When you spend four decades regretting a single decision, time doesn’t soften the blow—it sharpens it. Every quiet morning, every uneaten dinner, every birthday spent alone was a reminder. Her name was Elizabeth, and she was the one who got away—because I pushed her. I thought I was doing the right thing back then, sacrificing love for duty, for stability. But when the dust settled, she was gone, and I was alone with nothing but the echo of her laughter in an empty apartment.
My name is Franklin Meyer. I’m 78 years old, and until two months ago, I hadn’t heard her voice in 42 years.
She was from New Orleans, but we met in San Diego in the summer of ’68. She wore these oversized sunglasses that made her look like a movie star. And to me, she always was. We had a fire between us, one of those electric loves that made the air feel charged. But life, as it often does, came at us with messy hands. I was offered a promotion overseas, and she wanted to stay. I told her I couldn’t ask her to follow me. She told me I didn’t have to—just not to leave. I left anyway.
By the time I realized the cost, it was too late. She stopped replying. And I, too proud or too scared or both, never chased after her.
Fast forward through a life lived mostly in grayscale—work, retirement, a few short-lived flings, none of which came close. I used to write her birthday letters I never sent. I imagined what her hair would look like gray. I wondered if she’d forgiven me.
Then, just before Christmas, I got a letter.
It was wedged between a flyer for hearing aids and a water bill. My fingers trembled when I saw the return address. Baton Rouge. I opened it slowly, terrified of what it might say. The handwriting was unmistakable. Loopy, confident, like her.
“I’ve been thinking of you.”
That was all it took. Like a defibrillator to the soul. We started writing again. Real, physical letters. None of that email stuff. I’d wait by the mailbox like a teenager. She told me about her life. She’d married, had two kids, divorced fifteen years ago. Liked gardening. Hated her knees. She’d never remarried.
Neither had I.
She didn’t say why, but I hoped the answer matched mine.
In her last letter, she included her address. A simple line: If you ever want to see me, I’d like that very much.
That night, I couldn’t sleep. The next morning, I made the craziest decision of my life. I sold everything. The apartment, the car, the antique watch my father gave me—gone. I didn’t need things. I needed her. I bought a one-way ticket to Louisiana, packed a small suitcase, and told the neighbors I was going to meet the woman I should’ve married half a century ago.
At the airport, I felt like a soldier going off to war—hopeful, scared, full of emotion. On the plane, my hands couldn’t stop shaking. I kept rereading her last letter like it was scripture. My seatmate, a college kid with headphones too big for his head, smiled at me. “Big trip?” he asked.
“Biggest of my life,” I whispered.
Then came the pain.
It started in my chest, a searing tightness like a fist was clenching my heart. I tried to breathe, but the air wouldn’t come. I slumped forward. Someone screamed. Hands reached for me. A woman shouted that she was a nurse. The kid beside me grabbed for help.
I remember the blur of the flight attendant’s voice over the speaker. Then the oxygen mask. Then nothing.
I woke up in a hospital in Atlanta.
Turns out we’d made an emergency landing. The doctor told me I’d had a mild heart attack. Mild. That’s what they called it. To me, it felt like the universe had yanked me back just as I was reaching the finish line.
They kept me for three days. I didn’t have much on me. No family, no local contacts. But I had her letters. When the nurse saw me reading them, she smiled softly and said, “You should call her.”
I did better than that. I wrote her again.
It took a week for me to get discharged. I was weak, slower on my feet, but my mind was sharp. I took a Greyhound the rest of the way to Baton Rouge, determined not to tempt fate again.
When I reached her address, it was dusk. Her house was modest, with purple flowers lining the walkway and a wind chime on the porch singing in the breeze. I stood at the gate for a good five minutes, trying to summon the courage.
Then the front door opened.
She stepped out slowly, like she knew I was there. She was thinner, her hair silver now, pulled back in a loose bun. But those eyes? Same spark. Same warmth. She brought her hand to her mouth and gasped.
“Frankie?”
No one’s called me that in decades.
I nodded. “It’s me.”
She walked to me, trembling. We didn’t say anything for a long time. Just stood there, face to face, hands reaching for one another like magnets that had spent a lifetime apart.
“You came,” she said, her voice cracking.
“I almost didn’t make it,” I replied, eyes burning.
We laughed and cried at the same time.
Inside, her house was filled with little signs of life—a worn recliner, family photos, a crocheted blanket over the couch. She made tea while I sat at the table, still taking it all in.
“You could’ve called,” she said gently, setting the mug down.
“I wanted to see your face the moment you heard I was coming.”
She smiled. “You haven’t changed.”
“I have. But one thing never did.”
She reached across the table and took my hand.
We spent hours talking that night. About the past, the future, our regrets, our hopes. At some point, I told her about the heart attack on the plane.
She looked stricken. “You could’ve died.”
“But I didn’t. I made it to you.”
She got up, walked behind me, and hugged me tight from behind. “Then don’t waste another day.”
And I haven’t.
It’s been six months now. I moved into the little room at the back of her house. We take walks every morning. She makes fun of my crossword addiction. I fix her garden lights. We’re not trying to recapture what we lost—we’re making something new with what we have left. And that’s more than enough.
If you’re reading this wondering whether it’s too late, let me tell you: if you’re breathing, it isn’t. Regret is a heavy thing. But love—it’s light. It lifts you.
I almost didn’t get a second chance. But I did. And I’ll never take it for granted again.
So tell me—what would you do if you had one last shot at love?
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