My son disappeared 13 years ago, leaving me with overwhelming debts and a long-term illness. Yesterday, he appeared at my door, smiling and carrying two suitcases. But as I laid in bed that night, unease weighed heavily on my mind.

I awoke that morning just like any other, my joints aching as I got out of bed. The house was unusually silent. I moved slowly to Daniel’s room, hoping he might have returned after our argument the previous night.

The door eased open, revealing nothing but an empty bed and a small, folded note resting on the pillow.

With trembling hands, I unfolded it. “Mom, I’m leaving. Don’t try to find me. I’m not coming back.” The words blurred as tears filled my eyes. I couldn’t believe it. How could he abandon me, his mother, at just 18 years old?

I collapsed onto his bed, clutching the note tightly. Robert had been gone for only six months, and now, Daniel too. The silence in our home became excruciating.

The doctor’s words from my last appointment echoed in my head. “Evelyn, the test results aren’t encouraging. You’ll need continuous treatment, which will be costly.”

Ever since Robert’s passing, I juggled two jobs to handle the enormous debt he left behind. Now, dealing with my illness and Daniel’s absence plunged me into despair.

At the thought of Robert’s funeral, Daniel stood beside me, masking his emotions as Robert’s coffin was lowered into the ground. I remembered the whispers of relatives.

“Poor Evelyn, alone with a teenager.”

“I heard Robert didn’t leave much money.”

“How will she cope?”

I didn’t know then, just as I have no answer now, but I had to persevere for Daniel. Little did I know he would leave before the week ended.

The following days were a haze of worry and frustration. I contacted Daniel’s friends, his school, and even the local police. No one had any information. He had, it appeared, vanished.

“Ma’am,” the officer gently reminded me, “He’s 18. Legally an adult. If he wishes not to be found, there’s little we can do.”

I accepted his statement with a numb nod, feeling the weight of my situation fully. Alone, unwell, and suffocating beneath a sea of debt.

That evening, I sat at the kitchen table, bills scattered before me. Medical bills, mortgage payments, credit card debts – their numbers seemed to mock me. How had Robert allowed this situation to grow so dire?

“Oh, Robert,” I murmured to the empty room, “Why didn’t you tell me? We could have faced this together.”

But Robert was gone, as was Daniel. Everything now rested on my shoulders.

The next morning, I contacted Dr. Chen.

“Evelyn,” she greeted warmly, “How are you managing?”

“I’m… managing,” I replied, though my voice betrayed my uncertainty. “I need to understand this treatment better. Its frequency? Its cost?”

Her response was as I feared. “It will be challenging, Evelyn. Weekly sessions, at least initially. And the cost…” The figure she mentioned churned my stomach. Yet I remained resolute. “I’ll manage, Dr. Chen. I have no other choice.”

“Evelyn,” her tone softened, “Let me share information about support groups and financial help.”

I noted the details and thanked her. Next, I called my boss at the diner.

“Evelyn,” Jerry answered, his voice familiar. “Need anything?”

“Jerry, I need extra hours,” I said, struggling to keep my voice even. “As many as you can offer.”

He hesitated. “You’re already working six days, Evelyn. Are you sure about this?”

“I am, Jerry. I require the income.”

Another pause. “Alright, I’ll see what we can do.”

Thus began my routine. Up at 5 a.m., at the diner from 6. Working until 2, then hastening to my second job, managing files and phone calls until 8 p.m. Returning home, a quick meal, then collapsing into bed. Day after day.

Weekends became reserved for treatments and catching up on household tasks. There was no leisure, no energy for social interactions. Just work and survival.

Days turned into weeks, which rolled into months, further into years. I continued working, gradually paying down the debts, maintaining my treatments. Daniel’s room remained as he left it, a tribute to my hope of his return.

Beyond just my physician, Dr. Chen seemed to become one of the few people I conversed with about anything apart from routine work or finances.

“Evelyn,” she advised during an appointment, “You’re making strides, but continuous stress is harmful to your condition.”

I gave a weary smile. “I’m doing my utmost, Dr. Chen.”

She glanced at me over her glasses. “Have you considered joining support groups? Sharing with those in similar situations could be beneficial.”

I shook my head. “There’s not enough time for that. More shifts, more bills to take care of.”

Dr. Chen sighed but refrained from pressing further, understanding my determination.

Years slowly saw my ascent from financial ruin. Debts dwindled, and fears of bankruptcy shipped. But the emptiness endured.

Each birthday, each Christmas, I stared at the phone, willing it to light up with a call from Daniel. But it never did.

Attempting to date proved difficult. How could I share my life story with someone new? How could I open up when faced with so much let-down?

Thirteen years slipped by, shrouded in fatigue and isolation. Then, one evening, there came a knock upon my door.

I opened it to reveal Daniel, now aged 31, standing there, unsure but hopeful. “Mom, hi. I’d like to come home,” he said quietly.

The sight left me reeling. I was torn between yelling at him for leaving me alone and welcoming him back. Despite my feelings, I stood aside, allowing him passage.

“Mom, I’m sorry,” he said, voice trembling as he fell to his knees in the hallway. “I… had problems. Big ones. I thought leaving you out was the best decision.”

Arms crossed, I asked, “What kind of problems?”

Daniel looked up, teary-eyed. “I became entangled with bad company. Drugs, gambling… I was way in over my head. I thought leaving would protect you.”

His words softened my resolve slightly. “You could’ve shared this with me. We could’ve endured it together.”

I know that now,” he admitted, head lowered in regret. “But I was foolish, young. Can you forgive me?”

Sighing heavily, I voiced years of built-up hurt. “I need time, Daniel. Yet, you can stay for now.”

We sat down for dinner, punctuated only by the sound of cutlery clinking against plates. As I observed him, it struck me how he had matured, the carefree youth replaced by a man visibly carrying burdens of his past.

“So,” I broached, “What have you been up to all these years?”

“It’s a long tale,” Daniel confessed, evading my gaze while pushing his food. “I’ve wandered quite a bit, trying to find my footing.”

“And have you managed that?” I inquired, perhaps a bit too sharply. “Found your way?”

Daniel nodded solemnly. “I believe so. I’ve been clean for a while. I’ve secured a job in the city. But I needed to see you—to apologize.”

I yearned to trust him, truly I did. But after being let down by hope over the years, I was prudent.

“That’s good, Daniel. I’m pleased you’re on the path to recovery.”

As I led him to his old room, Daniel murmured, “I’ve missed you every day, Mom.”

I simply nodded, words eluding me. As I closed my bedroom door, a flicker of hope ignited within me. Perhaps we could mend our strained relationship.

That tiny flame was extinguished at 2 a.m. I awoke to a suspicious sound. Moving quietly down the hallway, I spied Daniel, illuminated where he rummaged through my closet. The place where I’d stashed my savings over the years.

“What’re you doing?” I whispered, but my voice was met with a jolted reaction from Daniel.

He turned around, cash in hand. “Mom! I can explain!”

“Leave,” came my firm response. “Don’t make me call the police.”

His face crumpled, momentarily reducing him to the child I once knew. Hardened resolve replaced his vulnerability. and bags ready, he departed without further discussion.

Once the door shut, I collapsed to the ground. Tears flowed freely, yet amid them, a curious peace settled over me. I had withstood 13 years of adversity — Robert’s death, financial ruin, and illness. I knew I could safely navigate this setback too.

As the dawn chorus ushered in a new day, a decision rose strongly within. It was time to prioritize myself and cultivate a life filled with genuine care. Daniel had carved his path, and now it was time to carve mine.

Picking up the phone, I rang Dr. Chen. Her answering service prompted me to leave a message.

“Dr. Chen, this is Evelyn. I’m ready to join that support group you mentioned, and I think I would benefit from talking to a therapist. Please call me when you can.”

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