Thirty-one weeks pregnant, I got a call from a nurse saying my husband’s truck had rolled and he was alive, and the pregnant woman brought in with him said she was his wife. At the hospital his mother told me, “Honey, you were never supposed to find out like this.” She had no idea I’d been paying that woman $65,700.
The phone rang at 9:40 on a Sunday night.
I was at the kitchen table with the laptop open, running Monday’s payroll the way I had every other Sunday since my dad died.
Tucker was asleep upstairs. He’s six. The new one had been kicking at my left side for an hour like she wanted out.
“Is this Jordyn Jasinski?”
“Yes.”
“Ma’am, I’m a nurse in the emergency department in Toledo. Your husband was in a rollover on the interstate.”
I stood up so fast the chair went over behind me.
“Is he alive?”
“He’s alive. His neck, some ribs. He’s stable.”
I said thank you about four times. I was already looking for my keys.
She didn’t hang up.
“Ma’am, I have to ask you something. There was a passenger.”
“Okay.”
“She’s being checked too. She’s about five months along.” A pause. “She gave her name as Mrs. Jasinski.”
The baby kicked hard, right up under my ribs.
“What’s her first name?”
I could hear the nurse turning a page. A cough drop clicked against her teeth.
“Alyson.”
I laughed.
Once. It came out of me like a hiccup, and the line went completely quiet.
Because Alyson Khoury was on my screen. Right then. Line fourteen of the payroll I was about to approve.
After-hours dispatch, north office. $2,190 every other Friday.
There is no north office.
Six weeks before, I’d asked Wesley about her. He was eating cereal standing up at the counter.
“She takes the night calls from her house,” he said. “You want to answer furnace calls at two in the morning in your condition? Be my guest.”
So I let it go. I let a lot of things go with Wes.
At the supply house he called it his company. Anybody at the bar would have told you it was Wes Jasinski’s outfit.
The trucks said ABAD on the side. My father’s name. Vito Abad started it in 1987 with one van and a cooler of bologna sandwiches.
When Dad died he didn’t leave it to us. He left it to ME.
Every share. The building. All eleven trucks, including the one lying upside down in a ditch.
Wesley ran the crews. I signed the checks. He said “we” about the business and I never once corrected him, because what kind of wife does that.
I didn’t tell the nurse any of it.
I said, “Please don’t tell him I’m coming.”
Stephanie from next door came over in her slippers to sit with Tucker.
The payroll register was still warm in the printer tray. I shoved it in the laptop bag without thinking and took the bag with me.
He was in a bay behind a blue curtain, in a neck collar, awake.
A woman sat in the chair by the window. Younger than me. One hand on her stomach. She had on his gray work fleece, the one with my dad’s name stitched on the chest.
She saw me first.
Wesley saw me second. His whole face went the color of the sheets.
“Jordyn,” he said. “Okay. Okay. I can explain this.”
“Wes, who is that?” Alyson said.
Nobody answered her.
The curtain moved and his mother came in carrying a coffee from the vending machine.
Carmen looked at Alyson. Then at me. Then at my stomach.
She wasn’t surprised.
That’s the part I keep coming back to.
“You shouldn’t have driven out here,” she said. “Not in your condition.”
Then softer, like she was doing me a favor. “Honey, you were never supposed to find out like this.”
Like this.
So there was a way I was supposed to find out. They’d talked about it. Probably at her table.
Every Sunday dinner. Every time she asked if I was “keeping up with the books.” Every time she laughed when Wes called me his little accountant.
“How long have you known, Carmen?”
“Don’t do this here. He has broken ribs.”
“How long?”
She set the coffee down on the windowsill. “A man who builds a business like that deserves a little room to breathe.”
A man who builds a business.
I didn’t say a word. I let her think I was about to cry. That family always thought I was about to cry.
Alyson was staring at Wes. “Your WIFE? You told me you were divorced. You told me she was crazy.”
I turned to her.
“Alyson. Who signs your paychecks?”
She blinked at me. “Wes does. The north office.”
“Where’s the north office?”
Her mouth opened. Nothing came out.
I unzipped the bag and laid the register on his tray table, next to his little cup of ice chips.
“Line fourteen,” I said. “THIRTY CHECKS. SIXTY-FIVE THOUSAND SEVEN HUNDRED DOLLARS. Every one of them has MY name at the bottom.”
Carmen said, “Wesley, what is she talking about?”
He didn’t answer his mother.
He was looking at the paper. Then at me. Like a man counting how much I knew.
“Jordyn,” he said. “Not here.”
“Then where, Wes? The north office?”
Bay Nine
Alyson answered before he could.
“It’s my apartment,” she said. “On Alexis Road, over the nail place. He said the company pays half my rent because the phones are there.”
“Ally,” Wes said. “Stop talking.”
“There’s no phones,” she said. “There’s my cell. The calls come to my cell.”
Half her rent. That wasn’t on line fourteen. That was somewhere else in my books, and I didn’t know where yet.
I held my hand out to her.
“Can I see the number? The one the night calls come to.”
She looked at Wes. He had his eyes shut, like a neck collar was something you could hide inside.
She gave me the phone.
I know my dad’s after-hours number the way I know my own birthday. It’s painted on the side of every truck. It’s on a sticker on every furnace he ever put in, in half the basements in Lucas County.
The number on her screen wasn’t it.
Out in the hall the vending machine took two of my quarters and gave me nothing. I don’t know why I remember that.
“Whose number is this?” I said.
“It’s the new line,” Alyson said. “Wes said the old one was getting shut off in January.”
My Dad’s Nightstand Phone
For thirty-six years that number rang on my father’s nightstand.
A beige phone with a cord. He wouldn’t let anybody else take the night calls. He said a man with no heat at two in the morning wants to hear the owner, not some kid reading off a card.
I did the books from age fourteen, at the same kitchen table where the nurse had just found me. Dad paid me in pizza.
Wes came on as a tech in 2014. He was good with the old boilers and he was good with Dad, and by 2016 I was married to him.
Here’s a thing I knew and let go. Wes couldn’t have anything in his name. There was a repossessed Silverado in his twenties and a credit card mess he never explained. When we needed a new truck in 2015 the dealership turned him down flat, and Dad said, “Put it under Jordyn.”
Then he said it about everything. The trucks. The supply house account. The phone lines. The trackers he put under the dash of every vehicle after somebody stole a van off the lot in 2009.
I was the login for all of it. I’m still the login for everything.
Carmen used to say that was sweet. “Your father trusts you with the numbers, honey.”
At the reading of the will, when the lawyer said “to my daughter Jordyn, in its entirety,” Carmen patted my knee.
“Well,” she said. “It’s all in the family anyway.”
After Dad’s funeral, the night line went to Wes’s cell. That was Wes’s idea and it made sense. Then fourteen months ago it went to “dispatch.” That was Wes’s idea too.
Karl Watanabe stood by the coat rack at the funeral home that day. He ran Dad’s service side for twenty years before his knees quit. He took my hand in both of his.
“Your dad wrote everything down,” he said. “Every customer, every warranty. You keep that list. That list is the company.”
Eleven hundred and forty homes on a maintenance plan. Two tune-ups a year each, and most of them renew in November. That’s what eleven trucks drive around to.
In the bay, Carmen picked the register up off the tray table and folded it in half.
Then in half again, and put it in her purse.
Monday, 5:50 a.m.
I didn’t sleep. Stephanie stayed on my couch until four, in her slippers and her coat, then went home to let her dog out.
At 5:50 I opened the laptop and took line fourteen out of the payroll.
It takes two clicks. That’s what got me. Fourteen months, and it took two clicks.
Then I searched the vendor ledger for Alexis Road. NORTH OFFICE LEASE. $850 on the first of every month since last August. Wes set up the vendors himself. I’d only ever checked the total against the bank.
Then I called my dad’s number from my own cell.
It rang twice and a recording picked up. A woman’s voice, bright, a little too slow. Alyson’s voice.
“You’ve reached Jasinski Heating and Air. If this is a no-heat emergency, press one.”
I hung up and called again so I could hear it a second time.
Jasinski Heating and Air. People who’d had my father’s sticker on their furnace for twenty years were calling at night and getting my husband’s last name.
At eight I called the phone company. The woman was nice about it. She said the forwarding had been set with the account PIN in August of last year, and to change it back I’d need to come in with ID and the business papers. Five to seven business days.
At 8:40 Wes called from the hospital.
“You’re messing with the phones now?”
The phone company sends an email when anybody calls about the account. The email on the account wasn’t mine anymore.
“How are your ribs,” I said.
“Don’t touch payroll. Don’t touch the phones. Don’t touch anything till I’m out. I’m asking you nice, Jordyn.”
At ten Carmen was on my porch with a foil pan of stuffed cabbage. She came in without being asked. She always had.
She put the pan in my fridge and stood with her back against the door.
“He’s discharged Wednesday. He’ll stay with me a few days. Then he comes home.”
“Home where, Carmen.”
“Here. Where his son is. You’ll want him here when the baby comes, believe me. You can’t run trucks and a newborn.”
“I don’t run the trucks,” I said. “He does.”
She smiled at that, like I’d finally said something smart.
“That’s right,” she said. “You remember you said that.”
She let herself out, and tried the knob from outside to make sure it had locked.
Unit C on Centennial Road
That afternoon I logged into the trackers.
Dad bought the cheap kind. A little box under the dash that pings every two minutes. Nobody ever looks at them. I hadn’t since the van.
I pulled up Wes’s truck first. Sunday night: the interstate, the ditch, the dot sitting still. Before that, five hours parked on Centennial Road in Sylvania.
Then I pulled up the other ten.
Four of my trucks had been on Centennial Road almost every afternoon since July. Two to five. The work orders for those afternoons said service calls in Maumee and Oregon.
Abad Heating and Cooling doesn’t lease anything on Centennial Road.
I called Karl. He’s seventy-four and he still picks up on the first ring.
“Don’t you go out there by yourself,” he said. “Not like you are. I’ll come get you.”
He drove us out in his Buick. Centennial Road was a row of garage units behind a tile store. Unit C had one of my trucks backed up to it, number seven, with the bay door rolled open.
Farhan was inside with a hand truck. He’d been with us four years. Dad hired him out of the trade school in Perrysburg and taught him boilers himself.
Behind him, stacked to the ceiling, were furnaces. Twenty-two of them, still boxed. Four condensers. A pallet of copper line set.
“Jordyn,” he said. “Hey. Wes said you’d come by eventually.”
“Did he.”
“He said you knew. He said you’re selling out to him after the baby. You didn’t want the stress.”
Karl walked down the row reading the boxes. He stopped at one and turned the packing slip so I could see it.
Bill to: Abad Heating and Cooling. My supply house account. My name.
Ninety-one thousand dollars of equipment I’d paid on the monthly statement without opening the detail, because the total looked like an October total. October is when you stock up. Dad taught me that.
On the back wall was a whiteboard in Wes’s handwriting. Addresses. Dates. A column of names I knew, because they were Dad’s maintenance customers, the November renewals, sorted by street.
Karl capped a marker that was lying on the floor and set it on the ledge. He didn’t say anything. His hands were shaking.
“Who’s buying the company, Farhan?” I said.
He looked at Karl. Then at my stomach. Then he wiped his hands on his jeans.
“Wes went to pick up the new door signs Sunday,” he said. “They were in the truck.”
The Contractor Bag
The tow yard called me Tuesday, because the truck was titled to me.
It sat on its roof behind a chain-link fence off the frontage road, crushed down on the driver’s side to about the height of my hip. The man who ran the yard walked me over to it and didn’t talk much. He said they’d pulled everything out of the cab and I could sign for it.
He handed me a black contractor bag.
Wes’s thermos. A jacket. His reading glasses in a case he’d had since before me. A box from a sign shop, split along one corner.
I set the box on the hood of my car and pulled out the top one.
A magnetic sign. Gray, with red letters. JASINSKI HEATING & AIR. And under it, in smaller print, my father’s after-hours number.
I held it up against the door of the truck on its roof. It was cut to the inch to cover the ABAD.
There were twenty-two of them. Two for each of my eleven trucks.
Under the signs was a manila envelope. Inside it, a certificate from the Ohio Secretary of State for a company called Jasinski Heating and Air LLC, filed in June.
Sole member: Carmen M. Jasinski.
Registered address: the apartment on Alexis Road.
Behind that, the lease for Unit C, Centennial Road. Signed in blue pen by Carmen Jasinski, owner. Then a letter on the new company’s letterhead, written to Dad’s customers. Your Abad maintenance plan is now serviced by Jasinski Heating and Air. Same techs. Same trucks you know.
Same trucks.
At the bottom of the envelope was one more letter. To me. Typed, unsigned, with spaces for five signatures under it. Wes, Farhan and three other names off my payroll.
Effective today, the undersigned resign from Abad Heating and Cooling.
Wes couldn’t have anything in his name. So his mother had it all in hers. Every Sunday dinner, every time she asked how I was keeping up with the books, she was asking what she’d be taking over.
You were never supposed to find out like this. There was a like-this, and it was in my hand. A letter in the mail. Five resignations, eleven trucks with a magnet over my father’s name, and the night line already answering in theirs.
“You want the truck?” the yard man said. “Insurance will total it. They’ll call you, not him.”
I turned the resignation letter over to look for a date.
It was dated November nineteenth. My due date is the eighteenth.
Carmen’s Table
Wednesday I went to the phone store with Dad’s death certificate, the business papers, my license and the folder from the truck. Saturday at noon Dad’s number rang on my cell for the first time.
Thursday Karl and the two techs who stayed with me drove the four trucks home from Centennial Road on the spare keys from Dad’s desk. I took Wes off the fuel cards. I called the supply house and told the woman in credit that twenty-two furnaces had been bought on my account without my say-so, and where they were sitting, and whose name was on the lease.
Thursday night Alyson texted me. One line. I didn’t know any of it was yours. I didn’t answer.
Sunday I left Tucker with Stephanie and drove to Carmen’s for dinner, because it was Sunday.
Wes was on her couch in the collar. He didn’t get up. The table was set for three.
I put the envelope down next to the bread.
Carmen looked at it a long time before she sat.
“So you went through his things,” she said. “His truck. That’s his workplace, Jordyn, that’s private. You had no business.”
“It’s my truck.”
“Everything’s yours. We’ve all heard. Your father made sure we heard.” She buttered a roll she wasn’t going to eat. “So let’s talk like adults. Here’s what’s fair. You keep the house. You keep the building, you rent it to us at a fair rate. Wesley takes the crews and the customers, because they follow him anyway, they always have. Nobody calls Abad, honey. They call Wes.”
“Ma,” Wes said.
“I’m talking.” She didn’t look at him. “You’ll have a newborn and a six-year-old and no crew. Who answers the phone at two in the morning? You? Thirty-two weeks and you went out to that garage in Karl’s car. Everybody knows. Farhan’s mother knows. You want to be the woman who ran her father’s company into the ground in one winter out of spite?”
I didn’t say anything. I pushed the lease across the tablecloth until it sat in front of her plate.
“The supply house wants its twenty-two furnaces back by Friday,” I said. “Or they want the name on that.”
She looked down at her own signature.
“That equipment is paid for,” she said. “He told me it was paid for.”
“I paid for it,” I said.
Carmen turned in her chair. She looked at her son on the couch for the first time since I came in.
“You told me she signed off. You told me she knew and she didn’t want the stress. Those were your words, Wesley. You sat right there and told me.”
“Ma, it’s her account, it’s a mix-up, we’ll move it over after the first…”
“After the first.” She stood up. “I’m sixty-seven years old. My name is on that lease. I signed what you put in front of me because you’re my son and you can’t sign anything, you never could. Your father couldn’t either.”
She turned back to me and put both hands flat on the table.
“He did this. Not me. You tell them that. You tell the supply house it was him.”
Wes looked at her like she’d hit him.
My phone rang in my coat pocket.
Dad’s number. The one on the side of every truck.
I stood up and answered it at her table.
“Abad Heating and Cooling.”
A woman on Byrne Road, no heat, two little kids, the furnace clicking and not catching.
“Jordyn, hang up,” Wes said. “We’re in the middle of something.”
“I’ll have somebody there inside the hour,” I said, and took my coat off her chair.
A Sunday in December
The phone rang at 9:40 on a Sunday night.
I was at the kitchen table with the laptop open, running Monday’s payroll. Lola was asleep in the bassinet by my chair, three weeks old, one fist up by her ear. Tucker was asleep upstairs.
Line two used to be Wes. It’s Karl now, three days a week, running the board from Dad’s old desk on a stool so his knees don’t quit. Line fourteen is a tech I hired out of Perrysburg in November. We run ten trucks now, not Dad’s eleven, because one is scrap. Two of the guys went with Wes to whatever Wes is doing.
The other chair at the table has a laundry basket on it.
Carmen still has the stuffed cabbage pan. I haven’t asked.
I picked up on the second ring.
“Abad Heating and Cooling,” I said. “What’s the address?”
If this one stayed with you, send it to somebody who signs the checks and lets everyone else say “we.”
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