My shift lead looked at a seventy-nine-year-old man who’d come up $6.37 short on his granddaughter’s fever medicine at 2 a.m., with her leaning on his leg, and said, “Take the charity case somewhere else.” I paid it with my own card while he laughed. Five hours later the owner called me in, and that old man’s envelope was on her desk.
One write-up would have cost me the night shift.
And the night shift was my car payment.
I’d worked eleven years at the truck stop off Exit 78 outside Sedalia without a single one.
Dwayne had been shift lead for four months. He wanted assistant manager so bad you could smell it on him.
He spent most of his shifts in the back with his phone propped on the mop sink.
That Tuesday it was just the two of us and a moth that had gotten into the lottery case and kept bumping the glass.
The door chimed at 2:04.
An old man came in holding the hand of a little girl in pink pajamas and rain boots on the wrong feet.
He was tall and stooped, in a brown corduroy coat with the elbows worn shiny.
She held on to his pocket and never let go.
Her cheeks were red in that bad way. Glassy.
He set three things on my counter. Kids’ fever medicine. A bottle of the grape electrolyte stuff. A box of saltines.
“That’s all, ma’am,” he said.
$14.89.
He pushed his card into the reader. The screen thought about it.
CARD DECLINED.
He tried again, slower, like the card might do better if he was polite to it.
Same thing.
“They froze it,” he said. “Some fraud thing. I called them twice from the truck. I’m not where I usually am.”
He opened his wallet and laid the money out one piece at a time. A five. Three ones. Then quarters, a dime, a nickel, two pennies.
$8.52.
I had the number before he did.
Six thirty-seven short.
That’s when Dwayne came out of the back.
He looked at the coins, then at the girl, then at me.
“Renee. Void it.”
“Give me a second,” I said.
“We are NOT a food bank.” He said it loud enough that the trucker at the coffee station turned around.
The old man slid the saltines back toward himself. “Take these off. What does that leave?”
It still left him short. I could see it on my screen. He couldn’t.
Dwayne leaned on the back counter with his arms folded. He was smiling.
“Sir, take the charity case somewhere else. There’s a twenty-four-hour place in town.”
The charity case was the girl. She was standing right there in her boots.
She looked up at her grandpa and didn’t say a word.
I didn’t decide anything.
My hand just went to my back pocket.
I tapped my own card. Six dollars and thirty-seven cents.
APPROVED.
Dwayne laughed. An actual laugh, through his nose.
“That’s ON THE CAMERA, Renee. You just went into the drawer for a customer.”
“It’s my card,” I said. “Read the screen.”
“I’m writing it up anyway.”
The old man put the medicine in his coat pocket and the saltines under his arm.
He leaned in to read my name tag. Then he turned and read Dwayne’s.
“Renee,” he said. “And Dwayne.”
He said it like he was putting it somewhere he’d find it later.
Then he walked her out to an old tan pickup at pump six.
I had $41 in checking until Friday. I knew that number to the penny.
At 4:50 Dwayne texted me from ten feet away.
“Patrice wants you in her office at 7. Don’t clock out.”
Patrice Kessel owned the place. She was sixty-four, and she’d let people go for less than a drawer.
I spent two hours restocking cigarettes and thinking about my car.
Eleven years. Clean.
NOT ONE WRITE-UP.
At 7:02 I knocked.
“Come in, Renee.”
Dwayne was already in there, leaning on the filing cabinet with his coffee. He’d beaten me by a few minutes.
Of course he had.
Patrice sat behind her desk. A white envelope was under her hand.
“Did you pay for a customer’s things last night?”
“Six dollars,” I said. “My own card. I know how it looks, but his granddaughter was burning up and—”
“Dwayne says you held the line for twenty minutes and argued with him in front of customers.”
“There wasn’t a line,” I said.
“I’m just telling it how it went,” Dwayne said.
Patrice didn’t look at him. She looked at the envelope.
“That man came back at six this morning. He asked for me by name.”
My stomach went.
“He wanted you to open this in front of Dwayne.”
She slid it across the desk.
Dwayne stopped drinking his coffee.
Inside was my receipt. $6.37, the last four of my card at the bottom.
Folded around it was a business card. Cream-colored. Heavy.
GLENN LINDQUIST.
Patrice put one finger on it.
“I’ve mailed that man a rent check every month for NINETEEN YEARS,” she said. “He owns this lot. The tire shop. The laundromat next door. Our lease is up in March.”
Dwayne set his cup on the cabinet. “He didn’t look like—”
“Like what, Dwayne?”
He didn’t answer.
“Turn it over,” Patrice said to me.
On the back, in shaky blue ink, there was one line.
Dwayne read it over my shoulder and made a sound I’d never heard a grown man make.
Patrice folded her hands on the desk.
“So I want it from you, Dwayne. WORD FOR WORD. What did you call his granddaughter?”
7:04
Dwayne looked at the office door like somebody might come through it for him.
“I told him there was a twenty-four-hour place in town,” he said. “Which there is.”
“That’s what you told him. I asked what you called her.”
Patrice had a yellow legal pad by her elbow. She uncapped a pen and held it on the paper.
“I don’t remember it exact.”
“He does. He stood right where you’re standing at six o’clock this morning and said it to me. I’d like to hear if it matches.”
Dwayne looked at me. I looked at the card.
“I said take the charity case somewhere else.”
Patrice wrote it down. She read it back to herself with her lips moving a little and drew a line under charity case.
“She’s six, Dwayne. He said she was at a hundred and three.”
“I didn’t know that.”
“No. You didn’t ask.”
I still had the card in my hand, the blue ink side up. The letters leaned, like he’d written it on his knee in the truck.
Ask your night man what he did with my $8.52.
I read it twice. The old man had paid that. I’d put every coin of it in my drawer myself.
Both pennies.
Register two
Register two had been mine since 2015. Cesar had register one on days, and nobody touched anybody’s.
You log in with a six-digit number. You’re supposed to log out every time you step away, which takes about forty seconds and a second six-digit number.
Nobody on nights did it. There were two of us and one door.
Dwayne did it. Dwayne did it every time, and he had a sticky note on my screen inside a week. LOG OUT. Underlined twice.
He had the policy binder with colored tabs. He quoted it at people. He also wore a Royals cap backwards every shift, which is in the binder too, page eleven, no hats. Nobody quoted that one at him.
Above register two there was a black dome camera. It had been dead since the hailstorm in July knocked out a junction box on the roof. The little red light was off. A ticket was in with corporate.
Dwayne was the one who called it in. I’d heard him on the phone.
The cameras that worked were the ones on the canopy over the pumps. Those belonged to the fuel company, and they worked because of drive-offs. Patrice docked drive-offs from whoever was on the register, so she watched those clips every single morning.
Two things with her coffee, every morning. The drive-off clips and the void report.
And she’d been saying since spring that nights were a one-body job.
She said it at the Christmas party. She said it in the schedule meeting in September, with Dwayne nodding next to her like he’d thought of it.
One body on nights meant one of us was gone.
I was the one with eleven years and a raise every January. Dwayne was the one with four months and a cap on backwards. I’d done that math in my car more than once.
My car was a 2019 Malibu with nine payments left at $318.
In the office, Patrice tore the top sheet off the legal pad, folded it once and set it under her stapler.
“Sit down, Renee. This next part’s yours.”
Employee 0412
She turned her monitor around so it faced me.
It was the void report. One line on it was yellow.
02:31:08 · REG 2 · TKT 4471 · $14.89 · VOID · EMP 0412
0412 was me.
“That’s your number,” Patrice said.
“I didn’t void anything.”
“It’s your number, on your register, at two thirty-one.”
“I know my number.”
Dwayne picked his coffee back up. He’d found his feet again.
“I’ll tell you how it goes, because I’ve seen it done,” he said. “She taps her card so it looks good with the old guy standing there. He leaves. She voids the sale so her card gets its money back. Customer walks out with fifteen bucks of product, and nobody’s paid a dime. That’s the trick. It’s in the binder as a loss pattern.”
“Then where’s his cash?” I said. “Eight fifty-two. I put it in the drawer.”
“Drawer counted even at five,” Dwayne said. “I counted it myself.”
Patrice turned that over.
“So if the sale’s voided and the drawer’s even,” she said, “the old man’s money isn’t in my drawer.”
“Or he never really paid it,” Dwayne said. “He’s seventy-nine. He was counting pennies. Maybe he took it back.”
“He didn’t take it back.”
“I’ve got a void under your number, Renee,” Patrice said. “And a drawer that says no cash came in. That’s what I’ve got in front of me.”
She wasn’t on his side. She wasn’t on mine either. She was on the side of the report.
“Pull up my bank,” I said. “I’ll show you. I paid it.”
I got my phone out and opened the app. I knew what it would say. $41 and change, the $6.37 charge sitting right there with the truck stop’s name on it.
The charge was there.
Under it, in green, was a second line.
REFUND · $6.37 · 2:31 AM · PENDING
A cup of ice
Patrice leaned over far enough to read it.
“Well,” Dwayne said.
“Where were you at two thirty-one?” Patrice said.
I knew exactly where I was.
After the old man walked out, the truck didn’t leave. It sat at pump six with the dome light on. Five minutes. Ten. Pump six is the one straight out from the doors, so I could see the top of his head under the light and the little shape of her on the passenger side.
I figured the medicine had one of those cups with the lines on it you can’t read at night.
So I got a cup from the fountain and filled it with ice. I wet down a wad of paper towels in the bathroom sink, wrung them out, and walked out there. I didn’t tell Dwayne. He was back at the mop sink with his phone.
The old man rolled the window down.
She was in a car seat that was too small for her, with her boots off now, both of them on the dash. He had the medicine cup up to the dome light, squinting at it.
I held my phone flashlight for him while he poured. Five milliliters. She drank it and made a face, and I gave her the ice, and he put the wet towels on the back of her neck.
He didn’t say much.
“You’ve got a nice way,” he said. Then, “Go on back in before you get in trouble on my account.”
I was out there maybe eight minutes. When I came back, register two was sitting on the main screen like always. Logged in. Dwayne was in the back.
I didn’t think one thing about it.
In the office, I told it about like that, minus the boots.
“So she admits she left a live register,” Dwayne said. “On shift. With the store open. That’s two different tabs in the binder.”
“I’m aware which tabs,” Patrice said.
“And while she’s outside playing nurse, anybody could walk in and do anything on that register. That’s the whole reason for the policy.”
“Mr. Lindquist says he saw you at the register,” Patrice said. “While she was at his window.”
Dwayne laughed, the same one, through his nose.
“Through two sets of glass doors? With the canopy lights in his eyes? He couldn’t see my face from pump six. He couldn’t see a screen.”
He set his cup down on the cabinet and spread his hands.
“It’s an old man’s word against your register, Patrice.”
Pump six
My mouth had gone dry, so I said it short.
“The pump cameras work.”
Patrice looked at me. Then she looked at Dwayne, and he was already looking at the floor.
She turned the monitor back around and opened the fuel company’s site. It took her three tries on the password. Nobody said anything while she typed.
Camera three covered pumps five and six. She typed in the time. 02:28.
Gray picture, no sound. The canopy lights made everything flat.
There was the tan pickup at pump six with the dome light on, a white square in the cab.
There I was in my red vest, walking out with a cup in one hand and a lump of paper towels in the other. I looked heavier than I think of myself. You always do on those.
I bent down at the passenger window. My phone light came on.
Behind me, past the pickup, were the store’s front doors. At night the inside of that store is lit up like a fish tank, and you can see straight through to register two.
02:30:51. A man came around the end of the counter and stood at my register.
His cap was on backwards.
Patrice didn’t say anything. She leaned in closer to the screen.
He touched the screen. Then again. The drawer came out. His hand went in and came out closed, and went into the front pocket of his jacket.
02:31:40. He pushed the drawer shut with his hip.
On the screen, I was still bent at the truck window holding the light. I never turned around.
Patrice backed it up to 02:30:51 and played it again.
The second time she didn’t watch it. She watched Dwayne.
On the screen, the drawer slid shut. In the office, Dwayne took his cap off.
The yellow pad
“It was eight dollars,” Dwayne said.
Nobody answered him, so he kept going.
“Eight dollars and some change. You want to do this over eight dollars? I’ve got four months of numbers on nights. Shrink’s down. Drive-offs are down. Ask anybody.”
Patrice pulled the legal pad back in front of her.
“And you want to talk about policy, she left a live register. That’s not me. That’s her. If she’d logged out like the note says, none of this happens. I put that note on her screen myself.”
“I know you did,” Patrice said.
“You know what else? You told me.” He pointed at her with the cap. “September. In this office. You said nights are a one-body job, find me a reason and the assistant spot is yours. Your words. Find me a reason.”
Patrice stopped writing.
“I said hours, Dwayne.”
“You said a reason. You said one that wouldn’t come back on unemployment. I found you one that wouldn’t cost you a nickel. Eleven years, she’s at the top of the scale. You said that too.”
I looked at Patrice. She didn’t look at me.
“Empty your jacket,” she said.
“Are you serious.”
“The left pocket.”
He stood there long enough that I thought he wouldn’t. Then he dug in and put it on her desk. A five. Three ones, folded together. Quarters. A dime, a nickel.
Two pennies. One of them was so worn you couldn’t see the face.
“There,” he said. “Take it. Mail it to him with the rent.”
“Keys,” Patrice said.
He threw them on the desk, and they slid into the coins. He put the cap back on, frontwards this time.
“Enjoy nights by yourself,” he said to me. “That’s what you get. That’s what she wanted the whole time.”
He went out. The office door didn’t shut all the way behind him, and none of us got up to shut it.
Patrice sat a while with the coins in front of her. Then she tore off a fresh sheet and wrote on it, and turned the pad around.
It was a write-up. My name. Left register logged in and unattended while on duty. Left the building on shift without notifying lead.
“He’s right about that part,” she said. “And it goes in the file the same as his. Mr. Lindquist is going to ask me what I did about all of it, and I’m going to tell him all of it.”
Eleven years.
“Nights go to one person Monday,” she said. “It’s you. Same rate.”
She held out the pen.
I signed it under Dwayne’s seven words.
Thursday, 2:04
Three weeks later the moth was gone from the lottery case. There was a new one in the cooler light, or maybe the same one had moved.
It was just me now. I’d started bringing a thermos.
The door chimed at 2:04.
Same corduroy coat, the elbows shiny. No little girl this time. He came in by himself and put a box of saltines on the counter.
“Card works,” he said, and held it up so I could see. “They sent me a new one.”
He tapped it. APPROVED.
Then he opened his wallet and laid out six dollars and thirty-seven cents, one piece at a time. A five. One single. A quarter, a dime, two pennies.
“I don’t need that,” I said.
“I know you don’t,” he said. “How’s your file?”
“One thing in it.”
He nodded like that was about what he’d figured.
“She’s back at school,” he said. “She wanted to know if the lady with the ice still worked here. I told her I’d go look.”
He tucked the saltines under his arm, and I got the coins up off the counter and put them in my back pocket, with my card.
Then I logged out of register two and walked him out to his truck.
If you’ve ever covered somebody’s short at a register in the middle of the night, send this to the person you’d want working the counter when it’s your turn.
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