigh, it feels like a thread tying past to present.
Twelve years after that first paw slap in the shelter lobby, I still think about how Miso chose me.
And now, every time Sesame watches me like she’s studying my soul, I wonder…maybe she was sent by the one who came before.
Maybe that kind of love doesn’t just end. Maybe it echoes.
The other day, I found Sesame dragging a sock into my room.
Not just any sock.
My dad’s sock.
I stared at her, frozen. Then I laughed so hard I cried.
There was no way she could’ve known.
Unless…maybe she did.
So here we are, twelve years later. From a scrappy orange kitten with attitude to a memory that lives in every corner of my heart, to a new little soul that reminds me life always comes back around.
If you’re reading this and wondering if animals remember, if they love, if they choose us the way we choose them—trust me. They do.
Sometimes the right one finds you when you’re not even looking.
And when they go, they leave behind more than memories. They leave little signs. A sock, a paw tap, a slow blink that says, You were never alone.
Life has a funny way of giving us what we need, not when we ask for it, but when our hearts are ready to receive it.
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