My son’s wife ordered four $95 ribeyes for the table, pointed at me and told the waiter, “Tap water for her, she won’t be eating.” My son didn’t correct her. He looked right at me and said, “Remember whose table this is, Mom.” I kept quiet, because I knew something about that kitchen none of them did.
The call came on a Tuesday, while I was repotting basil on my back steps.
Lev hardly phoned anymore.
What I got from my son lately were texts typed in elevators.
Slammed this week.
Love you, talk soon.
Can’t today, Mom.
So I picked up on the first buzz.
“We’re booking a table for Saturday night, and Tatiana wants you there with us,” he said.
He sounded like himself.
Like the boy who used to read me his spelling words while I stirred the rice.
“Just us?” I said.
He took a second too long.
“Her folks are coming. We figured it was time everybody sat down together.”
Together.
I carried that word around the house all evening like a prize.
I’d been getting smaller in his life for two years. I heard about Thanksgiving after it was planned. I saw Violet when somebody remembered I existed. Every time I called, Tatiana had them booked solid.
But maybe this was a door opening back up.
“I’ll be there,” I said.
“Seven o’clock. Leblanc’s.”
I nearly laughed into the phone.
Everybody in Biloxi knew Leblanc’s. The brick warehouse on the water, the copper bar, the wait list that ran a month out. Judges ate there. Bankers shook hands over the crab claws.
My son had no idea I knew it better than the people whose name was on the sign.
Seventeen years of my life were poured into that building.
Most of my life, though, I’d been nothing but Lev’s mom, and I liked it that way.
His father walked out when Lev was five. He packed a duffel on a Wednesday, said he wasn’t built for this, and was gone before the coffee finished.
So it was me and a little boy.
I scrubbed motel rooms all morning. I cooked breakfast at a nursing home before that. I did the payroll at a laundromat on Sundays.
Lev never had the expensive shoes.
He had clean ones.
He never went to the fancy camps.
He never missed a robotics meet either.
The night his college letter came, we danced around the stove. Once his bedroom door shut, I sat on the bathroom floor and ran the numbers until 2 a.m.
I made them work.
I sold my grandmother’s wedding ring. I took every holiday shift. I borrowed against the car until it was worth less than the loan.
At his graduation he picked me clean up off the ground.
“Everything I do from here on is for you, Mom,” he said.
I believed that for years.
Then came Tatiana.
Her family kept score on everything. Who you knew, what you drove, where you went in July.
Her dad, Rex, owned strip malls up and down the coast. Her mom, Charlene, chaired galas and could price your purse from across a parking lot.
That first year, Tatiana was sweet. She asked for my gumbo recipe. She told Lev any man would be proud to be my son.
Then the wedding came, and somebody flipped a switch.
She laughed at the way I said bruschetta. She suggested I “freshen up” my living room before they’d visit. At Violet’s kindergarten graduation party I brought a banana cake I’d baked at five that morning, and she carried it out to the garage saying the pan “clashed with the caterer’s spread.”
“We’ll do yours after,” she said.
There was no after.
Saturday I wore my good plum dress and the little gold hoops Lev bought me with his first real paycheck.
I walked in at 7:04.
Tatiana looked at her phone, then at me.
“You’re late.”
My name to her was NEVER Mom. Not at the rehearsal, not a single day since.
“The bridge was backed up,” I said.
“It always is, for you.”
Lev was in the chair next to hers in a navy suit that cost more than my first car, wearing the face of a man praying nobody makes a scene.
Rex and Charlene were already into their second bottle.
The table had five chairs.
Mine was jammed against the server station, where the busboys stacked dirty plates.
I sat down and smiled anyway.
Then the waiter came over with the menus, and my heart did something stupid.
It was Yosef.
I’d hired that boy at sixteen to wash dishes. Skinny, scared, sleeping on his aunt’s couch. I taught him to hold three plates on one arm without looking.
He saw me and his whole face changed.
I tipped my chin once, barely moving, to warn him off.
Not tonight.
Tatiana didn’t bother opening her menu.
“Four of the bone-in ribeyes,” she said. “Medium rare. Creamed spinach. And the Napa cab, the 2019.”
Yosef’s pen stopped.
“Four plates, ma’am?”
She turned toward the end of the table like she’d spotted a coat somebody forgot on a chair.
“Four,” she said. “And for Angela.”
She let it sit until every head turned my way.
“Tap water. She won’t be eating.”
Charlene hid a smirk behind her linen napkin.
Rex topped off his own glass.
Yosef didn’t write a thing.
He looked at Lev.
Waiting.
I knew what he was waiting for, because I was waiting for it too. For my son to say she eats with us. For ONE sentence.
Instead, MY boy set down his fork, leaned back, and looked me dead in the eye.
“Mom,” he said. “Remember whose table this is.”
Nobody moved.
Yosef’s thumb pressed a dent into his order pad.
“Is there a problem?” Tatiana said to him.
“No, ma’am,” he said.
“Then I’d like that wine sometime tonight.”
He walked off.
Not toward the bar.
Toward the kitchen.
He came back with one water and set the glass down by my knuckles so gently the ice didn’t even knock.
“Miss,” he said, and caught himself. “Your water.”
Lev heard it. His eyes went to Yosef, then back to me.
“You know him?” he said.
“I know a lot of people here,” I said.
Tatiana snorted. “From where? The parking lot?”
“Tati, be nice,” Charlene said. “She probably comes for happy hour.”
Rex thought that was the funniest thing he’d heard all year.
I didn’t explain a thing.
I left the glass where it sat. I didn’t touch ANYTHING.
I just laced my fingers in my lap.
And I counted.
The doors to that kitchen don’t swing. They slide, and they let out a long sigh of air when they open. I picked them out myself.
Twenty seconds after my son told me to remember whose table it was, I heard that sigh.
Every head at the table turned.
The executive chef stood in the doorway in his black coat, a towel balled in one fist, and Yosef right behind him, pointing straight at us.
The chef looked past Rex.
Past Charlene.
Past my son.
At me.
Then at the glass of tap water sitting in front of me, and his jaw went hard.
“WHICH ONE OF YOU ORDERED HER WATER?” he said, and Tatiana’s wineglass stopped halfway to her mouth.
Marcus
Tatiana set her glass down on the tablecloth without drinking from it.
“I did,” she said. “Is that a problem?”
Marcus took one step inside the dining room. He’s six-foot-three, and he holds a kitchen towel the way some men hold a tire iron. Behind him, Yosef had gone the color of the napkins.
I lifted two fingers off my lap. Just two.
“Marcus,” I said. “Back to the line, please. Nine’s ready and it’s dying under the lamp.”
He looked at the water. Then he looked at Tatiana long enough that Charlene reached for her pearls, and Charlene wasn’t wearing any.
He went back in. The doors let out their long sigh and closed.
Rex laughed first, the way a man laughs when he isn’t sure who the joke was on.
“Well,” he said. “Somebody’s got friends.”
Lev didn’t laugh. He was staring at my two fingers like he’d caught me smoking behind the gym.
Tatiana got there before any of them. She always does.
“Oh my God,” she said, and grabbed his arm. “Babe. Nine. She knows the table numbers.”
She turned back to me with her whole face lit, the way Violet looks when she finds the last Easter egg.
“Angela,” she said. “Do you work here?”
Every head at the table swung my way again. I was getting used to it, the way you get used to a draft.
Lev’s voice came out thin, like he was nine and the principal had called the house.
“Mom,” he said. “Please tell me you don’t work here.”
Table four
There’s a booth in the far corner of Leblanc’s, by the window, with a brass lamp and a view of the shrimp boats coming in. Table four. It seats two, three if one of them is little.
I set it for my son three times.
Harvey Leblanc hired me at forty-seven to peel shrimp. He was seventy then, with hands like baseball mitts and a temper that fit in a teacup. He taught me sauces. I taught him to stop writing the payroll on napkins.
When he died, the building needed somebody who knew where everything was. The somebody was me.
The first time I set table four was the spring after the funeral. I called Lev on a Thursday.
“Come eat with me Friday,” I said. “At Leblanc’s. My treat.”
He laughed into the phone, fond, the way you laugh at a dog that drags a whole branch into the house.
“Mom, you can’t afford Leblanc’s. You’re retired. Save your money.”
I’d never said retired. I’d said I didn’t clean rooms anymore. He filled in the rest himself, and I let the rest sit there, because I wanted him to walk in and see it. A person ought to see a thing like that. You don’t hear it on a phone in an elevator.
“I know somebody,” I said. “Humor your mother.”
He said yes.
Friday at six I had the lamp on and the good silver out. Marcus made shrimp and grits the way Lev liked them at nine, with too much cheese, because I asked. At 6:40 my phone buzzed.
Slammed this week.
The second time was the year Violet was born. Same booth, and a cake from our pastry girl with LEV on it in blue icing.
Love you, talk soon.
The third time was two years ago, in September. I sat in that booth by myself until the busboys started putting chairs up on the tables around me.
Can’t today, Mom.
After that he stopped answering when I asked.
So when he called on Tuesday and said Leblanc’s, I nearly laughed because I thought, he’s finally coming. I drove straight in and asked Marcus for Saturday night off.
First Saturday off in seventeen years. Marcus put down his knife and said, “Who died?”
And now here was my son, under Harvey’s sign, in a suit that cost more than my first car, asking me to promise him I didn’t work in it.
He had never once asked where I went every morning at six.
Happy hour
“Every day,” I said. “For seventeen years.”
Lev put his face in his hand. One hand, so he could still see if the next table was looking.
Charlene leaned toward Rex like she was passing him a mint.
“Well, that explains the happy hour,” she said.
“Explains the water,” Rex said, and they both thought that was very good.
Out at the host stand, Shannon had the phone pressed against her chest and wasn’t talking into it.
Tatiana rubbed little circles on Lev’s back.
“Babe, it’s fine,” she said. “It’s honest work. Somebody has to scrub the pots in a place like this.” She smiled at me. “Is it pots, Angela? Or are you more of a floors girl?”
I thought about the walk-in cooler, and the August afternoon I stood in front of the repairman with my arms crossed until he fixed it right. I thought about the night the fryer caught and I smothered it with a sheet pan, and Harvey said I’d earned a raise and then forgot.
“Whatever needs doing,” I said.
“You told me you retired,” Lev said.
“You told me I retired,” I said. “I let you.”
That landed somewhere I didn’t mean it to. He glanced over at Rex, quick, the way he used to check the bleachers after a bad play to see if I’d seen.
Rex had seen. Rex was having the best night of his year.
Yosef came back with the wine before anybody could make it worse. He poured Rex a taste, waited for the nod, poured around the table, and set the bottle down at Tatiana’s elbow with the label turned toward her.
“The 2019, Mrs. Wasik,” he said.
For one second I thought he meant me. Then I remembered she has my name too. She’s had it eight years and never used it for anything I’d want to hear about.
Charlene caught him by the sleeve.
“Young man, is the owner in tonight? I’ve been trying to get your back room for my spring gala two years running. They keep telling me the owner doesn’t do private parties.”
Yosef didn’t look at me. That boy has never had a poker face in his life, and he found one for Charlene.
“The owner’s not working tonight, ma’am,” he said.
“Mama, I told you,” Tatiana said. “I know people. I’ll handle it.”
“How’d you get a Saturday here on four days’ notice?” I said. “That list runs a month.”
“She knows everybody,” Rex said, proud, like he’d built her in the garage.
“I know people,” Tatiana said again, and lifted her glass at me.
Then she turned to Yosef, who was still standing there holding the corkscrew.
“And you can tell that chef I’ll be talking to the owner about him.”
The ribeyes
The steaks came out at 7:41. I know because I looked at the clock over the bar, the way I look at it every Saturday at 7:41, when the second seating hits and the ticket printer won’t shut up.
Four plates. Yosef set them down in front of Rex, Charlene, Tatiana and Lev, and none of them came within a foot of me. Creamed spinach in the little copper pots. A boat of the house butter. The smell went right through my dress. We age those ribeyes twenty-eight days. I know who signs for them.
Rex cut into his and made a noise like a man easing into a hot bath.
“Do they feed you back there, Angela?” Charlene said. “Or do you just take home what’s left?”
“She’s probably sick of steak,” Tatiana said. “Aren’t you? Smelling it all day.”
I didn’t answer. I looked at my water.
When Lev was nine, payday Fridays meant the Waffle House on Pass Road. One waffle, one side of bacon, one chocolate milk. I’d get a tap water with lemon, because the lemon was free.
“I already ate, baby,” I’d say.
And every Friday he’d cut that waffle down the middle with the side of his fork and push half across the table at me. I never once said no. He needed to give it more than I needed to eat it.
He was cutting his ribeye now into neat little squares, and he didn’t look up.
I leaned toward him, under the noise.
“Come back there with me,” I said. “Five minutes. Let me show you something.”
“Mom.”
“Five minutes. I’ll walk you through the doors and walk you right back out.”
Tatiana heard. Of course she heard. She has ears like a bat in a bell tower.
“Oh, go on, babe,” she said. “Let her show you her station. Maybe she’s got a little stool.”
Charlene laughed into her linen napkin. Rex said, “Bring me back a roll.”
Lev put his knife down very carefully, the way you put down something you might throw.
“Do you know what you did tonight?” he said, quietly, which was worse. “I told Rex you were retired. I told the whole club. I told Violet’s school. And you’ve been back there hauling garbage at Leblanc’s for seventeen years? Behind my back?”
“Behind your back,” I said. “Lev, I asked you here three times.”
“To eat. You asked me to eat here. Not to come watch you mop.”
“Honey—”
“No. This is it, Mom. This is exactly why I don’t bring you around.”
That one I can’t get back. I’ve tried. It’s in there with the duffel bag and the coffee that never finished.
Tatiana touched his wrist, gentle as a nurse.
“I think she should go home,” she said. “I think she’s had a long day.”
“Aw, let her stay,” Rex said. “The water’s free.”
Lev stood up. He came around behind my chair, and for one second I thought he was going to put his hand on my shoulder.
He pulled my chair out for me. Thirty-eight years, and the first time was so I’d leave.
The dock
He walked me out through the dining room at 7:53, like a coat he was returning.
We went past the copper bar. Past the host stand, where Shannon looked up from her screen and opened her mouth, and I gave her the smallest headshake I had in me. She closed it.
Outside, the boardwalk smelled like diesel and boiled crab, which is the smell of every good night of my life. A shrimp boat was coming in with its deck lights on. Somebody aboard was singing, badly.
Lev stood with his hands in his pockets.
“I’ll call you,” he said. “Just give it some time.”
“How much time?”
“I don’t know, Mom. A while. Tati’s family does Christmas big this year. Maybe after.”
“After Christmas.”
“Maybe.”
“And Violet?”
He looked at the boat instead of me.
“She’s got a lot going on right now. Maybe hold off on calling the house.”
Violet is six. What she’s got going on is a loose tooth.
My hand went to one of my earrings. I didn’t send it there. It just went, to the little gold hoop he bought me the summer he wore a tie every day and called me from the parking garage to tell me about it.
“Lev,” I said. “In there. Did you mean it? Whose table it is?”
“Rex is paying,” he said. “That’s all it meant.”
“Then why’d you look at me when you said it?”
He took a breath, and it came out tired.
“Because you were about to do the thing you do,” he said. “Make it about you. Tati’s been saying it for two years, and I kept telling her she didn’t know you.”
He shook his head at the boards under his good shoes.
“She knew you,” he said.
I could have told him right there. One sentence. I had it in my mouth like a peppermint.
But I’ve seen people get loved for what they’ve got. Rex gets loved like that. I wanted the other kind, the half-a-waffle kind, and I wasn’t going to buy it off my own boy with a building.
“Your steak’s getting cold,” I said.
He nodded. He kissed the air beside my cheek, the way Tatiana does it, and went back inside.
Through the big front window I could see the whole table. Tatiana slid her hand into his. Rex raised his glass and said something, and Lev laughed, and somebody had already set a gray bus tub on the seat of my chair.
I didn’t go to my car.
I walked around the side of the building, past the dumpsters and the stacked crab crates, to a steel door with no handle on the outside.
I punched in the code I’d picked myself, and my kitchen let me in.
Mondays
Saturday at eight o’clock in that kitchen sounds like a car wreck that never finishes. The printer chattering. Somebody yelling “Behind.” The fryer talking back to whoever just dropped the fries.
Eleven people, and the second they saw me in my plum dress, nobody said a word.
Marcus left the pass and came straight over, wiping his hands.
“Say the word,” he said. “I’ll walk all four of them into the bay.”
“There’s no word,” I said. “Get back on the line.”
“Angela.”
“Nine’s dying.”
“Nine went out ten minutes ago,” he said. “Sit down before you fall down.”
I sat on a five-gallon bucket of pickles by the dish pit, and that’s where Yosef found me.
He still had his order pad. The dent from his thumb was still in it.
“Miss Angela,” he said. “I’m sorry. I didn’t know what to do. She always said you knew.”
“Who said I knew what?”
“Mrs. Wasik. The young one.” He looked at Marcus, then back at me. “She comes in Mondays. Your night off. Her and three, four girlfriends. They sit at four.”
I couldn’t have found a word with a flashlight.
“Table four,” I said.
“She says that’s your table. She says you want her at it.” He swallowed. “She says family eats on the house here. That you told her so yourself.”
Marcus said the next part to the floor.
“You never talk about your people, Angela. Seventeen years, not once. We figured you finally made up with them.” He rubbed the back of his neck. “We figured it was nice, and we weren’t going to make you talk about it.”
Shannon came through the doors with the tablet held against her chest like a hymnal.
“I pulled it,” she said. “Please don’t be mad at me.”
She’d pulled all of it. Thirty-one Mondays, starting two years ago in September. Every ticket closed out the same way, in the same two words. Owner’s family. No charge. The ribeyes. The 2019 cab, bottle after bottle.
“Nine thousand two hundred fourteen dollars and sixty cents,” Shannon said. “I added it twice.”
“Two years,” I said.
Two years ago in September I sat alone in that booth with my son’s name on a cake. Two years I’d been getting smaller in his life, and I’d thought it was something I did. The bruschetta. The cake pan.
Then Shannon scrolled to tonight.
The reservation was made Tuesday morning at 9:12. Lev called me on my back steps at noon. She’d booked the table three hours before he ever asked me to come.
There was a note on it, in Shannon’s typing, the way she takes down whatever a guest asks for. Party of five, Wasik. Please seat the fifth chair at the station end.
Mrs. Wasik says her mother-in-law likes to watch her kitchen.
The station chair
I had Shannon print it. All of it. It came out of the little receipt printer by the expo in one long white tongue, and she tore it off and handed it to me like a diploma.
I stood up off the pickle bucket and walked through my doors.
They sighed. They always sigh. I picked them because they can’t slam.
Every head at the table turned again. Fourth time tonight. I was starting to feel like a lighthouse.
Marcus came out behind me and stood at the end of the bar with his arms folded. Yosef stood by the server station. Shannon stayed by the register with the tablet. Nobody crowded. I’d trained them not to.
Somebody had moved the bus tub. I sat back down in my chair.
“Oh, come on,” Tatiana said. “Lev. She’s back.”
“Mom,” Lev said. “We talked about this.”
I didn’t say anything. I laid the strip of receipt paper down the middle of the table, and it rolled past the creamed spinach and over the end of Rex’s plate and kept going.
“Read the top one, Lev,” I said.
“What is that?” Tatiana said. “Is that from their computer? Are you even allowed to print that? Lev, she’s going to get fired. This is insane. She’s having some kind of episode in a restaurant. Mama, say something.”
Charlene didn’t say anything. Charlene was reading it upside down. Charlene has read price tags upside down since 1971.
Lev picked up the end of the paper.
“Monday,” he read. “Table four. T. Wasik, party of five. Owner’s family. No charge.”
He went down to the next one. And the next.
“Owner’s family?” Rex put his fork down. “Whose family?”
“It’s a glitch,” Tatiana said. “Their system is a mess, everybody knows it, the hostess is a child—”
Shannon is forty-four. She didn’t move.
“Read the one from Tuesday,” I said.
Lev found it. He read it out loud, every word, the way he used to read me his spelling list, slow, making sure.
“‘Mrs. Wasik says her mother-in-law likes to watch her kitchen.'”
He read it again without sound. I could see his lips go.
“Her kitchen,” he said. He looked at the doors to that kitchen, and then at his wife. “Tati. Whose kitchen?”
And there it was, the thing I’d been saving for seven years, and I didn’t get to say it. She did.
“Hers,” Tatiana said. “Okay? Hers. She owns it. She owns the whole building. She’s owned it since before Violet was born, and she never told you, not once, and you’re looking at me?”
Charlene said, “She owns Leblanc’s?” in the voice of a woman watching her gala float out to sea.
“I found out two years ago,” Tatiana said. She was going fast now, and loud, and the next table had quit pretending. “A hostess saw my card and wouldn’t shut up. Oh, Miss Angela, we love Miss Angela. And I thought, fine. She wants to hide it, let her hide it. You know what happens the day he finds out, Mama? He’s down here every Sunday in her little booth. Violet’s calling her Grandma Leblanc’s. And Daddy, your malls are half empty and she’s got a wait list a month long, and you’d have sat at her table and thanked her for it.”
Rex’s ears had gone the color of the wine.
“So you gave her the dish station,” he said.
“I gave her the seat she belongs in,” Tatiana said.
She said it to her father. She meant it for me. Everybody in that room heard it, including two busboys and a judge at table eleven.
Lev stood up. His chair went over backward. Nobody picked it up.
“Thirty-one times,” he said. “You ate here thirty-one times on my mother.”
“It was the least she owed us for lying to you.”
“She asked me here,” Lev said. “Three times. She set a table. I—”
He stopped. He looked over at the corner, at table four with its little brass lamp, and his face folded up like a lawn chair.
He looked down at my glass. The ice had melted to slivers.
“The lemon was free,” he said. To nobody. To me. “At the Waffle House. You got the lemon because it was free.”
“Lev,” Tatiana said. “It’s water.”
“You knew,” he said. “You knew exactly what you were ordering her.”
He picked up his plate, the ribeye he’d cut into neat squares, and set it down in front of me. Then he took my glass of tap water and put it at his own place.
And then my son, thirty-eight years old in a suit that cost more than my first car, got down on his knees on the floor of Leblanc’s beside the bus station, put his head in my lap, and cried like a boy.
“I’m sorry,” he said. “Mom. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry.”
I put my hand on his hair. It’s thinner on top. Nobody tells you that part.
Rex reached into his jacket, took out his wallet, and laid a black card on top of the receipt paper.
“All of it,” he said to Shannon. “Every Monday. Put it on mine.”
Charlene leaned toward me. “Angela, about the back room—”
“No,” I said.
Tatiana stood and yanked her bag off the back of her chair so hard the chair rocked.
“Lev. We’re leaving.”
He didn’t lift his head.
“Go ahead,” he said into my lap.
She looked at her father. Rex was looking at his card. She looked at her mother. Charlene was looking at the doors to my kitchen like they might open again and make it worse.
So she looked at me.
“You set this up,” she said.
“You booked it, honey,” I said.
She walked out the front. The big glass door swung shut behind her. It’s the only door in the building that slams.
Three plates
Rex signed at 8:31. Nine thousand two hundred fourteen dollars and sixty cents for the Mondays, and $611.40 for the night, tap water no charge. He didn’t check either number. He signed big, the way he signs leases.
“She’ll pay me back,” he said. “Every cent. Out of her own money, if she can find any.”
He stood, buttoned his jacket, and looked at me like a man looking at a property he should have bought.
“Mrs. Wasik,” he said. “Good night.”
Charlene followed him out. She left her napkin on her chair like a white flag.
Lev and I sat at the table until close. He ate half the ribeye and pushed the other half across at me with the side of his fork, and I ate every bite, because I’d been waiting since 1997.
After the last table left, I walked him through the doors. The walk-in. The line. The little office with Harvey’s picture still over the desk. Table four, from the kitchen side of the glass. He touched everything like a kid in a museum who’d been told not to.
“Seventeen years,” he said, standing at the dish pit. “And I thought you were home doing crossword puzzles.”
“I do the Sunday one,” I said.
He slept in his old room that night. The bed’s too short for him. It was too short for him at sixteen.
By Monday morning Shannon had typed two words next to Tatiana’s name in the book. Do not seat. That evening at 6:30, four of Tatiana’s girlfriends came in for their usual at table four, and Shannon handed them the menus with the prices on.
Two of them left before the bread.
Charlene held her spring gala at the Elks Lodge. It rained.
Rex stopped Tatiana’s monthly check until the nine thousand two hundred fourteen dollars and sixty cents came back to him. Lev told me that one himself, at my kitchen counter, with the face of a man trying not to enjoy something and losing.
In January he took an apartment two streets over from me. Tatiana kept the house. Violet goes to her daddy on Sundays, and her daddy brings her to me.
We eat family meal in the dining room at three, before the doors open. Cooks, dishwashers, servers and me, pushed together at table twelve. I sit in the chair at the station end now. On purpose. You can see the whole line from it.
The first Sunday in February, Violet sat on an upside-down milk crate in a paper chef’s hat Marcus folded for her, with her front tooth finally out.
Yosef had been teaching Lev to carry plates for six weeks. Three on one arm, without looking. Lev broke four the first week. I docked his pay, which is zero.
He came through the doors with three plates on his left arm and his tongue between his teeth, the same face he made at nine doing long division.
“Don’t look at them,” Marcus said.
Lev didn’t look at them.
He set one down in front of Violet. One in front of Yosef. The last one in front of me, in my chair, where I can watch my kitchen.
Then he went back for a glass of tap water and set it by my knuckles so gently the ice didn’t knock.
“Tap water,” he said. “She’s eating.”
If this one got to you, send it to somebody who used to say “I already ate, baby” so her kid could have the whole plate.
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