Thirteen years ago, I adopted my late husband’s secret twin daughters after his fatal car crash revealed his double life. I gave them everything, but at sixteen, they locked me out of my home. One week later, I discovered the shocking reason for their actions.
The morning Andrew died began ordinarily. The sun had just begun to brighten my window, casting a warm glow that made even my worn countertops appear almost magical. It was the last peaceful moment I’d experience for quite a while.
The phone rang, and I hesitated. Who calls at 7:30 in the morning? Yet, something urged me to pick up.
“Is this Ruth?” A man’s voice, formal, hesitant.
“Speaking.” I took another sip of my coffee, watching the steam rise and swirl.
“Ma’am, I’m Officer Matthews from the Police Department. I regret to inform you that your husband was in an accident this morning. He did not survive.”
The mug slipped from my hand, shattering on the floor. Coffee splashed across my feet, but I barely registered it. “What? No, that can’t be… not my Andrew!”
“Ma’am…” The officer’s voice softened. “There’s more. There was another woman in the car who also died… and two surviving daughters. Records confirm they’re Andrew’s children.”
I slid down the cabinet, the coffee soaking into my robe unnoticed. The room spun as ten years of marriage crumbled around me. “Children?”
“Twin girls, ma’am. They’re three years old.”
Three years–three years of deceit, business trips, and late meetings. Another family coexisted parallel to mine, hidden from view. During our struggles with infertility and heartache from miscarriages, Andrew lived a whole other life.
“Ma’am? Are you still there?”
“Yes,” I whispered, though unsure. “What happens to them now?”
“Their mother had no relatives. They’re in emergency foster care until—”
I hung up, unable to hear more.
The funeral was a blur of black clothes and pitying glances. I stood there like a statue, accepting condolences from those unsure whether to view me as a widow or a scorned woman.
Then I saw the two tiny figures in matching black dresses, holding hands so tightly their knuckles were white. My husband’s secret daughters.
One sucked her thumb, the other picked at her dress hem. They seemed so lost and alone. Despite Andrew’s betrayal, my heart went out to them.
“Those poor things,” whispered my mother beside me. “Their foster family couldn’t attend today. Can you imagine? No one here for them but the social worker.”
Watching one twin stumble and her sister catch her–like two halves of the same whole–something inside me broke.
“I’ll take them,” I heard myself say.
Mom turned to me, shocked.
“Ruth, honey, are you serious? After what he did?”
“Look at them, Mom. They’re innocent and alone.”
“But—”
“I couldn’t have children. Maybe… maybe this is why.”
The adoption process was complex, filled with questions and skepticism. Why adopt my cheating husband’s secret children? Was I mentally stable? Was this revenge?
But I persevered, and eventually, Carrie and Dana were mine.
The early years were filled with healing and heartache. The girls were sweet but wary, seemingly waiting for a change of heart. I’d hear them whispering about “when she sends us away,” breaking my heart each time.
“Mac and cheese again?” Dana wrinkled her nose one night.
“It’s what we can afford, sweetie,” I replied cheerfully. “But look, extra cheese just like you like it.”
Carrie, always sensitive, caught something in my tone. “Mac and cheese is my favorite,” she declared, even though it wasn’t.
At ten, I knew it was time to tell them the truth. My rehearsed words faltered as I faced their innocent faces.
“Girls,” I started, trembling. “There’s something about your father and your adoption that you need to know.”
They sat cross-legged, their attention fixed on me.
I revealed every detail of Andrew’s life, their birth mother, and that terrible call. I confessed how my heart broke seeing them at the funeral and knowing we were meant to be.
The ensuing silence was leaden. Dana paled, her freckles stark against her skin. Carrie’s lip quivered.
“So… Dad was a liar?” Dana’s voice wavered. “He cheated on you?”
“And our real mom…” Carrie hugged herself. “She died because of him?”
“It was a tragic accident, sweetheart.”
“But you…” Dana’s eyes narrowed, bitterness creeping in. “You just took us? Like some consolation prize?”
“No, I took you because—”
“Because you felt sorry for us?” Carrie interjected, tears flowing. “Because you couldn’t have your own kids?”
“I loved you from first sight,” I reached out, but they recoiled. “Not a consolation prize. A gift.”
“Liar!” Dana shouted, leaping off the bed. “Everyone’s a liar! Come on, Carrie!”
They dashed to their room, slamming the door and locking it. Their muffled cries and whispers pierced my heart.
The years that followed were a rollercoaster. We had good times–shopping excursions, movie nights in a bundle on the couch. Yet, when tempers flared, the emotional daggers struck deep.
“Maybe she’d still be alive if not for you!”
But I endured their teenage tempests, hopeful for the day they’d grasp the truth. Until the awful day after their sixteenth birthday.
Returning home from work, I found my key ineffective in the lock. A note was taped to the door.
“We’re adults now. We need our own space. Go live with your mom!” it declared.
My suitcase lay at the door, a coffin for shattered hopes. I heard noise inside but received no reply to my pleads or knocks. An hour passed before I retreated to my car.
Back at Mom’s, I paced like a caged lion.
“They’re acting out,” she suggested, observing my stride. “Testing your love.”
“But what if this is it? What if they’ve decided I’m just the woman who pitied them?”
“Ruth, stop right there.” Mom held my shoulders gently.
“You’ve been their mother in every sense for thirteen years. Yes, they’re hurting, angry over circumstances neither of you control. But they love you.”
“How can you be sure?”
“They’re acting like you did at sixteen. Remember running to Aunt Sarah’s?”
I did. Over something trivial, I fled and lasted three days before homesickness drew me back.
After five more weary days, they called.
“Mom?” Carrie’s voice was soft, reminiscent of her childhood nights during storms. “Can you come home? Please?”
I drove back, heart pounding. My house was transformed. Fresh paint, gleaming floors.
“Surprise!” The girls emerged, beaming as in their younger years.
“We’ve planned this for months,” Dana said excitedly. “Working, babysitting, saving.”
“Sorry for the note,” Carrie sheepishly added. “It was to keep our project secret.”
Their renovated nursery now stood as a graceful home office, pale lavender walls and a picture of us on adoption day–eyes teary with joy.
“You gave us a family, Mom,” Carrie whispered, eyes brimming. “Despite everything, though it hurt, you chose us and became the best mom.”
I embraced my daughters, inhaling their familiar scent, feeling their hearts pound gently against me.
“You’re the greatest gifts.” I clung to them, overwhelmed. “You’ve been my reason to keep going. I love you endlessly.”
“But we know, Mom,” Dana assured quietly, voice muffled by my shoulder. “We’ve always known.”