That teapot sat on my mother’s table for forty years. It was the only thing of hers I took when she passed.
My son wanted me to sign the house over by Sunday. When I said no, he grabbed the teapot off the picnic table and threw it onto the stones.
My husband cleans a school for a living. He has never raised his voice in this house. He caught my son’s fist in one hand.
Then my son’s two friends stood up from the table.
Derek’s pen
They hadn’t stood up to leave.
Derek, the older one with the shaved head, took a pen out of the pocket of his polo shirt and laid it next to my paper plate. He set it down straight, the way you’d set a fork. Then he and Austin came around the end of the table, one on each side of my son.
Glen still had Cody’s fist. He let go of it.
Cody went back a step on the patio. His heel came down on a piece of the teapot, a big curved piece with the blue band still on it, and it cracked again under his shoe.
I was by the grill with the tongs in my hand. I put the lid down on the coals. I don’t know why I did that. The burgers were already done and sitting on a plate.
“Tell him, Ma,” Cody said. He was rubbing his hand. “Tell him you already signed it.”
“Apologize to your mother,” Glen said.
He said it the way he tells a second grader to go back and pick up a juice box. Not loud. He doesn’t do loud. In eighteen years I’ve heard him yell exactly once, at a dog that was about to go into traffic, and he apologized to the dog’s owner afterward.
Cody laughed at him.
Austin moved to Glen’s left, the side by the fence. Derek went wide to the right, around the end of the bench, stepping over the ketchup bottle somebody had knocked into the grass. Cody stayed in the middle, in front.
Glen moved his feet apart. I’ve watched him do it at the bottom of a ladder a thousand times, holding it for some teacher who wants a banner hung. Weight down. Hands loose.
I hadn’t signed anything.
Woolworth’s, 1977
My mother bought that teapot at the Woolworth’s on the square in Lima the summer my dad got steady overtime at the engine plant. I was five. I remember it because she let me carry the bag to the car and told me if I dropped it she’d sell me to the circus.
It was white with a blue band around the middle and a knob on the lid shaped like an acorn. She put it in the middle of the kitchen table that night, and that’s where it lived until March of 2017.
Sunday tea was at four o’clock, every Sunday, in that pot. My dad’s rule was that nobody left the table mad until the pot was empty. That rule kept my brother at the table for most of 1989.
When my mother died I took the teapot and nothing else. My dad kept the house and every other thing in it. Four years later Glen and I gave up our apartment and moved into my dad’s house on Kemp Avenue anyway, because his kidneys were going and somebody had to drive him to dialysis three mornings a week. So I ended up living with all of her things after all. The teapot went back on her table.
Glen did the driving. Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday, five in the morning, before his shift at the elementary school on Spencer Street. He’d come home at night smelling like the orange floor cleaner they use and sit with my dad and watch the Reds lose.
Before the school, Glen worked nine years as an orderly on the psych unit at the county hospital. He doesn’t talk about it much. Once, when Cody was fourteen and asked him if he’d ever been in a fight, Glen said, “They teach you how to put a grown man on the floor so his head doesn’t hit it.” Cody thought that was the dumbest thing he’d ever heard. He said so.
Cody was twelve when I married Glen. His real father, Rick, had been gone since Cody was four, and Cody never once called Glen anything but Glen. Later it was other things.
Cody was also the kid who signed my name on his own field trip slips. I found out in seventh grade, when his teacher showed me one. He did a better P than I do. Mine is a straight line with a bump. His had a little loop at the bottom, like a cursive lowercase L, and he did it every single time.
The first thing Glen ever fixed in our family was that teapot. Cody knocked the acorn off the lid in 2009, slamming the cabinet door. Glen brought home a little two-part tube of epoxy off his cart and glued it back on at the kitchen table, and you could not see the line unless you knew.
My dad died in January of 2024. The week before, he had me bring him a blue plastic folder from his desk, the kind with the snap. There was a coffee ring on the cover.
“When anybody wants you to sign something about this house,” he said, “you read this first. Promise me, Paulie.”
I promised. I put it in the hall closet behind the vacuum.
His handwriting was on the label. I couldn’t look at his handwriting for a long time after the funeral, and then it had been in there so long that opening it felt like something I’d have to get ready for.
I had never opened it. I still hadn’t, that Sunday, with three men walking at my husband.
The basement
Cody moved into our basement on the third of August.
The tire place let him go in the spring. Then the girl he was living with in Wapakoneta put his things out on her lawn in trash bags, and he called me from her curb. I drove out and got him. I was glad. I’m telling you that because it’s true. I made up the bed down there with the good sheets.
He didn’t pay anything and I didn’t ask him to. He slept until eleven. He left lighters in his jeans for me to find in the dryer.
Every other Saturday his daughter Brooke came, who is ten, and Cody would sit with her for an hour and then go out. Glen did word searches with her at the kitchen table. She calls him Glen too, because her dad does, but she says it differently.
The first time Cody asked was Sunday, the twentieth of September. He sat down at the kitchen table across from me with his phone and turned it around so I could see a picture of our own house on a website.
“Says one sixty-eight,” he said. “That’s just what the computer thinks. Cash buyer would do one-forty, no inspection, no nothing.”
“Who’s buying my house?”
“Nobody, Ma, I’m saying.” He scrolled to another picture. A condo by the mall, ground floor. “No stairs. No roof. The roof on this place is going to cost you twelve grand next year and you know it. You and Glen sit in a nice place, and I take care of the sale, and you sign it over to me so you don’t have to deal with any of it.”
He said “take care of” three times in about a minute.
I said I’d think about it. I didn’t think about it. I called my sister.
Lynn lives in Columbus and has an opinion about everything, but her opinions are usually fast. “It’s going to him anyway, Paulie,” she said. “Let him have it while you’re alive to watch him enjoy it. What do you need four bedrooms for?”
“Dad’s in every one of them.”
“Dad’s in the cemetery on Shawnee Road,” she said. “Give the boy the house.”
So I tried the other thing. On the first of October I went to the bank and took eight thousand dollars out of my dad’s savings, which was the money I’d been keeping for that roof Cody kept bringing up. I handed Cody the cashier’s check in the basement. I said if this was about money, here was money.
He hugged me. He hadn’t hugged me since the funeral. He smelled like cigarettes and the dryer sheets I buy.
Five days later he came up the basement stairs while I was doing dishes.
“That was real nice, Ma. It doesn’t fix it.” He leaned on the counter. “I need the house signed over by Sunday the eleventh. I need it by then.”
The white truck
After that, there was a truck.
A white Silverado, newer than anything on Kemp Avenue, idling at our curb at ten and eleven at night. Cody would go out to it in his socks and stand at the driver’s window. Sometimes for two minutes. Once for forty.
Glen stood at the front window with the blinds bent open on two fingers.
“That’s Moss,” he said.
“Who’s Moss?”
“Moss Home Solutions. There’s a magnet on the door.” He let the blinds go. “They bought the Hendersons’ place on Collett. And the duplex by the school. Both families had kids at Spencer. Both kids were gone by Christmas.”
“Gone where?”
“Out of the district. Nobody could afford anything in the district after.” He watched the truck. “Old man Moss buys them. His nephew does the talking. The nephew’s maybe thirty-five. Shaves his head.”
So Derek wasn’t from the tire shop. Cody had told me Derek and Austin were guys he knew from the shop, guys he played cards with, guys he’d bring around for burgers on a Sunday so I could meet his friends. I’d been pleased about it. Glen was telling me Derek was the man who was buying my house.
I went out the front door in my slippers. The truck pulled away before I got to the end of the walk. Cody stood there on the curb in his socks.
“You’re embarrassing me,” he said.
“Who is that?”
“A friend.” He went past me into the house and down the stairs.
That night in bed Glen said, without turning over, “Did you read your dad’s folder?”
He knew about the folder. Of course he did. He’d driven my dad everywhere for three years. He’d driven him to a lawyer downtown on a Thursday in 2022 that my dad called “the kidney appointment,” and when I asked why the kidney doctor was on Market Street, my dad said a lot of things moved.
“Not yet,” I said.
“Read it before you sign anything. That’s all I’m going to say.”
“What’s in it?”
“Your dad asked me to let you read it yourself.” He pulled the blanket up. “So read it, Paula.”
I got up at two in the morning. I went down the hall in the dark and opened the closet. The folder was behind the vacuum where I’d left it, the coffee ring facing out.
I stood there a long time with my hand on the vacuum handle.
Then I shut the closet door.
Cody’s jeans
Friday, the ninth of October, I did his laundry.
I always check his pockets first, because of the lighters. Front left, a lighter. Front right, a receipt from the Speedway for a pack of Marlboros and a Red Bull. Back right, a paper folded in four, gone soft and furry at the creases from riding in a pocket for a while.
I unfolded it on top of the dryer.
Residential Purchase Agreement. Moss Home Solutions LLC. Property: 418 Kemp Avenue. Purchase price, one hundred thirty-nine thousand dollars. Earnest money, ten thousand dollars, received by seller. Closing on or before Monday, October twelfth.
Seller: Paula K. Pruitt.
And there was my name at the bottom, on the line. The P had a little loop at the bottom of it, like a cursive L.
I read it all the way through twice standing at the dryer. Then I went out to the garage, where Glen was putting new wheels on the mower, and held it out. He wiped his hands on a rag and took it by the corner.
He read it slower than I did. He reads everything slowly. My dad used to say Glen was the only person in the family who read what he signed.
“Ten thousand,” Glen said.
“He told me Sunday the eleventh. The closing’s the twelfth.” My voice was doing something I didn’t like, so I stopped and started again. “He wanted me to sign the real one on Sunday. So they can walk it in on Monday.”
“Probably needs you at the title office,” Glen said. “With your license.”
“What does that mean, that he already got ten thousand?”
“It means he spent it.” Glen folded the paper back the way it had been. “And your eight on top of it.”
I thought about the hug in the basement.
“What do you want to do?” he said.
“I want him to tell me. Himself. At the table.” I took the paper back. “I’m going to make tea on Sunday, and I’m going to ask him one time if there’s anything he needs to tell me. And he’s going to tell me.”
“And if he doesn’t?”
I didn’t answer that. I put the paper in the pocket of my cardigan. Glen went back to the mower.
Then he stood up again, and he put one oily finger on my pocket, on the paper through the wool, and said, “Look at the date.”
I took it out again and looked at the line next to my name.
September fourteenth. Six days before he ever sat at my kitchen table and asked.
Sunday tea
It was the last warm Sunday of the year. I set the picnic table with paper plates and made burgers, and at four o’clock I made tea in my mother’s pot and carried it out and put it in the middle of the table, where it had always gone.
Cody brought Derek and Austin. Derek parked the white truck down by the corner instead of in front, which I suppose he thought was polite. Austin was young and tall with his hair pulled back, and he said “Yes, ma’am” to everything and ate three burgers. Derek ate nothing. He sat on the end of the bench with his phone face down beside him.
When the plates were mostly empty I poured the tea. I said to Cody, “Is there anything you want to tell me before I give you an answer?”
He looked at Derek, and then at me.
“Yeah,” he said. “Sign it.”
“No.”
That’s all I said. Just no. And he stood up and grabbed the teapot off the table with the tea still in it and threw it down on the patio stones, and it went into nine pieces and the tea ran into the cracks between the stones. Glen stood up. Cody swung at him. Glen caught it. And the rest you’ve already read: the pen beside my plate, the three of them coming in, Glen with his feet apart.
Austin went first. He came in from the fence side with his arms out, low, like he’d seen it done. Glen ducked under the arms and turned his hip into him and Austin went right over it and came down flat on his back on the stones. Glen kept a hand on his shirt the whole way down. Austin’s head never touched anything.
Derek grabbed for him then, both hands in the olive shirt I’d ironed that morning. Glen twisted, the shirt came out of Derek’s hands, and Glen pushed him once in the chest, hard. Derek went backward into the stack of folding lawn chairs by the fence and the whole stack went down flat with him on top of it, a sound like a garage door coming down.
Cody came last. He came straight in, the way he’s come at everything his whole life.
Glen caught his arm by the wrist and the elbow and turned with it, and Cody went down on his back across the picnic table, and every paper plate on that table went into the air. Ketchup, buns, a plate of pickles. Then Cody slid off the far side of the table onto the stones and stayed there.
All three of them were on their backs on my father’s patio. Austin was breathing hard and looking at the sky. Derek was lying on the chairs saying something to himself. Cody had a pickle slice on his tank top.
Nobody was bleeding. I checked. I looked at every one of them, the way you would.
Then I looked at Glen. He wasn’t even breathing hard. He tucked his shirt back in at the side where Derek had pulled it out.
He looked down at Cody.
“Your mother is still waiting,” he said.
Behind the vacuum
I went inside. I walked down the hall and opened the closet and moved the vacuum and took out the blue folder. The snap was stiff. I didn’t open it in the hall. I carried it back out.
Derek was sitting up on the chairs. Austin had rolled onto his side. Cody was up on one elbow on the stones, and he watched me come down the back steps with the folder and sit on the bench in the middle of all those plates.
I took the purchase agreement out of my cardigan pocket and unfolded it and laid it next to Derek’s pen.
Cody saw it. He’d been about to say something, and he didn’t say it.
I opened my dad’s folder for the first time.
There were maybe twenty pages, stapled, from a lawyer’s office on Market Street. On the front: The Frank J. Kowalski Revocable Living Trust. Under that, a copy of a deed, recorded June 2022, that put 418 Kemp Avenue into the trust. Clipped to the front of everything was a page from one of his yellow legal pads, in his capitals.
I read the lawyer’s pages first, because I was scared of the yellow one.
I found the part about the house on page six, and I read it out loud, because nobody in that yard was going to believe me if I didn’t.
“The trustee shall not sell, mortgage, or otherwise convey the residence at 418 Kemp Avenue during the lifetime of my daughter, Paula, who shall have the right to live there for the rest of her life.” I turned the page. “Upon her death, the residence shall be held for my great-granddaughter, Brooke Dunn, and given to her at the age of twenty-five.”
I looked for the trustee. It was on page two. Glen A. Pruitt.
“That’s bullshit,” Cody said. He sat up. “That’s not even real. Grandpa didn’t know what a trust was.”
“It has a stamp on it,” I said.
“Let me see that.” Derek got up off the chairs, slow, and came over and stood across the table from me, and I turned the deed around so he could read it. He read it the way Glen reads, slowly. Then he looked over at Cody on the ground.
“This is a trust, man.”
“So?”
“So she doesn’t own it. Nobody owns it. Title would’ve kicked this back Monday morning.” He picked up the purchase agreement next to the pen and looked at my name on the bottom and put it down again. “You told me she owned it free and clear. You told me she was just being slow.”
“She was being slow.”
“I want my ten,” Derek said.
“I don’t have your ten. You know I don’t have your ten.” Cody got up onto his knees. “Ma. Ma, look at me. Grandpa’s account. There’s money in Grandpa’s account.”
There was six thousand two hundred dollars in my dad’s account. I knew the number to the dollar. It was the rest of the roof.
“I gave you that already,” I said.
“That was different. That was a gift.”
“No.”
“You’d rather that kid gets it than me.” He stood all the way up. His face was the color of his hair. “Grandpa Frank. Always Grandpa Frank, and the mop man gets to sign for my house, and Brooke gets my house, and I get to tell this guy I don’t have it. That’s what you want.”
I didn’t say anything. I had the yellow page in my hand now. I’d finally read it while he was talking.
PAULIE. GLEN HAS THE SAY ON THIS BECAUSE YOU WOULD GIVE THAT BOY YOUR KIDNEYS IF HE ASKED. I AM NOT SAYING IT TO BE MEAN. THE HOUSE IS FOR YOU TO LIVE IN AND THEN FOR THE LITTLE ONE. READ WHAT YOU SIGN. DAD.
My dad was on dialysis when he wrote that. He knew exactly what he was saying about kidneys.
I put the yellow page back in the folder and snapped it shut. I picked up the purchase agreement, the one with the loop on the P, and I folded it in four along the old creases.
“I’m keeping this one,” I said. “It has my name on it. I didn’t write it.”
Cody stopped talking.
Derek looked at the paper going into my pocket, and then at Cody, and then he reached across the table for his pen. I picked it up and handed it to him. He put it back in his polo pocket.
“Go out the side gate,” I said. “All three of you.”
Glen walked over and lifted the latch and held the gate open, the way he’d hold it for a delivery. Austin went first, with his hair coming loose, and said “Sorry, ma’am” without looking at me. Derek went second.
Cody stood on the stones next to the pieces of the teapot for a while. Then he walked out the gate behind the man he owed ten thousand dollars, and Glen let the latch drop.
Brooke’s Saturday
Cody’s stuff came out of the basement on the Tuesday, while Glen and I were both at work. Somebody let him in with the key he still had. The good sheets were folded at the end of the bed. I don’t know who folded them.
He’s texted me once since. It said “hope ur happy.” I haven’t answered it. I don’t know what you say to that.
Lynn called and told me I had driven my only child into the street. Then she called back the next night and asked if I had read the whole trust or only the part about the house. I said I’d read all of it now. Two times. I asked her why. She said never mind.
The roof is going to have to wait. I’ll put buckets in the back bedroom if I have to. My dad did that for most of 1994.
I asked Glen in the kitchen, the Wednesday after, how long he’d known.
“Since the Thursday he signed it,” he said.
“Four years.”
“He made me promise. He said you had to be the one to open it, or you’d never believe it was him.” He was drying a pan. “I’m sorry, Paula.”
I let him be sorry. It took me most of the week.
Brooke came this past Saturday, the twenty-fourth. Glen had the nine pieces of the teapot spread out on a dish towel on the kitchen table when she came in, and the little tube of epoxy from his cart, the same brand as 2009.
She sat down across from him and watched him do the blue band, piece by piece. He let her hold the lid while the spout dried. The acorn was still on it. It never came off, all the way down onto the stones.
“It’s got lines on it now,” she said.
“It does.”
“Can you still put tea in it?”
“Probably not,” Glen said. “It’d leak.”
She turned the lid over in her hands. “Then what’s it for?”
Glen looked at me.
I put the kettle on and got down three mugs, and when the kettle went I filled hers first, and I set my mother’s teapot in the middle of the table, where it goes.
If your father left you a folder you’ve never been able to open, go open it this week. Read what you sign.
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