My brothers put our family’s hardware store up for sale at $1,140,000 while Dad lay in a hospice bed across town, and when I asked why nobody had called me, Casey said, “You were a placement, Tram. Placements don’t get a vote.” I didn’t argue with him. I drove to the store after closing and went into the stockroom.
Nineteen years I’d run that register, and in all of them nobody had ever asked me to step away from it.
Dad and Naomi fostered six of us over the years. I was the only one who never left.
Casey and Dov were theirs by birth. They moved to Phoenix and Denver before I could drive, and they came home for Christmas when it suited them.
Naomi died in 2021.
Dad kept the place open six days a week until his lungs gave out in August. Now he was in the hospice wing, asleep most of the day, a tube under his nose.
The listing went up on a Wednesday.
I heard about it from Halina, who has bought birdseed from us every Thursday since before I was hired. She held her phone out across the counter.
“Is this true, sweetheart?” she said.
It was our building. The last hardware store in Kewanee, the green awning, the bench out front, the window with the faded paint sale sign Dad never took down.
$1,140,000. Inventory included.
I took my phone into the stockroom, shut the door and called Casey.
“It’s a family decision,” he said.
“I’m family.”
“Tram. Come on. We’ve been over this.”
“When? When were we over this?”
He said the part about placements like he’d practiced it in the car. Then he said Dov had held power of attorney since Dad’s fall in 2023, the agent was coming Saturday at ten, and I should be pleasant.
“Pleasant,” I said.
“It’s a showing, Tram. Not a funeral.”
He hung up.
Dad wasn’t dead.
On Thursday I went to see him on my lunch break with a bag of the lemon drops he isn’t supposed to have.
He was awake. Barely.
I told him about the listing. I couldn’t tell if he followed any of it until his hand found mine on the blanket.
“Did they bring you papers?” I said.
“Dov brought something.” The next part took him a long time. “I signed for the nurse. Then Dov’s thing.”
“Dad. What thing?”
He didn’t answer that one.
“Stockroom,” he said. “Behind the shaker. I told you.”
Then his eyes closed, the monitor gave its little chirp, and he was asleep again.
He had told me. Once.
Six years ago Maryann Mullen, who did our books and kept a notary stamp in her purse, came in on a Sunday. She and Dad shut themselves in the stockroom for an hour.
I figured it was taxes.
When they came out, Dad knocked twice on the paint shaker and said, “If your brothers ever come for this place, it’s back there.” Then he asked me to restock the zip ties.
Thursday night, after I locked up, I pulled the paint shaker off the wall for the first time since.
Behind it was a shoebox from a pair of work boots. Size eleven.
Inside, one cassette. Dad’s block letters on the label.
FOR TRAM. IF THEY COME.
I didn’t play it.
I put it in my coat pocket and sat on a bucket of drywall mud in the dark until the furnace kicked on.
Saturday they showed up at 10:20 with the agent and a couple from out of town who held hands through the whole store.
The agent was Rajesh, polite, a lanyard and a firm handshake. He shook mine. Casey didn’t.
Casey walked the aisles like he was pricing them.
“All of this goes,” he told the couple, waving at the bolt bins Dad sorted by hand. “Dumpster. You’ll want it open.”
Dov came around behind the counter, into my space, and lifted the key ring off the hook where it had hung since Naomi was alive.
“I’ll take those,” he said.
“Those open the building.”
“Right. Which is why I’ll take them.”
The key machine still had a half-cut key clamped in it from Thursday. Nobody ever came back for it.
Casey leaned on the counter with the listing folder under his arm.
“You’ve got till the first,” he said. “Take your mug. Take whatever’s actually yours.”
The woman from out of town looked at me, then at the floor.
“Does she work here?” her husband said.
“She’s staff,” Casey said.
Nineteen years. Staff.
“HE IS STILL ALIVE, CASEY,” I said.
Nobody in the store moved.
Casey smiled at Rajesh like I’d knocked something off a shelf.
“Okay,” he said. “Okay. We’re done here, Tram.”
Under the counter sits the radio Dad played the farm report on every morning for thirty years. It has a tape deck nobody had opened since the nineties.
I took the cassette out of my coat and pushed it in.
“What is that?” Dov said.
“Dad’s.”
Casey’s elbow came off the counter.
“Tram, don’t do something embarrassing in front of these people.”
I pressed play.
Hiss first. Then the stockroom door, the creak I hear forty times a day.
Then Dad, six years younger, with all the air still in his voice.
“This is Alexander Lassiter. It’s Sunday, the eighth of March. Maryann’s sitting on the paint cans with her stamp, and I’m going to read this slow, so the boys can’t say they missed a word.”
Casey set the folder down on the counter.
Side A
“I’m signing the building and the business in it, Lassiter Hardware, over to Tram Cao today,” Dad said. “The deed’s on the box in front of me. Maryann’s going to stamp it and drive it up to the courthouse in Cambridge first thing tomorrow. The house on Tremont and what’s in the bank go to my boys, split even. The store goes to the one who runs it.”
The couple from out of town let go of each other’s hands.
I pushed the stop key. The radio clunked.
“That’s a cassette,” Casey said. “Somebody taped an old man in a back room. That’s not a deed.”
“Mr. Lassiter,” Rajesh said. “Is there a recorded deed on this property?”
“No. Dad owns it. Dov has the power of attorney. It’s all in the folder.”
Rajesh picked up the folder and didn’t open it. He asked Casey if they could step outside for a minute. The couple went ahead of them. The bell over the door rang, and rang again when it closed, and then it was me and Dov and the hum of the pop cooler by the register.
Dov still had the key ring in his fist. He didn’t look at the radio. He looked at the paint shaker, sitting on the floor of the stockroom where I’d left it Thursday night, the door propped open with a bag of rock salt.
Through the window Rajesh was talking and Casey was nodding with his hands on his hips.
Rajesh shook Casey’s hand and got in his car. The couple got in theirs.
Casey came back in by himself. He didn’t look at me.
“You told me this was clean,” he said to Dov.
The treasurer’s envelope
I came to the Lassiters at fourteen with a garbage bag of clothes and a last name nobody in Kewanee could say right the first time.
Naomi got it on the second try and never missed it again.
The other five came and went. Two went home to their mothers. One went to an aunt in Moline, one joined the Army, and one got adopted by a family in Peoria with an above-ground pool.
When I was fifteen Naomi sat on the end of my bed with the adoption papers from the county and a pen from the store, the kind with our phone number printed down the side.
“You’d be a Lassiter on paper,” she said. “You already are everywhere else.”
I said no. Cao was my mother’s name, and it was the only thing of hers that came with me in the garbage bag. Naomi put the papers back in their envelope and said that was a good reason, and she never asked again.
Casey was home that Thanksgiving. He heard about it from Dov, and he’s found a way to bring it up every Christmas since.
Dad hired me the summer I turned seventeen. Minimum wage, Saturdays and after school. He taught me the key machine first. “Feel it,” he said. “Don’t look at it. Your thumb knows when it’s cut.”
Every spring a yellow envelope came from the Henry County treasurer’s office. It was the only piece of store mail Dad never let me open. He’d lift it off the counter, fold it once into his shirt pocket and pay it at his kitchen table that night.
“That one’s mine,” he said, every spring, like I’d asked.
After his fall in 2023, Dov flew in from Denver for four days. He sat Dad down at the kitchen table on Tremont with a form from a lawyer’s office in Phoenix, the one Casey uses, and when Dov flew home he took Dad’s checkbook with him and had the house mail forwarded.
“He wanted the checkbook,” Dad told me, and went back to sorting carriage bolts.
The next spring the yellow envelope didn’t come to the store. I didn’t think about it. Dad was paying bills from a hospital bed by then, or Dov was.
Saturday night, after they’d all gone, I sat on the drywall mud again with the radio on my knees. I pushed play, heard Dad say the store goes to the one who runs it, and pushed stop.
I didn’t go any further. I wasn’t ready to hear what else he’d thought he had to say.
Dov had the keys to the front, the back and the stockroom.
I went to aisle four and took two rekeying kits off the peg.
At 11:40 that night, the keys in Dov’s pocket stopped opening this building.
Cambridge
Dov tried the back door at ten after seven Monday morning.
I was at the register counting the drawer. I heard the key go in and not turn. He tried it four times. Then his rental pulled out of the alley.
Cambridge is twenty minutes north on 78. The recorder’s office is on the second floor of the courthouse, behind a counter with a bell on it like ours. The clerk wore her reading glasses on a chain. I gave her the address.
She typed for a while and turned the screen toward me.
Warranty deed. Grantor, Alexander J. Lassiter. Grantee, Tram Cao. Recorded March 9, 2020, at 9:12 in the morning. Consideration, ten dollars. Notarized by Maryann Mullen.
“You want a certified copy?” she said. “Two dollars a page.”
I bought two.
Across the hall, the treasurer’s window printed me the tax history on the same parcel. Owner of record, Tram Cao, every year since 2020. The first three years the bills went to Dad’s house on Tremont and were paid by check, his.
In the summer of 2023 somebody changed the mailing address to an apartment in Denver.
The 2024 bill was paid online in May. So was the 2025.
Payer: Dov A. Lassiter.
I sat in the truck in the courthouse lot and read that line until the windshield fogged.
Dov had been paying the taxes on my building for two years. He knew whose name was on it before Dad’s lungs gave out. Before the listing. Before Casey practiced anything in the car.
I drove home and emailed Rajesh a photo of the certified deed. No message. Just the picture.
By four o’clock the listing was gone from Halina’s phone and from mine.
Casey called at 4:30. He didn’t say hello.
“You want to do this the hard way? Fine. We can do it the hard way. That deed’s from when he was already coughing every morning and taking whatever pills you handed him. You think a judge in Henry County doesn’t know what that looks like? A girl who wouldn’t even take the name, all of a sudden she owns the store.”
“I didn’t know about it,” I said.
“Sure. Sure you didn’t. You changed the locks on the building, Tram. You know how that’s going to read?”
I didn’t say anything.
“Ask Dad what he signed Tuesday,” he said.
Two-ten
Tuesday morning I called Briana Bergstrom, a lawyer in Galesburg who did the closing when Halina’s daughter bought her house. Her retainer was $4,000. I had $6,100 in savings. I read her my card number from the store phone with a customer waiting on a pound of ten-penny nails.
“Get me everything that has a date on it,” she said. “And don’t play that tape for anybody else.”
At lunch I drove across town with the lemon drops.
Dad was asleep. The tube hissed under his nose. I put the bag in the drawer of his nightstand behind the box of tissues where the nurses wouldn’t look, and I sat for twenty minutes, and he didn’t wake up.
In the hall a woman in a cardigan with a hospice badge stopped me. Keshia, social worker. She’d met me twice in August.
“You’re Tram,” she said. “You’re the one who comes at lunch.”
“Yes.”
She looked down the hall both ways.
“I can’t show you his chart. You’re not on the paperwork, your brother is. But I’m going to tell you something, and if a lawyer ever asks me about it, I’ll say it again.”
Last Tuesday, she said, Dov came in with a woman carrying a notary stamp and a folder. Dad had been given his morphine at 1:30. Keshia went in when she heard them and told them he wasn’t oriented that afternoon. He’d asked her twice what year it was.
“They had him sign it anyway,” she said. “I wrote it in his chart. The time, what I told them, what he asked me. It’s in there for good.”
“What did he sign?”
“I didn’t read it. They didn’t let me.”
She walked me to the front desk. Every visitor signs the binder on the counter, name and time, and it sits right out there for anyone who comes in.
She turned the pages back one week and put her finger on a line.
Dov Lassiter, 2:05 p.m.
Under it, in round handwriting: Jazmin, mobile notary, Peoria. 2:10.
Wednesday’s FedEx
The truck pulled up at 10:30 Wednesday. I signed for a flat cardboard envelope from the law office in Phoenix. The same name that had been on Dov’s form at the kitchen table in 2023.
The letter was two pages. I had until the first to vacate the premises. I was to stop representing myself as the owner of Lassiter Hardware. The locks I’d changed were to be restored at my expense.
Stapled to the back was an affidavit.
I, Alexander J. Lassiter, was not of sound mind in March of 2020. My employee, Tram Cao, pressured me over a period of months to sign my store over to her. I did not understand the document I signed. It is my wish that the property be returned to my estate.
Dad’s signature was at the bottom. The A went off the line and came back. Notarized in Peoria County by Jazmin, last Tuesday.
Over a period of months. He never wrote a sentence like that in his life. He wrote invoices in block letters and the word OK.
There was nobody in the store. I turned the sign to CLOSED, which I’d done exactly once before, the morning of Naomi’s funeral.
The radio was still under the counter with the tape in it, stopped where I’d left it Saturday night.
I pushed play.
Dad finished the part about the house on Tremont. Then there was a cough, and paper moving, and the paint cans creaking under Maryann.
“Now,” Dad said. “Tram’s out front doing the zip ties. She doesn’t know I’m doing this. If she knew she’d fight me on it, so she’s not going to know till she needs to. Nobody put me up to this. Maryann, what time is it?”
“Two-forty,” Maryann said. “And you’ve had one cup of coffee, Al.”
“One cup of coffee. I’m sixty-eight years old and I know what I’m signing. Boys, I know you. Casey, you’re going to say she worked on me. She’s asked me for one thing in thirteen years. A raise in oh-nine. I gave her half of it.”
A long breath. The tape hissed.
“So if you’re hearing this, Tram, they came,” Dad said. “Call Maryann.”
Thursday, ten o’clock
Maryann was at the back door at 9:40 with her purse and her reading glasses. She’s sixty-one and retired, and she still does taxes out of her kitchen for half of Kewanee. I’d called her Wednesday, and she’d said, “I wondered when,” and hung up to find her shoes.
Halina came in at 9:55 for her birdseed, the way she has every Thursday since before I was hired. I didn’t tell her to leave. She didn’t offer.
Casey and Dov came in the front at ten. I’d unlocked it for them.
I’d laid it all on the counter. The certified deed. The tax history with the Denver address and the payer line. My phone with the picture of the hospice binder. The letter from Phoenix and its affidavit. The radio.
Casey didn’t touch any of it at first.
“So this is what we’re doing,” he said. “You brought an audience. Okay. Hi, Halina. Maryann, I didn’t know you were still around. Look, Tram. I’m going to say this once because I don’t want to drag a man on oxygen into a courtroom. We have a sworn statement from Dad. Sworn. Notarized. It says what happened. You can be done with this by the first and walk away with your mug, or you can spend every dime you’ve got on a lawyer in Galesburg, and you’ll still lose, and it’ll take two years, and he’ll be gone for most of it.”
He picked up the affidavit like he was going to read it to the room. The tax history was under it.
He looked at it. He looked at the Denver address for a while.
“What’s this,” he said.
Dov was by the key machine with his hands in his jacket.
“Somebody had to pay it or the county sells it,” Dov said.
“Since when?”
“Since the checkbook.”
Casey put the page down. He took a breath, and then he did the thing I’ve seen him do at every Christmas table since I was fifteen. He decided it didn’t matter.
“Fine,” he said. “So it’s in her name. It doesn’t stay in her name. Dad signed Tuesday. That’s what the statement’s for. That’s what lawyers are for. Paper beats a tape.”
“Two-ten Tuesday,” Maryann said. “His morphine was one-thirty. That hospice girl wrote it down.”
“You were her friend, Maryann. You’ll say whatever she wants.”
“I was your father’s bookkeeper for twenty-two years. I’m the one who told him to make that tape. I said, Al, those boys will say she worked on you. He said, then I’ll read it to them.”
Casey turned to me.
“You’re going to do this to him. While he’s dying. You’re going to make his last month about a building.”
“Briana has the original,” I said. “This one’s a copy.”
Halina set a twenty-pound bag of black-oil sunflower on the counter, on top of the letter from Phoenix.
“Ring me up when you can, sweetheart,” she said.
Casey looked at her and then at me.
“Then you’re done with us. Don’t call when he goes. Don’t come to the house. You want a store so bad, you’ve got a store.”
He went out the front. The bell rang.
Dov stayed a second longer. He took the key ring out of his jacket and set it on the counter by the radio. None of those keys fit anything anymore, and he knew it.
He went out without closing the door.
Lemon drops
The letter from Phoenix came the week before Thanksgiving. One paragraph. Their clients were no longer pursuing the matter at this time. Briana framed the phrase “at this time” in yellow highlighter and mailed me a copy with her bill.
The rest of my savings went there. The tape stays in her safe in Galesburg. What plays under my counter is a copy she made, and it’s a little thinner, like the radio’s in another room.
The farm report still comes on at six. I leave it on.
Casey hasn’t called. Briana had the county change the tax mailing address back to the store. The yellow envelope will come here in the spring, and I’ll open it.
On a Tuesday in December I locked up at six and drove across town with a new bag of lemon drops.
Nobody had called me to say he was awake. I went anyway.
He was. Barely. His hand found mine on the blanket, and I told him the boys weren’t selling the store.
He took a long time with the next part.
“You do the zip ties?” he said.
If this one got to you, send it to somebody who was the one that stayed.
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