My mother died on a Tuesday. That’s the only thing I’m sure of. Everything else from that night is like trying to remember a dream through fogged glass.
We were coming home from my piano recital. She said she wanted to take the scenic route, even though it was late. She always liked the quiet roads, the ones lined with trees and old fences that no one bothered to repair. I remember looking at her face lit up by the dashboard, humming along to a jazz song she loved. I was tired, fiddling with the ribbon on my dress, thinking about the ice cream she promised afterward.
Then headlights. Screeching tires. Her scream.
When I woke up in the hospital, everything was too white. Too clean. My ribs ached. My neck was in a brace. But all I wanted was to ask where she was.
The nurse didn’t answer. She just looked at someone behind her. That someone stepped into the room: my dad.
I hadn’t seen him in over a year. Since the divorce, he’d popped in for birthdays and the occasional Christmas, but nothing consistent. He and Mom had fought bitterly, and after she got full custody, he seemed to disappear into some new life. One that didn’t include me.
Now here he was, with red-rimmed eyes and that same leather jacket I remembered from when I was little. “Sweetheart,” he said, and just the way he said it, I knew. My mom was gone.
I didn’t go to the funeral. I was still in the hospital, recovering from the crash. When I got out, I was sent straight to live with him. And not just him—him and Jules, his new wife. They lived in a polished two-story in West Ridge, where everything smelled like cinnamon and expensive shampoo. Her smile was too wide. Her hugs too quick. The guest room was suddenly “my room.”
I hated it.
Dad tried. He did. He asked about school, tried to cook my mom’s favorite pasta, even bought me a keyboard. But it felt like acting, like someone playing the role of “dad” rather than being one. Jules made things worse by pretending like we were girlfriends at a sleepover. She wanted to braid my hair and talk about nail polish. I wasn’t ten. I was sixteen and furious.
Things simmered like that for about two months. And then one night, everything cracked.
I couldn’t sleep. I came down for some water, and as I passed the kitchen, I heard their voices.
Jules said, “So… you’re going to tell her eventually, right?”
My father replied, low and heavy, “She told me, Jules. I found out the truth about that car crash. Turns out, she wasn’t even supposed to be on that road.”
I froze.
Jules whispered, “You mean… she knew?”
Dad: “She called someone just before. Said she was going to finally confront him. I think she figured it out.”
“Him? You think he—”
The fridge door opened with a squeak. I jumped back, panicked, and ran up the stairs before I could hear more.
I couldn’t sleep. That night haunted me. Who was she going to confront? What did she figure out? And why would that have anything to do with the crash?
The next day, I did something I wasn’t proud of: I snuck into my dad’s home office. He wasn’t home, and Jules was busy on a Zoom call. I opened drawers, searched under folders, looked behind books.
And I found it.
A yellowed envelope, tucked into an old manila file labeled “LEGAL.” Inside, there was a police report from the crash. A witness had seen a black pickup truck driving erratically behind us before the accident. The truck veered off. It wasn’t in the crash, but the plate number was noted. The report said it was registered to a “Raymond G. Snyder.”
That name meant nothing to me—until I Googled it.
Ray Snyder owned a local auto repair shop. And he was my mom’s ex-boyfriend. Before Dad. I found an old photo of them at some charity event. Mom looked stiff next to him. Then I remembered once overhearing my mom on the phone, saying, “I told Ray never to contact me again.”
Something snapped into place.
I printed the police report. When Dad got home, I confronted him.
“Did Mom go to see Ray that night?”
His face paled. He sat down, heavily. “She didn’t tell me much. Just that she thought Ray was back in town. She said he’d been calling her again. Threatening her. She didn’t want to tell you. Said you had enough to worry about.”
“So she was running from him? The crash—”
“Was caused by a third car,” he said. “The one that hit you—that guy was drunk. But your mom was already speeding. Panicked. She called me five minutes before. I missed it.”
I couldn’t breathe.
My mom had been scared. She was trying to protect me. And now she was gone. And the man who might’ve driven her to that panic? Still walking free.
I decided not to let it go.
I contacted a lawyer. I asked about wrongful death, about reopening investigations. She said we’d need more evidence.
So I went to Ray Snyder’s shop.
I pretended to be a customer. I asked about brake pads, about oil changes. He looked older than the photo, but something in his eyes made my skin crawl.
I left a recorder in my backpack, hoping he’d say something. But he didn’t. Still, I came back. Three times. Friendly. Curious. Until one day, he said, “You look like someone I used to know.”
I swallowed hard. “Who?”
“Bianca. That was her name, I think. Real firecracker.”
“She was my mom.”
He froze.
I pressed him. “Did you talk to her before she died?”
He smiled, thin. “We had… unfinished business.”
I took that to the lawyer.
She said it wasn’t enough. But with the old police report, my mom’s call logs, and his admission that they had recent contact, she filed a motion to formally request a re-investigation. The local news picked it up. Then an old mechanic from Ray’s shop came forward. Said Ray had bragged once, drunk, about scaring an “old flame” into leaving town.
That was the break we needed.
The case didn’t end in fireworks. But it ended. Ray was charged with harassment and obstruction. The night of the crash, he’d followed my mom’s car for over ten miles. The erratic behavior led to panic, and that panic contributed to the fatal crash.
I sat in the courtroom as the judge sentenced him to five years. My dad held my hand the whole time.
Afterward, in the car, he looked at me and said, “She would’ve been proud of you.”
I finally believed it.
And as the leaves turned in West Ridge and the light came back into our lives, I realized something else: I didn’t hate it here anymore. Jules wasn’t my mom, but she cared. My dad wasn’t perfect, but he tried. And me? I’d stopped being the scared girl who lost everything and became the young woman who got justice.
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