I Found an Old Man Under an Oak, and He Kept Pointing at His House

Rachel Kim

The old man under the oak never once asked us to get it off him. Our crew had dropped everything at the sound of him, and when I knelt in the wet grass at his side he grabbed my wrist and said, “My daughter can’t get out of that house without me.” I had no idea what he meant until a door I hadn’t even noticed swung open.

He was eighty-one, a trunk as thick as a mailbox lay across both his shins, and someone inside was counting on him.

We’d been hauling storm limbs off a bike trail in Greentown since seven that Tuesday.

The saws cut out for coffee.

That’s when I heard it.

A man, yelling.

My shovel clanged on the asphalt and I went through a chain-link gate nobody had latched, and there he was on the flagstones by a birdbath shaped like a frog.

His face was gray. One arm kept stretching toward the house.

“I’m Kurt,” I said. “Don’t move. People are coming.”

Missy was behind me, reading the street name off a mailbox to a dispatcher.

The rest of the crew came through that gate at a run.

Nobody asked whose yard it was.

The others took both ends of the trunk and counted it off while I held his hand.

It shifted an inch.

He squeezed so HARD the bones in my hand ground together.

“Who’s in the house?” I said.

“Tamar. My daughter. She CAN’T DO THE STEPS.”

Zain, our youngest, ran around front and pounded on the door.

Nothing, so he cut around the side and rapped on a window.

Herman tried to twist his head toward the noise.

“She keeps the radio LOUD in the den. She WON’T hear him.”

Then the back door swung in, and a woman in her fifties rolled to the lip of a plywood ramp in her wheelchair and stopped.

“Dad?”

He looked at her, then up at me, and I understood why a man with an oak across his legs had spent every breath pointing at that door.

But lifting the tree turned out to be the SMALLEST part of what our crew did for those two.

The limb on the ramp

She stopped because she had nowhere to go.

A limb off the same oak, thick as my thigh, lay across the bottom four feet of her ramp where the plywood met the flagstones. A pair of brown work gloves sat on it. One was still hooked in the bark.

That was what he’d been doing out there at eighty-one in the wet. Dragging that limb off her way out of the house when the trunk let go above him.

“Tamar, stay up there,” I said. “We’ve got him.”

“Is he talking?”

“He’s talking.”

The guys counted again and this time the trunk came up and stayed up, and Herman made a sound I’m not going to write down.

He didn’t look at his legs. He let go of my hand and put his flat on his chest, patting the pocket of his cardigan the way a man checks for his wallet in a parking lot.

Then he grabbed my wrist again.

“Don’t let her go with Jonah,” he said.

I said okay. I had no idea who Jonah was. You say okay to a man in that spot.

The paramedics came through the gate with a board. One of them started to cut the cardigan sleeve for the blood pressure cuff and Herman fought him so hard over it that the guy stopped and just worked it off his arms instead.

Herman pushed it at me. “Give it to her. Nobody else.”

It was tan, wool, heavy for October. Something in the chest pocket crinkled when I folded it.

Zain came back around the side of the house breathing hard.

“Nobody answered the front,” he said. “There’s one of those realtor boxes on the knob. The gray ones with the code.”

Up on the ramp, Tamar’s hands came off her wheels.

“What box?” she said.

H.K. 6/98

They loaded Herman and the ambulance pulled out with the siren off, which one of the paramedics told me was a good sign.

The crew went back to the trail because Missy told them to. She looked at me once and didn’t say anything, and I took that to mean I had ten minutes.

I sat down on the top of that ramp next to Tamar’s chair with the cardigan in my lap.

The ramp had been painted gray so many times the paint had its own grain. On the inside of the handrail, in black marker gone brown, somebody had written H.K. 6/98.

“He built it the summer after,” she said. “I was twenty-six. A guy ran the light on 31 and I was in the hospital in Indianapolis for nine weeks. When I came home Dad had cut every doorway in this house wider with a Sawzall. Mom about killed him.”

“Is your mom around?”

“Lydia. She passed in 2011.”

So it had been the two of them in that ranch house for fifteen years. Her den with the radio. His shop in the garage. A van in the carport with a lift on the side.

“Who’s Jonah?”

“My brother.” She said it the way you’d say the name of a county. “He’s in Carmel. He handles things.”

What that meant, she told me while I picked bark off the cardigan. Jonah came up the first Sunday of every month. He brought paper towels from Costco, enough for a family of nine. In March, Herman had a thing with his heart, two nights in the hospital, and after that Jonah had Herman sign a power of attorney.

“For the bills,” she said. “In case.”

“Does he do the bills?”

“Dad does the bills.”

I asked her how she was getting to the hospital.

She pointed at the van. “Dad drives that. Nobody else has ever driven it. He doesn’t let anybody.”

“Where are the keys?”

She looked down the drive where the ambulance had gone.

“His pants pocket,” she said.

Two bags

Her phone rang while I was still sitting there.

She looked at it and put it on speaker, and later I figured out that was for me. She wanted a witness and she didn’t have time to say so.

“Tam. The hospital called me.” A man’s voice, fast, like he was walking through an office. “Dad’s okay. Both legs, they think, they’re doing pictures. He’s going to be in there a while, and then probably rehab after.”

“I want to go see him.”

“You can’t get there, honey. Listen to me. You can’t stay in that house by yourself. That’s what today is. That’s what I’ve been saying since March.”

In the background a woman said something I couldn’t catch.

“Charlene says hi,” he said. “Okay. So. Wabash Commons in Lafayette has a room for you. I put the deposit down back in April, just in case, and it’s a good thing I did. Charlene and I will be up at six.”

Tamar didn’t say anything.

“Tam?”

“April,” she said.

“Pack what fits in two bags. We’ll get the rest later.”

He hung up first.

My phone went off a second later. It was Missy, from the trail. “Seidel’s on the radio. He wants to know why he’s paying a crew to sit in somebody’s yard.”

Seidel is my boss. His name and number are on both doors of the truck I drive, in letters a foot high.

“Tell him ten minutes,” I said.

“I told him five minutes twenty minutes ago.”

I tried one thing before I went. I called the hospital, the main number, and asked for the emergency room, and asked how Herman was doing, and whether he had a message for his daughter.

“Are you family, sir?”

“I’m the guy who held his hand.”

“I can’t give you anything.”

I went back up the ramp. Tamar had the phone in her lap, still lit, the call screen still showing his name.

She said, “Can you look at that box for me?”

The box on the front knob

I went around front.

It was what Zain said. A gray lockbox hooked over the front door knob, the kind with four little dials. A sticker on the side said BRENNER REALTY GROUP with a phone number.

There was no sign in the yard. I checked the carport. Leaned behind the van, face to the wall, was a metal sign frame and a sign that said FOR SALE with the same name on it, never put in the ground.

I took a picture of the sticker and walked it back to her.

Zain was there by then, on his lunch, eating a gas station burrito off the wrapper standing up. He looked at the photo over my shoulder and typed the address into his phone.

“Yeah,” he said. “It’s on here.”

He held it out to Tamar. She took it with both hands.

Three bedrooms, one bath, ranch on a large lot backing to the Wildcat Creek trail. Sold as-is. Seller motivated. Possession at closing. Listed six days before.

$189,900.

She scrolled through the pictures.

The kitchen with the counter Herman had lowered. The hall with the wide doorways. The garage with his workbench.

Her den. The radio on the shelf. Her bed made with the blue blanket on it.

“When were these taken?” I said.

She didn’t answer right away. She kept scrolling back to the den.

“Thursday I had therapy,” she said. “Jonah drove me. He drove up from Carmel on a weekday to drive me to therapy. He’s never driven me anywhere in his life.” She handed the phone back to Zain. “I thought he was being nice.”

Zain looked at the screen again and turned it so I could see.

Under the price, in a little orange box, there was one word.

PENDING.

The cardigan

Nobody on that trail ate much lunch.

I went and got the cardigan out of the truck cab, where I’d put it so it wouldn’t get rained on, and I brought it up the ramp and laid it in her lap.

“He said give it to you. Nobody else.”

She found the pocket. There was a white envelope in it, folded in half, soft at the corners from his chest.

Inside was one page with a raised seal on the bottom and a yellow sticky note on top.

She read the page to herself first. Then she read it out loud, I think because she didn’t trust herself to have read it right.

“Herman Joseph,” she said, and then the family name, “grantor. Conveys and quitclaims to Tamar Serenity,” and the name again, “grantee. The following described real estate in Howard County.”

Signed Monday. Notarized Monday at First Farmers on Markland, 4:52 in the afternoon.

The sticky note was in old man block capitals.

TUES 10 AM. RECORDER 2ND FLOOR. TAKE TAM.

She laughed once, a bad laugh. “The recorder closes at four-thirty. He got there Monday at ten to five. Of course he did.”

“So this morning…”

“This morning he was going to take me downtown.” She looked at the limb on the ramp. “And there was a tree on my way out.”

That was what he’d been yelling about. That was the arm reaching for the house. A man who knew what was pending, with the paper in his pocket and the clock running, and his daughter on the wrong side of a limb.

It was 2:58.

Here is what we did, and I’m not proud of the order I thought of it in.

Zain cut the limb off the ramp in about ninety seconds. Missy and two of the guys carried it out to the trail. That was the tree part.

Then I pulled Seidel’s truck up the drive as close as it would go to the flagstones. Tamar rolled down, set her brakes beside the passenger door and got herself onto that seat faster than I could have, and told me how to fold the chair without bending the footrest.

I put it in the bed on a moving blanket.

Seidel’s trucks have GPS. I knew that when I turned onto Washington Street.

The Howard County courthouse has an elevator around the side. It’s slow. We stood in it, her sitting, me holding the cardigan for no reason anymore.

The woman at the recorder’s counter took the deed and the sales form that was folded behind it, which I would never have known to bring, and Tamar wrote a check for the fee out of a checkbook she kept in the side of her chair.

The woman ran it through a machine and handed back a copy with a stamp across the top.

Tamar held it so I could read it.

RECORDED 4:12 P.M.

Six-fifteen

We built the rest of it in the yard that evening.

The plywood ramp ended at the flagstones, and the flagstones ended at grass, and the grass ran forty feet to the driveway. Every time it rained that grass was mud. Herman pushed her across it. That was the other thing he’d meant.

I’d gone to Menards on the way back and put $312 of treated lumber and a box of deck screws on my own card. Missy stayed after her shift. Zain stayed because Missy stayed.

We had the frame down and half the decking on when a white Tahoe pulled into the drive at 6:15 with a stack of flattened boxes in the back window.

Jonah got out first. Fifty or so, a quarter-zip pullover, the build of a man who used to play something. Charlene got out the other side and stayed by her door.

“Who are you people?”

“Tree crew,” Missy said.

“This is private property. I’m going to need you to pack that up.” He walked past us to the bottom of the plywood ramp and looked up at the back door. “Tam! Let’s go, we talked about this.”

Tamar came out and stopped at the top of the ramp, the same place she’d stopped that morning.

“I’m not going to Lafayette,” she said.

“Tam, I’m not doing this with you in front of strangers.” He turned to me. “I don’t know what she told you. I have my father’s power of attorney. I make the decisions for this house. I’ve been making them since March because somebody has to. You think she can stay here? Look at her. She couldn’t get out the back door this morning. Dad nearly died out there because of this house.”

Nobody said anything, so he kept going.

“The buyers close on the fourteenth. It’s done. It’s good money for a house like this. It pays for her place and it pays for his. That’s what the money’s for. That’s what I’ve been trying to tell everybody.”

“It’s not his house,” Tamar said.

“What?”

She had the stamped copy on her knees. She held it out and didn’t come down the ramp. He had to walk up to get it.

He read it standing on the ramp his father built.

“No,” he said. “No, this is… he’s eighty-one. He’s on morphine right now. I’ve got power of attorney. I’ll have this thrown out by Friday.”

“He signed it Monday,” I said.

He looked at me like I’d stepped in something.

“You don’t get to talk. You don’t even know these people. You’re the guy who cuts trees.” He held the paper up to Tamar. “Do you know what this is? Twenty-eight years he’s put everything into you. Every dime. The van, the doors, the ramps, the hospital. I paid for my own college. I paid for my own wedding. This house is the only thing he’s got left to leave anybody, and you sat in there with the radio on and let him hand it to you.”

Charlene had come up the drive behind him without either of us hearing her.

“You told me your dad asked you to sell it,” she said.

“Char, not now.”

“You told me she asked for Wabash. You told me that in April.”

He didn’t answer her. He didn’t answer anyone. He took his phone out, squinted at the door of the truck parked on the grass, and dialed the number painted on it.

“Yeah, is this Seidel? I’ve got three of your people trespassing on my father’s property on your time.”

Charlene walked back to the Tahoe and got in on the driver’s side.

He was still on the phone when she started it.

She backed out before he’d gotten all the way across the yard.

The gate

Seidel gave me five days without pay. He said he’d have given me two if I’d asked first. That’s fair. I wouldn’t have asked.

Jonah’s lawyer sent one letter. Herman’s answered it from a bed at the rehab place on Dixon Road, with the man at the bank who notarized it ready to say how sharp Herman had been at 4:52 on a Monday. The buyers walked away. Nobody went to court.

We were back on that trail three Saturdays later, cleaning up the last of the storm wood before the city’s inspector came through.

At ten o’clock I went through the chain-link gate.

The oak was a stump now, cut flat. Herman was in the yard in a wheelchair of his own, both legs in boots out to the knee, parked by the frog birdbath where he’d been lying the first time I saw him.

Tamar came down the plywood, onto the flagstones, and across forty feet of new decking to the drive and back, with two coffees in a cardboard tray on her lap.

She handed me one.

I knelt in the wet grass by his chair so he wouldn’t have to look up, and he took my wrist the same way he had before. Not hard this time.

“You left the gate open,” Herman said.

I got up and latched it.

If you’ve got somebody who built a ramp with their own hands for someone they love, call them tonight and tell them it still holds.

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