My boss told a seven-year-old to get her wagon off his floor or he’d call the county on her mother, and there were two newborns lying in that wagon under a beach towel. Then she said her mother’s name. Duane knew it. Three days earlier he’d sent that woman out of his pharmacy $41 short on her insulin.
It was a Thursday, ten past four, the dead hour before school lets out.
I was counting amoxicillin by fives when the door chime went and something rattled over the tile.
A red garden wagon.
The back left wheel wobbled every time it turned.
The one pulling it came up to about my hip. Purple rain jacket zipped to the chin, sneakers soaked dark to the laces, hair in a braid somebody had done days ago.
She parked it beside the blood pressure machine like she’d done it before and lifted one corner of the towel to check.
Two faces, red and creased, no bigger than my fist.
One of them made a thin noise like a hinge. The other one made nothing.
Cynthia Oakes was third in line with her husband’s heart pills. She set her purse on the floor without looking where it landed.
“Honey,” Cynthia said. “Where’s your grown-up?”
No answer. She walked past the whole line, climbed onto the foot rail under the counter so her chin cleared it, and set down a plastic peanut butter jar.
Full of change.
A couple of bills were rolled up and jammed down the side.
“I need Mama’s medicine,” she said. “The kind that goes in the fridge.”
Duane came out of the back with his readers pushed up on his head.
Sixty years old. Thirty-one of them behind that counter. Half the men in Tullahoma had played Little League for him.
He looked at the wagon. Then at the muddy line it had dragged from the door to the scale.
“Whose are those?”
“Mine. They’re my brothers.”
“Okay, well, you can’t have that in my store, sweetheart. Take it back out on the sidewalk and somebody’ll get your mom on the phone.”
“She doesn’t answer.”
“Then somebody’s calling the county on her,” Duane said. “That’s what happens when a mother lets a seven-year-old haul two newborns around town in a WAGON.”
Nobody in line said a word.
Cynthia picked her purse back up and held it in both arms like it might get away from her.
I came around the end of the counter and got down on one knee on the wet tile. My knee filed a complaint about it right away.
“What’s your name?”
“Anika.”
“Anika, what’s going on with Mama?”
She took it seriously. Like a question on a spelling test.
“She lay down on the couch after cartoons yesterday. She won’t get up now. I put the cold rag on her and I did the boys’ bottles, but there’s one bottle left.”
“Did she tell you anything before she lay down?”
“Her head hurt. She was really thirsty. She drank all the juice, even mine.”
Then she unscrewed the lid herself and tipped the jar over.
Quarters. Dimes. Pennies. An arcade token. Two fives and a single, damp and soft as tissue.
“Mama said she only needs forty-one more dollars and the man gives it to her,” Anika said. “I counted twice. It’s forty-three and something.”
Duane’s hand stopped on its way to the lid.
“What’s Mama’s name, Anika?”
“Gabriella Bacani.”
I’d been off Monday. The name meant nothing to me.
But I knew Duane’s face, and it went the color of the counter.
I got up and typed it in.
Monday, 5:52 p.m. Insulin, two pens. Coverage rejected. PT SHORT. NOT FILLED. D.H.
Forty-one dollars.
I swung the monitor around on its arm so he’d have to read it.
“You sent her home,” I said.
“Her coverage lapsed, Harriet. I’m a pharmacy, not a church. You know how many of these walk in here a week?”
“With three-week-old twins on her hip?”
“Told me Friday. With the rest.”
I pointed at the coins. At the braid. At the sneakers.
“SHE CAME BACK WITH IT, DUANE. SHE’S SEVEN.”
Cynthia was already on her phone with dispatch, reading our street address off a prescription bag.
Raymond Gentry had been gassing up his cruiser next door, and he was through our door in under four minutes, still holding his receipt.
He went to the wagon first. Then down on his heels, level with Anika.
“Where’s home, bud?”
No house number. But she had the way.
“Past the feed store. Past the dog on the chain who’s nice. Then the trailer with the blue tarp on top, and ours is the yellow one with the swing that’s broke.”
“How far is that?”
She shrugged. “It took the whole two shows.”
Raymond got on his radio and said a mile and a half, maybe two, the shoulder of 41A, and the word ambulance twice.
Then he asked Anika if she’d ride with him and point.
She looked at the wagon. Her hand went to the handle and closed.
“I’ll stay with them,” Cynthia said. “Right here. Nobody takes them anywhere you can’t find them.”
Anika studied her for a long time.
“The one in the green hat doesn’t cry,” she said. “You have to check him.”
“I’ll check him.”
She let go of the handle one finger at a time.
At the door Raymond stopped and looked back at the counter.
At the coins. At the monitor I’d turned around.
“Somebody here talk to this lady Monday?”
Every head in that store turned toward Duane.
Duane put the lid back on the empty jar and screwed it down tight.
“I’d like to make a phone call first,” he said.
Line two
Raymond didn’t argue with him. He had a seven-year-old by the hand and a woman on a couch two miles off.
“Make it,” Raymond said. “I’ll be back for it.”
The door chime went and they were gone.
Duane picked up the counter phone, the beige one with the long cord, and punched line two. He didn’t go in the back to do it. I don’t think he could feel his legs well enough to walk that far.
“Aidan. It’s Dad.”
A pause.
“No, I’m fine. I need you to come down to the store. Now. Don’t call your mother’s sister, don’t call anybody. Just come.”
Aidan was his son. Aidan was also the only lawyer in the family, and he did the closings on half the houses sold in Coffee County.
Duane hung up and looked at the line of customers like he’d forgotten they were people.
“We’re closed for twenty minutes,” he said. “Harriet, flip the sign.”
I didn’t flip the sign.
I got a white prescription bag off the stack and swept Anika’s money into it with the side of my hand. Quarters, the token, the two soft fives. I folded the top over twice and stapled it, and wrote BACANI on it in marker, and put it in my smock pocket.
Cynthia had both babies out of the wagon by then, one in each arm, rocking from the hip the way you never forget how to do. The one in the green hat had his eyes open. He was looking at the ceiling tiles.
“He’s breathing,” she said to me. “He’s just quiet.”
Duane walked past all of it into the back.
A second later the laser printer by the narcotics safe woke up and started to warm.
Nobody had sent it anything from out front.
Eva’s jar
You have to understand what that store looked like from the sidewalk.
On the counter, right by the register, there was a gallon pickle jar with a hand-lettered label taped to the front. EVA HOLLISTER CARE FUND. And under that, smaller: Nobody leaves this counter short.
Eva was Duane’s wife. She died in 2016 of something in her pancreas that took four months, and that fall he set the jar out. People put their change in it. Kids put in their birthday money. The paper ran a story with a picture of Duane holding the jar, and he had that article framed and hung over the blood pressure machine, so the first thing you read while your cuff was squeezing was what a good man ran this place.
I’m not going to pretend I didn’t believe it. I did. I’d seen him pull a twenty out of that jar for a man he coached in 1994 and wave him off at the register like it was nothing.
What I hadn’t paid attention to was who else got the jar.
There was a binder under the register for that. Duane’s rule, from the year he started the fund. If anyone left without their medicine because of money, the system printed a refusal form, and they signed it, and it said in a checkbox that they’d been offered help from the Care Fund and declined. Patient declined fund assistance. Signature. Date. Initials of the pharmacist.
“That’s my liability,” he told me my first week. “Every one of those, in the binder. Every one.”
I’d filed maybe four hundred of them in nine years. I’d never once thought about how many people declined free money.
The other thing in that store that matters is the cameras.
We got broken into in March of 2021, somebody after the safe, and afterward Duane put in two cameras: one over the front counter, one over the safe in the back. The recorder sat on a shelf under the fax machine. It kept thirty days. Duane couldn’t work it. When the power blinked it asked for a password, and I was the one who reset it, so I was the one who’d written the password on a yellow sticky note and stuck it on the underside of the shelf.
Six numbers. My granddaughter’s birthday.
Lauren came back from her break about then with a fountain drink. She’s twenty-four, the other tech, and Duane’s goddaughter, and she walked straight into the middle of it with her straw in her mouth.
“What happened to the line?”
Before I could answer, a silver car pulled in crooked across two spaces out front.
Aidan Hollister came through the door in his work shirt, no tie, holding his keys.
He didn’t look at the twins. He looked at me.
“Harriet. Don’t talk to anybody until I’ve seen Monday’s refusal form.”
The binder
The ambulance for the babies got there before the one at the yellow house was done, and two paramedics knelt on the tile and took the boys from Cynthia like they were handing off groceries. Small oxygen mask on the quiet one. A lot of fast talking I didn’t follow.
“I’m going with them,” Cynthia said.
“Ma’am, you can follow us.”
“Then I’ll follow you.”
She looked at me on her way out the door with her purse under her arm, and she said, “That girl is going to ask me where they are and I’m going to know.” And she went.
The wagon stayed. Parked by the blood pressure machine with the beach towel half off it and a bottle in the bed with one inch of formula left.
Aidan was behind the counter with his father by then, and the two of them stood at the back computer with their heads close. I could hear Duane’s voice and not his words.
I did the thing I knew how to do. I called the hospital in Tullahoma and asked for the emergency department, so I could tell somebody what the woman coming in was probably running on, which was three days of no insulin and a lot of juice.
Aidan reached over my shoulder and pushed the switch hook down.
“You can’t do that.”
“She’s a diabetic and she’s been out of insulin since Monday.”
“And you’re a technician, and that’s protected health information, and this store’s in enough trouble without you calling it in from the store phone.” He said it in an even, reasonable voice, like a man at a closing reading the paragraph about the septic tank. “The ambulance crew will check her sugar. That’s their job. Your job right now is to not make anything worse.”
Lauren was leaning on the counter by the register with her drink.
“He’s right, Harriet,” she said. “You can’t just call people.”
I let go of the phone.
Then I got down on my bad knee and pulled the refusal binder out from under the register, because if Duane had nothing to hide, it was going to be in there, in order, with Gabriella Bacani’s name on it.
I turned to the tabs for that week.
Monday 9:14 a.m. A man with a blood thinner. Monday 2:30. A woman with her inhaler. Monday 5:10, a teenager’s acne cream, signed by his mother in big loopy letters.
Then Tuesday, 9:02 a.m.
I went back. I went forward. I took the rings open and looked to see if a page had slipped behind the others.
Monday at 5:52 wasn’t in it.
The counter phone again
The phone rang at 4:46, line one, and I got to it before Lauren did.
“Harriet? It’s Raymond Gentry.”
I could hear a siren behind him and something that was probably Anika asking a question.
“She’s alive,” he said. “I want you to know that first. She was breathing when we got there. They’re working on her in the truck. Somebody said her sugar meter just said HI on it, no number. The paramedic said another day, I don’t know.”
I had to put my hand flat on the counter.
“The little girl?”
“She’s in my front seat with my hat on. She’s asking about the one in the green hat.”
“They took the boys. Cynthia Oakes is following them.”
“Good. Good.” He breathed out. “I’m coming back to the store after I get her settled with somebody. I want to talk to Duane. And I want whatever paper you all have from Monday. Don’t let anybody leave.”
He hung up.
When I turned around, Aidan was standing at the end of the counter, holding a sheet of paper.
It was still warm. I could tell by how it curled.
He set it down on the counter by my elbow and smoothed it with two fingers. The refusal form. Gabriella Bacani. Insulin, two pens, $41.00 patient responsibility. And the box, checked in blue ink: Patient offered assistance from the Eva Hollister Care Fund and declined.
A signature on the line. G. Bacani, in a slanted hand.
Pharmacist initials: D.H.
“It got misfiled,” Aidan said. “Dad keeps the late ones in the back. She was offered the fund. She said no. People say no, Harriet, they’ve got their pride. It’s sad, and it’s on her, and it’s on her insurance. It isn’t on this store.”
Duane was standing behind him with his arms folded. He’d gotten his color back.
“Thirty-one years,” Duane said. “You think I’d let a woman with two babies walk out of here if she’d let me help her? Everybody in this town knows me.”
Lauren didn’t say anything. She’d put her drink down.
“She declined it,” Aidan said. “It’s right there in her own hand.”
I looked at the form.
Then why did her daughter walk two miles with forty-three dollars in a peanut butter jar?
Six numbers under the shelf
“Go home, Harriet,” Duane said. “Clock out. We’ll talk tomorrow.”
“Raymond said nobody leaves.”
“Then go sit in the back.”
So I did. I went in the back where my purse was, and I sat on the step stool by the fax machine, and nobody followed me, because to Duane I was a woman with a bad knee getting her purse.
I reached under the shelf and the sticky note was still there.
The recorder had a little monitor about the size of a paperback. I put in my granddaughter’s birthday and it let me in.
Front counter camera. Monday. I rolled it to 5:50 p.m. and let it play.
There’s no sound on those cameras. I want to be honest about that. I don’t know a single thing anybody said.
Gabriella comes in carrying a car seat with both babies in it, the double kind, on her hip like Duane said, and Anika is holding on to the back of her shirt. Gabriella is small. Her hair is up. She puts a hand on the counter like she needs it there.
Duane is at the register. He shows her something on the screen. She shakes her head. She opens her wallet and turns it upside down and some bills come out and she pushes them across.
Then she points.
Not at him. At the jar. Eva’s jar, right there by the register, half full.
She points at it twice.
Duane looks at the jar. He picks it up with both hands, the whole gallon of it, and sets it down on the floor behind the counter where she can’t see it anymore. Then he slides her bills back to her.
She stands there a while. Anika has her face in her mother’s shirt.
Gabriella picks up the car seat and walks out. She never touches a pen. Nobody slides her anything to sign.
5:55 p.m. Duane brings the jar back up and sets it where it was.
I sat on that step stool and I couldn’t feel my hands.
Then I switched to the camera over the safe and rolled it to today.
4:31 p.m. The printer by the safe. Lauren takes a sheet off it and hands it to Duane. Duane bends over the counting tray with a blue pen and writes on it, first in one place, then he stops and looks at something on his phone, then writes on a line near the bottom, slow, the way you’d copy a word in a language you don’t know.
Lauren is standing there. She’s watching him do it. She has her drink in her hand.
In the drawer under the recorder there was a USB stick we used for the software updates.
I put it in the slot and found the button that said EXPORT.
The monitor arm
Raymond came back at 5:20 without Anika. He’d left her at the hospital with a social worker and his hat.
“Okay,” he said, and took his notebook out. “Monday.”
Duane started talking before anybody else could.
“Officer, I’m going to make this easy for you. That young woman came in Monday, her coverage was cancelled, she was short forty-one dollars. I offered her help from my late wife’s fund. She declined. She signed for it. My son has the form. I’ve been doing this thirty-one years and I have never once let anybody leave short who’d take the help.”
Aidan put the form on the counter for Raymond. He didn’t say anything.
“Harriet’s upset,” Duane said. “We’re all upset. But Harriet wasn’t here Monday.”
I had carried the little recorder monitor out from the back on its cord as far as it would go, which was only to the end of the pharmacy counter. So I did what I’d done at four o’clock. I swung the big monitor around on its arm, and I plugged the stick in the front, and I played Monday at 5:50.
Nobody said anything for three minutes.
The jar going down on the floor. Gabriella pointing. Gabriella leaving with nothing in her hands but that car seat.
“That doesn’t show what she said to me,” Duane said. “There’s no sound. She could have said anything. She could have said she didn’t want charity. That’s what she said, as a matter of fact, she said she didn’t want charity, and I moved the jar so she wouldn’t feel bad looking at it. That’s what that is.”
I played 4:31 today.
The printer. Lauren’s hand. The blue pen. The phone. The slow line near the bottom.
“That’s me signing my initials,” Duane said. “I sign forms all day. That’s my job. Aidan, tell him. That’s a pharmacist signing his own initials on a form that was misfiled, which is not a crime in the state of Tennessee. You don’t know what’s on that paper from that far away. Nobody does.”
Aidan was looking at the form on the counter. He picked it up and held it next to the monitor, at the line near the bottom, where the slanted G was.
“Dad,” he said.
“I’m not done.”
“Dad, where did you get her signature from?”
“She signed it.”
“She was never handed a pen.”
Duane turned to Lauren. “Lauren was standing right there. She’ll tell you. Lauren, tell them she signed it Monday and it got put in the back.”
Lauren had her drink in both hands. She was looking at the screen, at herself on it, standing next to him.
“He had me look her up,” she said. “There’s a copy of her driver’s license in the system from when she was pregnant. He had it up on his phone.”
“Lauren.”
“You said she’d never know the difference.” She set the drink down and it tipped and rolled and nobody picked it up. “You said she’d never come back in here.”
Raymond wrote for a long time.
Then he put his palm out to me and I gave him the stick.
Aidan put the form face down on the counter. He didn’t look at his father. He got his keys out of his pocket and said, “I’m not your lawyer on this,” and he went and stood outside by his car.
Duane looked at me across the counter. Not at Raymond.
“Nine years,” he said. “I gave you that job when you were fifty-three and nobody else would. Get your purse. You’re done here. Don’t you ever come back in this store.”
I took my name tag off.
I set it on the lid of Eva’s jar.
The yellow house
It was the Saturday after Thanksgiving before I went out there.
I don’t work at a counter now. Duane has a lawyer from Nashville, and the board in Nashville has his license under a word I had to look up, and he’s still opening the store every morning with his readers up on his head. The jar is gone off the counter. Somebody told me that, I didn’t go in. I’ve put in at two chain stores in Manchester, and the one that called back wants weekends.
The trailer with the blue tarp on top. The dog on the chain, who is nice.
The swing is still broke.
Gabriella came to the door in a sweatshirt. She looked like a woman who’d been in the hospital eleven days, which she had. Behind her on the refrigerator was a magnet from the county clinic and a sheet of paper with times written on it in a slanted hand.
“You’re Harriet,” she said. “Anika said you’d have a smock.”
“I don’t have the smock anymore.”
The wagon was in the yard by the steps, and both boys were in it on a quilt, in the sun, with Anika sitting beside it like a lifeguard.
I took the prescription bag out of my coat, folded twice, stapled, BACANI on the front in marker, and handed it to her.
Anika tore the staple out with her teeth and dumped it on the porch step and started counting it by fives, the quarters first, the way I’d have done it. The arcade token she put in her jacket pocket.
“Forty-three and sixty,” she said.
I’d brought a cotter pin and a washer from the hardware store in my coat pocket. I got down on my bad knee in their yard and turned the wagon on its side, careful, with Gabriella holding the boys, and took out the bent pin on the back left wheel and put the new one in and spread the ends with my thumb.
Gabriella set the boys back on the quilt.
Anika picked up the handle and pulled the wagon down the dirt drive to the mailbox and back, and the one in the green hat cried the whole way.
If you’ve ever stood at a counter a few dollars short, send this to somebody who works behind one.
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