My mother-in-law slapped me across the face while I was flat in a hospital bed with a cracked pelvis, because I wouldn’t sign away my family’s $1,730,000 farm. “You’ll sign it left-handed if I have to hold the pen,” she said. She had no idea who was asleep behind the curtain.
That farm is 186 acres my great-grandfather cleared with a mule and a crosscut saw, and my father still lives in the white house at the top of the lane.
My husband and I have lived in the little brick one at the bottom for fourteen years.
It was my fourth day in Altoona.
I’d gone through the loft floor in the hay barn on a Sunday morning, reaching for a cat that didn’t need me.
Twelve feet onto concrete.
The surgeon put two screws in my hip and said I wouldn’t put weight on that leg for nine weeks.
Dad drove in every morning at five and slept in the recliner by the window until the shift change.
That morning he’d pulled the curtain halfway around himself so his snoring wouldn’t keep me up.
At ten past nine, Marlene walked in without knocking.
Darren was behind her with a manila envelope, looking at the floor.
“Well, you look better,” Marlene said.
She didn’t sit down. She set her purse on my tray table, right on top of the lime Jell-O I’d been saving.
“Darren has something for you to sign, and then we’ll let you rest.”
I looked at my husband.
He held the envelope out to me like it was hot.
Inside was a purchase agreement from a solar company. Our farm. All of it.
$1,730,000, closing in thirty days.
Darren’s signature was already on page six, in blue ink.
A yellow sticky tab marked the line where mine was supposed to go.
“When did you do this?” I said.
“It’s been in the works,” Marlene said. “Since spring.”
Since spring.
I’d been planting soybeans since spring.
“Darren,” I said. “Look at me.”
He looked at the TV instead. A man on mute was folding egg whites into something in a copper bowl.
“Audrey, honey, be practical,” Marlene said. “You’re going to be in a wheelchair till Christmas. Who’s going to work that ground? Your father? He’s seventy-one and he looks ninety.”
“It’s not yours to sell.”
“It’s my son’s farm too. Fourteen years he’s broken his back on it.”
Darren drives a feed truck. On the farm he mows the yard.
“He doesn’t own one fence post out there,” I said.
Marlene’s mouth went thin.
She took a pen out of her purse and clicked it twice.
“The buyer’s man is down in the parking garage. Phil Zimmerman. He drove three hours this morning, and he is not driving back with NOTHING.”
“Then he can have lunch first.”
That’s when she leaned down over the bed rail.
She smelled like the inside of her Buick. Vanilla and menthols.
“Listen to me, you stubborn little bitch,” she said. “You’ll sign it left-handed if I have to hold the pen.”
“NO.”
She hit me.
Open hand, hard, across my left cheek.
My head went sideways into the pillow and the IV line yanked at the back of my hand, and the pump on the pole started beeping.
I couldn’t roll away from her. I couldn’t even lift my hips off the mattress.
Darren said, “Mom.”
Just that. Like she’d knocked over a glass of tea.
She pulled her hand back again.
The recliner creaked.
Dad came around that curtain in his sock feet.
He isn’t a big man anymore. Two winters of chemo took forty pounds off him, and his flannel shirt hangs on him like it’s still on the hanger.
But he put himself between my bed and Marlene Schaefer, and he laid one hand flat on the rail.
“Roy,” she said. “I didn’t know you were here.”
“I gathered that.”
Darren backed up a step toward the door.
“This is between me and my daughter-in-law,” Marlene said.
“No, ma’am,” Dad said. “You made it between you and me about ten seconds ago.”
The day nurse, Gloria Beasley, was in the doorway by then, one hand on the frame, looking at the pump and then at my face.
“Everything all right in here?” she said.
Nobody answered her.
Marlene pointed the pen at my father’s chest.
“She CAN’T even stand up, Roy. Somebody has to make the decisions for that place.”
“Somebody does,” Dad said.
“Darren is her HUSBAND. What’s hers is his. I looked it up.”
Dad didn’t take his hand off the rail.
He turned his head, slow, and looked at my husband over his shoulder.
“Son,” he said. “Did you tell your mother whose name is on that deed?”
Darren’s face went red from the collar up.
“Did you TELL HER?”
“I figured it was both of ours,” Darren said. “After you got sick. I figured you’d have signed it over by now.”
Marlene turned on him.
“You said it was in both your names.”
“I said I thought.”
She stood there with the pen in her fist and her purse squashing my Jell-O, and she did the math right there over my bed.
Then she tried to step around my father.
He moved with her. Sock feet on the tile, quiet as anything.
“Marlene,” he said. “YOU DO NOT TOUCH HER AGAIN.”
Gloria came all the way into the room.
Marlene laughed, one short breath through her nose.
“You’re a sick old man in a recliner, Roy. You don’t get a vote.”
My cheek was hot. My ear was ringing on the left side.
My bag was on the windowsill behind Dad, where he’d hung it that first night.
“Dad,” I said. “The green folder. Side pocket.”
He didn’t look away from her.
He reached back, found the zipper by feel, and slid the folder out with two fingers.
Darren saw the color of it and sat down on the end of my bed.
Dad held it out across the rail.
Marlene took it with the fingers she’d hit me with.
The county’s raised seal
She opened it standing up and read the first page the way she reads a menu, with her lips moving.
Then her lips stopped.
It was a deed. A certified copy, the recorder’s stamp across the top and the county’s seal pressed into the corner so you could feel it with a thumb. Grantor, Roy Hutchins. Grantee, Audrey Hutchins Schaefer. Mine. Not Darren’s, not both of ours. Recorded two Februaries ago.
186 acres, more or less, and both houses.
She turned the page like the back of it might say something else. It didn’t. Gloria stepped to the pole and silenced the pump, and the room went so quiet I could hear the cooler humming in the hall.
Darren’s mattress dipped by my foot. I felt it in the screws.
Marlene read the first page again. Then she looked up, and not at me.
“February,” she said. “Darren. Where were you in February?”
Tuesdays, with the heater on
Two winters ago, Dad had chemo every third Tuesday in town, and for three days after, his hands shook so bad he couldn’t hold a fork.
He couldn’t drive. I had the books and the spring seed order. So Darren drove him, in the feed truck, because it was his one free morning in the week and the truck had a heater that worked.
That’s how I remember February. Darren in the driveway at six with the engine running, Dad climbing up into the cab in two coats.
One Tuesday Dad came back with a different folder than he’d left with. He set it on my kitchen table, the green one, and said, “Your name’s on the farm now. Just yours.”
I asked him why not both of us.
“Because Marlene counts acres the way other women count grandchildren,” he said. “And I want one person in this family who can say no.”
I didn’t argue. He’d just come off the needle. I put the copy in a drawer and forgot it.
I’d like to say I knew then. I knew Marlene.
For fourteen years she’d been the woman with the casseroles. The front pew, the Buick washed every Saturday, a card with a five-dollar bill in it for every birthday in the county. She told people at church she “treated Audrey like her own,” and she meant it the way you mean it about a car. At our wedding she took my hand in the receiving line and said, “What’s Darren’s is the family’s now,” and I laughed, because everybody did.
Darren never took her side out loud. He never took mine either. He’d look at the TV.
In March a letter came from a solar company, a nice letter on heavy paper. They wanted the whole farm and they’d pay for it. I read it at the table and told Darren I wasn’t selling a fence post, and he said, “Fine.”
Fine.
I put the letter in the woodstove, planted the first eighty acres of soybeans in May, and in April, before any of that, the county office had asked me for proof that the ground was mine for the crop program. I’d copied the deed out of the drawer and zipped it into the side pocket of my bag, because it was easier than finding it twice.
It was still in there on the Sunday I went through the loft.
Marlene was still holding it now. She hadn’t looked up from the third line.
“It’s a copy,” she said. “A copy doesn’t mean anything.”
“It’s certified,” Dad said. “The original’s in the courthouse. Same words.”
“Then somebody tricked you, Roy.”
“Nobody tricked me. I signed it with a notary and a witness, and I read every line.”
She pressed the page flat with her thumb, over the seal.
Page six
“A husband’s name goes on everything after fourteen years,” Marlene said. “That’s the law. I looked it up.”
“Then you looked it up wrong,” Dad said.
“I’m not leaving this room with a folder.”
“Nobody asked you to.”
She turned to Gloria like Gloria was someone who could fix it. “This is a family matter. We’d like some privacy.”
“Mrs. Schaefer,” Gloria said. “You hit a patient. I watched you do it, and I’m going to call security and write down the time.”
“You’ll do no such thing.”
“Ten-fourteen,” Gloria said. She had a pen of her own, behind her ear. She took it down and wrote on the back of her hand.
Marlene went to the tray table and got the agreement out from under her purse. She turned it to page six and held it up to Dad’s face, like it was the thing in the room that was on her side.
“Darren signed this as the owner. Right here. ‘Seller.’ You see that? There’s a line that says he’s the sole owner of the property, and a company took his word, and a company that size does not take it back.”
I couldn’t read it from the bed. I didn’t need to. Darren’s blue ink. A line I never got to see, in a paper I never got to read.
“Then he lied on it,” I said.
Nobody said anything.
“They wired the earnest money Friday,” Marlene said. “Eighty-six thousand five hundred dollars. It’s in my account. Darren doesn’t have an account.”
My husband had said fine, in March. He’d said it with his eyes on a TV, and then he’d gone to his mother.
“Darren,” I said. “Go down to the garage. Tell Phil Zimmerman it’s not for sale.”
He didn’t move.
“Audrey,” he said. “The money’s already.”
“Already what?”
“Eleven thousand of it’s on Mom’s roof,” he said.
“The shingles are on, Audrey,” Marlene said. “You can see them from the road.”
What he held while Dad got his gloves
Dad sat down in the recliner. It was the first time he’d moved off his feet since he came around the curtain, and I saw his hand shake when he let go of the rail.
“Marlene,” he said. “I’m going to tell you a thing, and then I’m going to ask your son a question.”
“I don’t want to hear it.”
“You said he thought it was in both names. He said it too. ‘I figured.'” Dad’s voice stayed level. “That February, the day I signed it, Darren drove me to the courthouse. Do you know where he sat?”
Marlene didn’t answer.
“He sat in the truck with the heater on. He came in when I was done, because I’d left my gloves on the seat and my hands were bad. I handed him that deed to hold while I put them on. Four pages. He read every one of them standing at the recorder’s counter, with a woman waiting behind him with a tax form.”
I looked at my husband.
He was looking at his boots. Not the TV. His boots. There wasn’t anything else left in the room to look at.
“Darren,” Dad said. “Which name was on it?”
“Dad.”
“Say it.”
“Audrey’s,” Darren said.
Marlene’s pen hand came down slowly. It stopped about the level of her hip.
“You told me both,” she said.
“Mom.”
“You sat at my table in April with a letter from that company and told me it was both. I wrote the number on the back of an envelope for you. You said she’d sign if she was laid up. You said she wouldn’t say no with her leg like that.”
I hadn’t known I could feel colder than I already did.
“You stood there,” Marlene said. “I put my hand on her face and you stood there.”
Two clicks
Marlene did most of the talking from there, because Darren didn’t, and because I couldn’t have said anything that would have fit in the room.
She started at Darren and she ran out of him in about a minute. Then she turned the whole of it on me. She was upset. She was a mother, and mothers get upset. She hadn’t slept in a week, thinking about all that ground and nobody to work it. “Honey,” she said, “I’d never have raised my hand if you hadn’t pushed. You know I’d never.” She said it twice. Then she said families don’t call security on each other, and she said it again to Gloria, who’d written something on the back of her other hand now.
I said nothing. Dad said nothing. The pen clicked in her fist, twice, three times.
“Fine,” Marlene said. “Fine. I’ll forget it happened. We’ll all forget it. But I need that money covered, Audrey. The buyer wires back what he sent, and I don’t have it. There’s a roof on my house. You’ve got a farm worth one point seven million dollars. You can lend your family eighty-six thousand dollars for a month.”
She said it with the face she’d used on the casseroles.
That was the part I’d have told you couldn’t happen. Not the slap. She’d hit me for the money, and she was still asking me for it.
“Gloria,” I said. “Would you call security?”
“Already did,” Gloria said. “They’re on the elevator.”
Marlene’s face changed. It didn’t crumple. It went flat, like a door closing, and everything she’d been, the pew and the cards and the Buick, went behind it.
“You were never one of us,” she said. “I told Darren that the day he brought you home.”
She picked up her purse. It came off my tray table with a lime-green ring on the plastic and a squashed cup of Jell-O stuck to the bottom, and she didn’t look at either. She left the folder on the rail where she’d dropped it. The agreement went with her for four steps, and then she threw it on the floor, and she walked out of the room on her own legs before the elevator opened.
Darren stood up from the end of my bed.
“Audrey,” he said.
“Pick up page six,” I said.
He did. I held out my hand and he put it in it, the staple still holding, his blue ink dried flat and a little shiny.
“Take the car keys out of your pocket and go find Phil Zimmerman,” I said. “Tell him the owner isn’t selling. Tell him you signed a paper that said you were the owner, and see what his lawyer does with that. Then don’t come back up to this floor.”
“Where am I supposed to go?”
“Your mother has a spare room,” I said.
He went. I heard him in the hall, his boots on the tile, and then I heard the elevator.
Gloria wiped the lime ring off the tray table with a paper towel without being asked. Dad sat in the recliner with his socks up on the footrest, and his hand wouldn’t stop shaking, and he put it under his other arm.
“You want that report filed now,” Gloria said, “or after you eat?”
“Now,” I said.
Gray wool socks
It’s been nine weeks. I walked into the hay barn on Tuesday with a walker and a hired boy named after nobody I’ll mention, who works for what the beans pay.
The brick house at the bottom of the lane has one pair of boots on the porch now. Mine, and I can’t get them on yet.
The folder lives in Dad’s kitchen. He keeps a second certified copy in the freezer, behind the peas, because he’s a farmer and doesn’t trust paper or drawers.
There’s a cat in the barn door. Orange, with half an ear. It looks at me like it never asked for any of this.
I stopped about ten feet short, with both hands on the walker and my leg aching all the way to the screws.
Dad came up behind me in his gray wool socks and his work boots, which he says is the only way they sit right.
“Go on,” he said. “Reach for it.”
I stood still instead, and let the cat come to me.
If this one got to you, send it to somebody who has a mother-in-law that counts acres.
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