My six-year-old daughter looked up from her toast one morning and said, “Mr. Don says you work too much, Daddy.” I have never known a single Don. Nine days later she told me he only visits at night, after I’m asleep, so I clipped her old baby monitor to her bookshelf and waited for the screen to light up.
It had been only Ava and me since the divorce, in a two-bedroom duplex in Muncie, and I was the one grown-up with a key.
She’s six, and she gives her stuffed animals middle names.
So I let Mr. Don slide. Kids invent people.
Then one night I was fighting a braid at the bathroom mirror, her dinosaur toothbrush still blinking on the sink, when she caught my eye in the glass.
“Why does Mr. Don only come when you’re asleep?”
The hair tie snapped off my thumb.
She said it like she was explaining the dog next door. He comes at night. After I’m sleeping.
My stomach dropped straight into my socks.
“Baby, there is NO Mr. Don.”
She frowned at me in the mirror like I was the slow one. “Yes there is. He comes to check on me.”
I didn’t sleep.
At six I walked the duplex and tried EVERY window latch and both deadbolts.
All locked.
Somehow that made the whole place feel worse.
At dinner I asked, as light as I could, what Mr. Don looks like.
“He’s old. He smells like cigarettes and peppermint, and his knees pop when he crouches by my bed.”
There’s no Don in my family, none on our street, nobody I’ve dated since the papers.
Her old video monitor was still in a shoebox in the hall closet.
Once she was asleep I clipped the camera to her bookshelf, aimed it at the bed and set the screen by my pillow.
Then I lay there.
I must have dozed, because at 3:07 the screen BEEPED and lit up gray-green.
SOMEONE WAS IN HER ROOM.
I grabbed it with both hands.
And when I saw who was crouched beside my daughter’s bed, I was halfway down the hall before I knew I’d moved. ⬇️
The rabbit’s ear
Her door was open about a foot. I hit it with my shoulder and it banged the wall.
An old man was down on one knee by her bed in a gray windbreaker, white hair stuck up in back. One hand held the ear of her stuffed rabbit. The other tucked the blanket under her foot.
Ava was sitting up with her eyes open.
“And then the bus driver said it was Tuesday,” she was saying. “It was Wednesday.”
“Wednesday’s worse,” the man said.
His knee popped when he moved. Peppermint, and under it, smoke.
I got one arm under Ava and one behind her back and picked her up, blanket and rabbit and all, and put my back against the closet door.
“Daddy. You’re squishing him.”
The man stood up slow with his hands out, palms open. The hall light fell across his face and I knew it. I’d walked past it every Thanksgiving. A younger man in a ballcap on a boat, grinning at something outside the frame.
“Kelvin,” he said. “I’m Don. Don Moody. I’m Celeste’s father.”
Celeste’s father died when she was nineteen. She told me so in the second month we dated and never brought it up again, and I never asked.
“You’re dead,” I said. It came out stupid.
“That’s what I hear.” He kept his hands where I could see them. “Take it easy. She said you’d sleep till six.”
She.
Which she?
Four keys
When we moved into the duplex the locksmith cut four keys. One for me. One for Celeste. One for her mother, Rosemary, in case of a lockout while we were away. And one for the Folgers can on the shelf in the hall closet, the can of coffee nobody had ever opened.
Ava was four the day I locked us out. She stood on the step in her rain boots and said, “It’s in the can, Daddy.” I said what can. She said the coffee can. She’d watched me put it there.
After the divorce, fourteen months ago, Celeste put her key in an envelope and left it at Salazar’s office. I never counted anything. I had the other three in my head and that was enough.
Celeste was easy about the divorce. That’s what everybody said, my lawyer included. She took the car loan and left me the lease. She signed where Salazar pointed. “Whatever’s easiest for Ava,” she said, every time, and I thought, well, there’s the woman I married, at least for this.
Her father came up once, early on. She said he died when she was nineteen and she didn’t want to say it twice. Rosemary kept one picture of him, the man on the boat, in the hall in Anderson. Nobody said his name in front of me. I figured grief works like that.
Then there was how I slept. Misty on the other side of the wall watches her TV till one, and since the divorce I’d got four hours in a row on a good night. So I bought foam earplugs by the hundred and shut my door. It was the deal I made with Misty’s TV.
In October Ava’s teacher, Ms. Jarvis, wrote in the folder that Ava dozed off during story time. I wrote back growth spurt and signed it.
Last week I found a red-and-white peppermint wrapper in the pocket of Ava’s sweatshirt. Washed it with the laundry. School, I figured.
Now Don Moody stood in her bedroom with her in my arms and said, “I’ll go. I’m going.”
“Give me your hands,” I said.
He opened the left one. Empty.
He opened the right. My spare key lay in it, the masking tape still on the tag where I’d written CAN.
Seven-forty a.m.
I put Ava in my bed, shut the door and stood in the hall with the phone and Don in my kitchen, because I did not want him out of my sight and I did not want him near her.
He sat where I pointed. He did not ask for water. He looked at his hands and said, “She’ll tell you I’m not supposed to be here. She’s right.”
I took the key. I walked him to the door at 3:40 and he went down the steps one at a time, holding the rail. I stood there until his taillights were gone. A Buick, I think.
At 7:40 I called Celeste.
She picked up on the second ring, which I thought about later. Seven-forty on a Tuesday, she’s usually in the shower.
“A man named Don was in Ava’s room last night,” I said.
“Kelvin.” A long breath. “My father is dead. What are you talking about?”
“He said his name was Moody.”
“There’s a lot of Moodys.” She laughed, short. “Listen to yourself. Ava makes things up, you said so yourself. Her teacher has been saying she’s tired. Maybe the stress of you being alone with this, with all this, I don’t know. Maybe she needs to see somebody. And maybe you do.”
“I’m not asking about the lock,” I said. “I’m asking where he got the key.”
“I have to go to work.”
“You didn’t ask what he looked like.”
Nothing on the line. A car door somewhere on her end.
“I’ll call you,” she said, and hung up.
I stood in the kitchen with the phone.
I had said a man named Don. I had said the name Moody once, and she had called it a common name.
I had not said one word about her father.
Rosemary’s hallway
I dropped Ava at school at 8:15 and drove to Anderson.
Rosemary opened the door in her robe with a dish towel in her hand. She looked at my face and went back to the kitchen without a word, and I followed her past the picture on the wall.
I put the key on her table. It was the only thing I had.
“He’s alive,” I said.
She sat down. She did not say who.
“He was in Pendleton from 2009 till March,” she said. “Four years of it for the drinking, and the rest for the woman he hit. Yolanda. She doesn’t walk now. Celeste was nineteen. I told her to tell people he died. It was easier than the truth and I was the one who said it first.”
I stood there. She went on like she’d said it in her sleep a thousand times.
“He’s sober eleven years. He sucks the peppermints so he doesn’t want a drink. He’s got the emphysema now. Celeste found him in April.” She looked at the key. “She’s been taking Ava to his apartment on Mulberry. Nine Saturdays. I made pot roast for them twice.”
“You knew.”
“I told her to tell you. I told her more than once.” Her mouth worked. “She said you’d call the police and he’d lose what he’s got, and he’s only got the apartment and the girl. So I made pot roast, Kelvin. God forgive me, I made pot roast.”
I almost said something. Then I looked at her hands on the towel and didn’t.
“I didn’t send him to your house at night,” she said. “I swear on my own mother. Celeste doesn’t know about the nights.”
I looked at the photograph in the hall on my way out. Younger. Grinning at whatever was off the edge.
“Rosemary,” I said. “She knew.”
The reading chair
I took the earplugs out of the drawer Tuesday night, looked at them, and put them in the trash.
Then I carried the reading chair from the living room into Ava’s room and sat in it with the lights off and the door open. The monitor was in my lap, the screen still blank.
She went to sleep at 8:30 with a hand on the rabbit and her braid half undone.
Misty’s TV came through the wall until one. Then quiet.
At 2:51 Ava made a sound.
It wasn’t a word. It was short and wet, a breath being pulled in over and over, and I was out of the chair before I knew I’d moved. She was sitting up in the dark, hair stuck to her face, looking at the doorway.
“Daddy?”
“I’m here.”
“Oh.” She stared at me. Her chin went. “You’re awake.”
“I’m right here, baby.”
“I tried to wake you.” She wiped her nose with the rabbit. “I come in and I say Daddy and I pat your arm. You don’t move. You don’t even move. Mr. Don says it’s the plugs in your ears and I shouldn’t pull them out because you need your sleep.”
I sat on the edge of her bed.
“How many times?” I said.
“Every night,” she said. “Since the leaves. When it’s dark I get the thing in my chest and nobody’s there, and then Mr. Don comes.”
It was 2:58 by the monitor.
At 3:07 I heard the front door. A key, one deadbolt, then the next. Slow, careful, the way you let yourself in somewhere you’ve been trusted to.
I didn’t turn on the lamp. I stood where he’d see me.
Don Moody came down the hall with a paper bag in his hand and stopped in the doorway. He looked at me, and at Ava on the bed, and didn’t turn around.
“I made a copy,” he said. “At the hardware store on Walnut. Before you took the first one.”
“Why.”
He put the bag down on the floor and took a phone out of his jacket. It was one with buttons. He thumbed through it and held it out.
Messages. A name saved as C.
She’s up again at 3. K sleeps like the dead. Please go if you can.
Key’s in the Folgers can in the hall closet. Lock up after.
Don’t tell him I told you. He’ll say it’s my fault I left.
The dates ran back to September.
“I’m not asking you to forgive anybody,” Don said. “I wanted you to see it before you did what you’re going to do.”
Sunday, the kitchen table
Celeste came Sunday at one. I’d asked her. I asked her mother too, and Rosemary drove down from Anderson with her purse in both hands.
Don was already at my table. He’d come to the front door and knocked. I’d opened it.
Ava was at Misty’s, watching the TV she’d been promised.
Celeste stopped in the kitchen doorway with her keys in her hand. She looked at her father the way you look at a bill.
“Kelvin,” she said. “This is ambush. You don’t get to do this.”
I didn’t say anything. I put his phone on the table, face up.
She read it from where she stood. I watched her get to the third line.
“Okay,” she said. “Okay.” She shifted her bag to the other shoulder. “You want to know why? You want it in front of everybody? Fine. I have been telling you for a year that this arrangement was not working. You said it was fine. Ms. Jarvis sent me copies of every note. Every single one. Dozing in class. Tired. Tired. You wrote growth spurt. I have all of them in a folder, and Monday morning my lawyer files for half the time, week on, week off, because a child who sleeps through the night does not nod off in story time.”
“Celeste,” Rosemary said.
“No, Mom. No.” She pointed at me without looking. “He sleeps with plugs in his ears. I couldn’t call him. I couldn’t tell him she was waking, because he would have made it about me. I did what I could do. I sent somebody who would be awake.”
“You sent him,” Rosemary said, “to sit with your daughter at three in the morning, a man you told me yourself you couldn’t be in a room with.”
“He’s sober!”
“Then why didn’t you let him knock?”
Celeste opened her mouth and nothing came.
Don spoke. He’d been looking at the table.
“Cissy,” he said. “Whatever you filed, you filed the notes. And you filed that Ava’s not sleeping at his house.” He turned the phone on the table with one finger so it faced her. “She wasn’t sleeping because there was nobody up. And you knew, because you wrote me. If your lawyer asks me, I’ll answer. I’d rather it was me than somebody else.”
“You’d lose your Sundays,” she said.
“I’d lose the Saturdays,” he said. “I know that.”
She looked at me then. I had one thing to say.
“I took the plugs out Tuesday,” I said. “I’m sleeping with my door open. Salazar has copies of the texts. If the motion goes on file Monday, he files these with it. If it doesn’t, he doesn’t.”
“That’s blackmail.”
“That’s the date on your phone,” I said.
She stood there with her keys. Then she turned around and went down the steps without shutting the door, and Rosemary got up and shut it.
Two o’clock
The motion was never filed. Salazar called on Wednesday to say he’d had a letter from the other side. It was one line, and he read it to me twice.
I paid him four hundred and fifty dollars to say nothing, and it was the cheapest thing I bought all year.
Celeste doesn’t call. She texts Ava’s pickup times. Ava asks why Mommy’s voice sounds different on the phone, and I say grown-ups get tired too, which is true and not the answer. I will have to give her the answer one of these days. I’m not looking forward to it.
I sleep with my door open. I can hear her turn over from the hall. Most nights I’m up by 2:45 anyway, and I sit in the reading chair until she settles, and then I go back to bed and listen to her breathe through the wall that Misty’s TV doesn’t reach.
The spare key is in my pocket now. The Folgers can is in the trash.
This morning Ava looked up from her toast and said, “Mr. Don says you braid too tight.”
“Mr. Don has no hair to braid,” I said.
At two o’clock a knock came at the front door. Three knocks, and a cough after.
Ava was off her chair before I could stand. I got there second and opened it myself.
Don Moody stood on the step with a peppermint in his fist and his breath coming short.
“Wipe your feet, Mr. Don,” I said.
If this one got to you, send it to somebody who has ever slept through the one night it mattered.
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