My Brother Told Mom I Pawned Her Diamonds. His License Number Was On It.

Rachel Kim

My mother kissed my brother’s knuckles in front of the whole care home dayroom for finding the diamond earrings she’d lost, then looked right at me and said, “At least one of my kids comes when it counts.” I had $2,280 of my savings and a pawn slip with his signature folded in my coat pocket. I let him keep talking.

Two days before that lunch, a night aide named Chana Lara had been sent home without pay because of those earrings.

Mom told the director she’d caught Chana “looking at her things.”

Chana had rubbed lotion into my mother’s heels every night for two years.

Dad bought the earrings in 1989, the year the plant gave him the only bonus he ever got.

Half a carat each. Screw backs. One post a little crooked where he’d stepped on it in the bathroom and straightened it with pliers.

Mom wore them to his funeral. She wore them to bingo.

They went missing on a Monday.

That was the same Monday my brother Zach stopped by Hollins Ridge to say hi, for the first time since August.

His truck had been in the shop all week, so he’d had my car.

I take the bus to work anyway. I mop floors at a grocery store from eleven to seven, and nobody needs a car for that.

He brought it back Thursday.

It smelled like his vape. There was a gas station coffee lid in the cupholder, and under the lid, a folded yellow slip.

One pair diamond studs, 14k, screw back. Loan, $1,900. Thirty days.

His name. His license number. His signature, the big looping Z he’s been doing since sixth grade.

Dated Monday, 4:52 in the afternoon.

I sat in my building’s lot and read it until the dome light clicked off.

I didn’t call him.

Friday morning I drove straight from my shift to the pawn shop, still in my work shoes.

It’s next to a bowling alley that has been closing for as long as I’ve been alive.

The man at the counter didn’t ask who I was. Whoever holds the ticket gets the item, he said, like he was telling me the time.

$1,900, plus a full month of interest whether you come back in four days or thirty.

$2,280.

That was most of what I’d put aside for my transmission.

He stamped the slip PAID and slid it back to me with a little zip bag.

The crooked post was right there.

I could have called the director. I could have called the police.

Then I pictured my mother at seventy-nine, finding out her son did this to her, in a room with a plastic fern and a roommate who yells at the weather channel.

So Friday night, before my shift, I put them back.

Her reading-glasses case, nightstand drawer. She was asleep. I told nobody.

I figured she’d find them, decide she’d misplaced them, and somebody would call Chana back to work.

Saturday at 9:40 the family group chat lit up.

Zach: “FOUND THEM. Behind the radiator. Mom’s been crying for an hour.”

He’d driven up that morning. The home had left every one of us a voicemail about the police report, and I guess that got him moving.

Behind the radiator.

He left that ticket in my car. He had to know exactly who put them back.

Sunday was family lunch.

Mom had her hair set. Britney came, and Delilah, who is twelve and spent the meal with her hood up and her phone under the table.

Mom had the earrings in. She kept touching the left one.

“Tell them again,” she said to Zach. “Tell them how you found them.”

He told it. A flashlight from his truck. Down on his knees on that floor. Something catching the light where the radiator meets the wall.

My brother has never owned a flashlight.

“I just had a feeling, you know?” he said. “Like Dad was telling me where to look.”

Mom grabbed his hand and pressed her mouth to his knuckles. Two ladies at the next table said aww.

Then she turned to me.

“Melinda couldn’t make it Saturday,” she said to Britney. “She had to sleep.”

“I work nights, Mom.”

“At least one of my kids comes when it counts.”

I had my coat folded on my lap. The slip was in the inside pocket.

Then she got her checkbook out of her purse.

She wrote it slow, the way she does everything now. Three thousand dollars, to Zachary Prewitt.

“For your gas,” she said. “And Delilah’s braces. Your father would want you to have something for this.”

“Mom, no,” Zach said, and took it.

Britney had it in her wallet before the ink was dry.

The director came by with the dessert cart, and Mom caught her sleeve.

“That aide,” Mom said. “I don’t want her back on my hall. She must have hidden them and got scared.”

Zach nodded.

He actually nodded.

Chana has three kids and drives forty minutes each way.

That was it.

I took the slip out of my coat, unfolded it, and laid it flat on Mom’s tray table, right next to her reading glasses. PAID side up.

Zach saw it before anyone. His face went the way it went when he was nine and Dad found the dented mailbox.

“What’s that, Mel?” Mom said.

“Ask Zach,” I said. “He knows where he found them.”

“Melinda.” He said my name the way he used to when we were kids and he wanted me to shut up. “Not here.”

“YOU SIGNED IT, ZACH. With the big Z and everything.”

Britney put her hand on Delilah’s arm.

“I don’t understand,” Mom said. “What is it?”

I didn’t answer her. I kept looking at my brother.

“You’ve got until she puts her glasses on,” I said.

Mom reached for the glasses.

Zach set two fingers on the corner of the slip and left them there.

She unfolded the arms one at a time, the way she always does, and Zach opened his mouth.

Four fifty-two

“Mel pawned them,” he said.

He said it to Mom, not to me. He said it gently, like he was sorry to be the one.

“She needed money for her car, Mom. She’s been sitting on that transmission since summer. I found out, and I went and got them back for you. I didn’t want you to know. That’s all this is.”

Mom had the glasses on by then. She held the slip up close to her face, the way she holds the TV guide.

“Zachary Prewitt,” she read.

“I left my wallet in her car,” Zach said. “All week. She had my license the whole time.”

He took his two fingers off the slip and put that hand on Mom’s shoulder.

I had not driven my own car once that week. He’d had it since the Saturday before. He knew that better than anybody.

But nobody else at that table had been in that car. And the two ladies at the next table had stopped saying aww and were just listening now.

Delilah’s phone quit making its little clicking noise under the table.

Mom looked at me over the top of her glasses, the way she used to look at my report cards before she signed them.

“Melinda,” she said. “Did you?”

The pliers

I was fourteen the night Dad fixed that post.

He’d come out of the bathroom on one foot, swearing, holding the earring up to the kitchen light. Mom had left them on the sink. He sat down at the table with the needle-nose pliers from the junk drawer and a dish towel folded under his hand so he wouldn’t scratch anything.

It took him most of an hour. He kept holding it up and squinting and saying, “Close enough, Sue.”

It was never quite straight again. Mom said she liked it better that way.

That was the same spring as the mailbox.

Zach was nine. He’d been hitting it with a Wiffle bat for a week, every day after school, because a kid on our street said he couldn’t put a dent in it. Then he did.

Dad came home and found it caved in like a soda can.

Mom told him it was the snowplow. In April.

Dad looked at her for a long time. Then he went and got the pliers back out and tried to fix the mailbox too.

That’s the family. Zach does something. Mom finds the snowplow.

Dad died in 2009. The plant had given him a gold watch for twenty-five years, and he wore it every day after he retired, even to mow.

When Mom moved into Hollins Ridge two years ago, Zach helped carry boxes. It’s the only time he’s helped with anything. He took the bedroom.

After that the watch wasn’t anywhere.

“Lost in the move,” Mom said.

I wanted to call the movers. I had their number on the invoice.

“Leave it, Melinda,” she said. “It’s a watch.”

And Monday night, the night the earrings went missing, the home called me at work about it. I stood in the back by the cardboard baler and called Mom on my break.

She was crying. She said she’d probably put them somewhere. She said she’d told them no police.

And then she said, “Don’t call your brother about this. He’s got enough going on.”

I didn’t think anything of it at the time. I thought she meant his truck.

Now she was looking at me over her glasses, waiting.

“No, Mom,” I said. “I didn’t.”

She looked at me a while longer. Then she folded the slip in half and handed it to Zach.

The dessert cart

Zach put it in the pocket of his quarter-zip and zipped the pocket.

“Okay,” he said. “Okay. So we’re done. Mom has them back. Nobody needs to make this a thing.”

The director was still standing there with the cart. Her name tag said Jill Galanis. She had the tongs in one hand and a lemon bar halfway to a plate.

“Mrs. Galanis,” I said. “Chana didn’t take them.”

She set the lemon bar down.

“Melinda, I think this might be something for the family to sort out among yourselves,” she said. “The report’s already filed with the department. If they follow up, they follow up.”

“There’s nothing to follow up,” Mom said. “They’re in my ears.”

“Then Chana can come back Monday,” I said.

Mom’s mouth went small.

“I said I don’t want her on my hall.”

“She didn’t do anything, Mom.”

“You don’t know what she did,” Zach said. “You’re not here. You’re never here. You sleep all day and you come up here once a week and you want to run everything.”

He was talking to me but he was looking at Britney while he said it, like he was checking whether it was working.

“You want to drag a cop up here?” he said. “Over your car? In front of Mom? Look at her.”

Mom was touching the left earring again.

“Give me the slip back,” I said.

“It’s got my name on it.” He put his hand flat over the pocket. “It’s mine.”

I’d paid $2,280 for that piece of paper, and he was right. It had his name on it.

Mrs. Galanis put the tongs down and pushed the cart about a foot away from our table, like that would help.

I got my phone out of my coat.

The pawn shop by the bowling alley was open Sundays until five.

By the bowling alley

I put it on speaker and set it on the tray table where the slip had been.

It rang five times. Then the same man, the same voice, like he was reading off a bus schedule.

“Yeah, go ahead.”

“I picked up a pair of diamond studs Friday morning,” I said. “Half a carat. One crooked post. I had the ticket.”

“I remember. Work shoes.”

Zach reached for my phone. Britney said, “Zach,” and he stopped.

“Did anybody come in asking about them after that?” I said.

“Ma’am, I don’t really talk about other people’s tickets.”

“You told me whoever holds the ticket gets the item.”

“Right,” he said. “Which is exactly what I told the guy Saturday.”

Nobody at the table moved.

“What guy?” I said.

“Guy whose name’s on it. He’s out front when I unlock at nine. Says he lost his ticket, wants to fill out the lost-ticket form, does the whole thing with his license on the counter. I tell him somebody already picked it up Friday. Lady in work shoes. He wasn’t real happy about that.” He coughed. “Is there a problem? Because I’ve got him on the camera if there’s a problem.”

“No,” I said. “Thank you.”

I hung up.

Nine o’clock at the pawn shop. Twenty-five minutes up the highway. FOUND THEM at 9:40.

“So I went to get them back,” Zach said. “That’s what I’ve been telling you. I was fixing it. I was trying to fix it before anybody got hurt, and she beat me to it, and now she wants a medal.”

Britney took her hand off Delilah’s arm.

“You told me you were getting coffee,” she said.

Zach didn’t answer her.

Mom held her hand out flat across the tray table, palm up, the way she used to hold it out for gum in church.

He unzipped the pocket and put the slip in her hand himself.

Dad’s watch

She unfolded it slowly.

She read all of it this time. Out loud, under her breath, the way she reads the bingo cards. One pair diamond studs. Fourteen karat. Screw back. Loan, nineteen hundred. Thirty days.

“Monday,” she said. “Four fifty-two.”

“Mom.”

“You left my room at four,” she said. “You said you had to beat traffic.”

She turned it over. PAID. The stamp was a little crooked. She ran her thumb over it.

Then she took the glasses off, folded the arms one at a time, and set them on top of the slip.

“How much did you get for your father’s watch?” she said.

Zach laughed. It came out wrong.

“What? Mom. That was two years ago.”

“I asked you how much.”

“I don’t know. I don’t remember. Six hundred. It was a long time ago, it was a bad month, and you said it was fine, you said you didn’t even like that watch.”

Nobody had asked him if he took it.

Britney turned and looked at him the way you look at a dog that’s just knocked something off a counter.

Mom didn’t look surprised. That was the part I couldn’t get past. She looked tired, like somebody who’d been holding a heavy bag for a long time and had finally been told she could put it down.

“I knew Monday,” she said. “When the drawer was open.”

“You knew,” I said.

“He kissed me goodbye and he wouldn’t look at the dresser. He did that when he was little.” She touched the left earring. “I told Jill no police. I told her twice.”

Mrs. Galanis was still standing by the cart. She didn’t say anything. Her face said the rest.

“And then you told her Chana,” I said.

Mom picked up her glasses again. She didn’t put them on. She just held them.

“I had to tell her something,” she said.

Jill Galanis

I picked the slip up out from under Mom’s glasses.

Nobody stopped me. I walked the four steps to the dessert cart and held it out, PAID side down, so the name and the license number were on top.

“That’s who took them,” I said. “Chana comes back.”

Mrs. Galanis took it. She read it once and looked over my shoulder at my mother.

“Susan,” she said.

“I don’t want any of this in a report, Jill,” Mom said. “Do you understand me? Not one word of this goes in a report.”

“Oh, come on,” Zach said. He was standing now. “Come on. You couldn’t just let her have them back. You had to make it a whole production. I’d have paid you back. You think I wanted to do this? You think I woke up Monday and thought, I’ll go rob my mother? The truck’s not in the shop, Mel. The truck’s gone. The bank came and got it off the street in front of Delilah’s school. You want to know why I had your car? That’s why I had your car.”

Delilah pulled her hood further down.

“And what do you even need two grand for?” he said. “You don’t have kids. You mop floors. You don’t go anywhere. I’ve got braces, I’ve got a mortgage, I’ve got a kid who needs things. You’ve got a bus pass.”

Mom said, “Zachary, sit down.”

He didn’t.

“You should have come to me,” Mom said, to me. “You should have brought them straight to me.”

“I put them in your glasses case, Mom.”

She looked at the glasses in her hand.

“Then why didn’t you say?” she said.

I didn’t have an answer that wouldn’t make it worse. So I didn’t give one.

That was when Britney opened her wallet.

She took out the check and smoothed it flat on the tray table, next to Mom’s glasses, where the slip had been.

“He told me last night that you pawned them,” she said to me. “He said he’d been covering for you all week. He said don’t bring it up today because you’d be embarrassed, and I should be nice to you.”

“Brit,” Zach said.

She took a pen out of her purse, clicked it, and held it out to him.

“Sign the back,” she said. “Pay to the order of Melinda Prewitt.”

“Brit, that’s for the braces.”

“Sign it,” she said. “Do the big Z.”

He looked at Mom. Mom was looking at the fern by the window.

He bent over the tray table and signed it. The big looping Z took up half the line, same as always.

Britney handed it to me without looking at me. Then she stood up and said, “Delilah, get your coat,” and Delilah was out of her chair before she finished saying it.

Zach followed them out. He didn’t say goodbye to Mom.

Mrs. Galanis folded the slip into her blazer pocket and said she’d call Chana tonight.

Then it was me and Mom and the cart and the two ladies at the next table, who had both found something very interesting to look at in their pudding.

Mom put her glasses back in the case and snapped it shut.

“You can sleep next Sunday, Melinda,” she said.

Thursday, ten-forty

The check cleared Wednesday. The transmission place said they’d have the car by Monday, maybe Tuesday.

I took the bus up to Hollins Ridge on Thursday night before my shift, still in my work shoes, because there’s no point going home in between.

Mom hasn’t called. Zach hasn’t either. The family group chat has been quiet since FOUND THEM.

The light was on at the end of the hall.

Chana was sitting at the foot of Mom’s bed with a towel across her lap and the big pump bottle of lotion, the unscented kind, working on Mom’s right heel with her thumbs. She looked up when I came in and nodded at me like it was any Thursday.

Mom’s eyes were closed. The earrings were in the little saucer on the nightstand, next to the glasses case.

The roommate’s TV was going. Somebody in Ohio was getting rain.

I stood in the door with my bag on my shoulder.

Mom wasn’t asleep. Her breathing gives her away. It always has.

Chana finished the right foot and wrapped it in the towel. Then she pumped the bottle twice and held it out to me across the bed.

“You want to do the left one?” she said.

I set my bag down by the door, held my hands out, and rubbed them together to warm it first, the way she does.

If this one got under your skin, pass it to somebody who’s ever been the kid who shows up at night.

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