I Always Wondered Why My Mother Despised Her Neighbor

Lisa had but one purpose for returning to her childhood home: to bring her mother along and never return. However, a lingering mystery persisted — what exactly had fueled her mother’s disdain for their late neighbor? The revelation came when Lisa stepped into his residence, a secret she wished she had known much earlier in life.

Upon arriving at the house of her youth, an array of emotions cascaded over Lisa. It appeared much as she recalled — weathered but steadfast.

Emerging from the car, Lisa paused to inhale the familiar aromas of the garden, tinged with the scent of aged wood.

The floodgates of memory opened, hurling her into bygone days.

Lisa’s last visit had been years earlier, amid a family gathering that felt more burdensome than jubilant.

Her life had been consumed with responsibilities, friendships, and all manner of pressing matters.

Though it seemed wrong, she had stayed distant, never forming a close bond with her mother.

Susan, her mother, bore a fiery temperament and strong convictions. Lisa struggled to converse with her in her youth, and as the years progressed, their dialogues only grew more strained.

Small arguments were a constant, making distance feel like the easiest option.

Over time, however, change manifested.

Phone conversations revealed Susan’s struggles with maintaining the home and the daunting tasks of shopping and cleaning.

Her weakening voice and slow speech signaled to Lisa that her mother needed to be nearer, somewhere more secure.

Curiously, Susan had finally agreed to relocate after Jeremy, their neighbor whom she never favored, had passed away.

Lisa could never quite grasp why her mother harbored such unfriendly feelings toward Jeremy.

In her childhood, Lisa was warned to steer clear of him; playing near his yard was forbidden, yet he had shown her nothing but kindness.

Eventually, inquiries about her mother’s disdain waned, and Lisa adhered to the rules.

She still remembered Jeremy’s kind smile, contrasting starkly with her mother’s harsh words.

With luggage in hand, Lisa drew a deep breath, advancing towards the house, familiar with its cozy interiors and slightly faded paint.

The door creaked open, unleashing a wave of nostalgia.

The air carried the scent of ancient wood mingled with lavender, unchanged over time. Promptly, Susan’s voice broke the silence, unmistakable with her usual sharpness, calling from above.

“Lisa, is that you?” echoed her mother’s voice.

“Yes, Mom. Are you already packing?” Lisa’s attempts to keep a light tone were palpable.

“I need more time. Clean up downstairs!” Susan’s voice carried her innate impatience.

Lisa considered volunteering to assist, hoping it might ease the task and carve out a few peaceful moments. “How about I lend a hand? It could be quicker, Mom.”

“No!” Susan’s retort was definitive, imbued with her unwavering resolve. “Didn’t you hear me!? Stay out of this — I will do it myself!”

Lisa sighed, familiar with this unwinnable battle. Her mother, with her firm demeanor, was not one to be swayed.

Experience taught her that it was often simpler to acquiesce rather than ignite another debate over trivial matters.

“Alright, Mom,” she mumbled, eyes rolling as she set her luggage down and inspected the living room.

Her gaze found the shelves, laden with trinkets and photograph frames. One particular photo depicted herself with her parents, an old vacation captured in time.

Studying the photo, Lisa realized she bore little resemblance to her father, noting the differences in their demeanor and eye color.

His eyes were a rich brown, mirroring her mother’s hue.

Her own eyes were a striking green, a curious difference she had noted as a child.

With her father’s life tragically cut short when Lisa was young, memories of him rested solely within these images. Susan seldom spoke of her late husband; these captured moments were her only tangible link to him.

Lisa gingerly placed the photo into a box, handling it tenderly, before stepping into her childhood bedroom, a nook still redolent with fragments of her youth.

Opening the wardrobe, Lisa gratefully discovered a relic from her past: Mr. Peebles, a cherished, albeit worn, plush bear.

It was gifted to her by Jeremy, whose warm-hearted gesture remained a vivid memory.

However, upon discovering it, Susan had erupted with fury, punishing Lisa and demanding she discard the bear.

Yet Lisa had defied her, tucking Mr. Peebles away in the wardrobe, where he stood as her silent confidant.

Cradling Mr. Peebles, Lisa pondered anew her mother’s aversion to Jeremy. Susan’s reasons remained unexplained, leaving behind strict rules forbidding interaction.

Over the years, Lisa stopped questioning. Standing there with Mr. Peebles in arms, curiosity surged — an overwhelming urge to uncover the truth.

An answer lay behind her mother’s anger, an understanding she had never grasped.

Feeling restless, Lisa retraced her steps to the staircase, calling once more to her mother.

“Mom! How much longer?”

“An hour… maybe more,” Susan replied, voice distant and obscured.

Impatience tugged at Lisa. “I’m going for a walk, then.”

“Fine, but don’t stray far!” Susan’s voice carried a hint of concern, one Lisa considered unnecessary.

“Mom, I’m 42 years old! What could happen?”

“Sorry, force of habit,” Susan admitted, a touch defensively.

A smile stretched across Lisa’s lips; some habits die hard.

Stepping outside, the cool breeze brushed against her as she regarded Jeremy’s forlorn residence.

Unclaimed since his passing, the house lay dormant, abandoned.

With no family to take over, it lingered, untended.

Lisa’s curiosity led her up to the door; surprisingly, it swung open with ease.

“Hello? Is anyone here?” Her voice reverberated through vacant halls, met only with silence.

Solitude had marked Jeremy’s existence, the empty rooms bearing witness to a lonely life.

Atop the stairs, Lisa entered what had been Jeremy’s bedroom, simple and unadorned.

Beside the narrow bed lay a small table, atop which rested a dusty box. She approached, sweeping away the dust to uncover an astonishing sight.

“For Lisa,” the label read, written in neat script.

She froze, heart racing. Was it truly meant for her? Did he know another Lisa? Compelled to see, she opened the box.

Inside, she found letters, aged photographs, and a journal worn by time. Picking a photograph revealed a shocking image: Jeremy, youthful and smiling, with her mother, Susan, at his side.

They were entwined, joyful and close.

As she leafed through the journal, she found an entry on her eleventh birthday. The words gripped her attention and unraveled the mystery.

“Today marked my dearest Lisa’s eleventh year. Susan remains unforgiving; my past actions haunt me. When she needed me most, upon discovering her pregnancy, fear drove me away. Forever wishing to reverse time, I long to be there for my precious girl.”

Emotion surged, tears brimmed her eyes. Jeremy had written of her. As the narrative unfolded page by page, revelations clicked into place.

“Today, I gifted Lisa a bear she named Mr. Peebles. Her embrace nearly unraveled me emotionally. Yet Susan will compel her to dispose of it, and Lisa’s silence will follow.”

The familiar facial traits, the affectionate writings titled “his Lisa” — Jeremy was her biological father.

Overwhelmed, her gaze landed on a sealed envelope within the box, untouched until now.

“May this reach you, Lisa. Understand I cherished you always, and not a day elapses without regret for my absence. Spare your mother from blame; though rightful in her emotions, it is my fault alone. I bequeath you my savings and home, Lisa, as my sole family.”

She sobbed softly, torn between grief of lost time and the newfound warmth of an unseen love. Tenderly, she folded the letter, placing it gently in her coat pocket.

Lisa returned to find Susan, stationed on the porch with her bags, poised for departure.

“Lisa, where did you go? I’ve been ready for a while,” Susan observed, noting her daughter’s tear-streaked face.

“Are you okay?” Susan’s concern showed.

“Yes, yes, just the dust, Mom. Got caught in my eyes. Shall we go?”

“Yes, let’s leave, honey. This place holds nothing for me anymore.”

“I agree, Mom. Don’t worry, I’ll care for you.”

They loaded the car, retreating from the house, armed with truths unveiled.

In knowing the truth at last, Lisa understood it was beneficial to arrive at understanding, however belated.